All Over!!

finally all e papers r over!!
i noe it wasn't gd.. i noe i din do well..
but forget it le ba! hahaz.. over le jiu hao liaoz.. =) 不想讨论。。。 =P
noe i haven updated in a while..
cos i was lazy to sit in front of e comp n type out all e stuff.. hahaz..
juz wanted to slack~
so now i've got a super long post ba.. heez..

recalling bac to e exam period..
it was juz mugging mugging.. onli entertaiment was watching e 10pm tv.. 冲上云霄! hahaz.. 真是好看的戏！ realli quite tiring wor exams.. aiz.. n due to my piggy nature.. i slpt q alot actualli.. hahaz.. ate alot of junk food too~ *shakes head* not healthy at all~
also listened to 933.. den got once i heard e dj say e rain sing his song got alot of e siii sounds.. she say maybe he sing like tat den can express tat he is v "hot"~ n she keep making e siii sound.. hahaz.. so funnie de~

den after e pharm stats paper..
mi n lp went out for dinner!
we din noe where to go but juz wanted to go out..
muahahaz.. so juz anyhow chose to go holland v..
cos we wan to watch e 10pm tv.. 冲上云霄!
den while waiting for e bus we toked nonsense bout horoscope n those weird weird de relationship problems.. hahaz.. so funnie.. she is 双牛座的！=P
hahaz.. so we had NYDC after looking ard..
wanted to try 新口味。。
so we had e one with e beef meatballs one.. i cant rem e name..
but i noe it's e 1st on e list.. hahaz.. v nice wor.. nxt time can eat again!
somemore my plate had no onions even thou e thing was supposed to have onions de.. so nice! hahaz.. they helped mi remove e onions liaoz.. =)
by e time we finished.. we were super full~~
hahaz.. so we made our way bac.. cos it was time for e 10pm tv.. 冲上云霄!

den on friday morning i went with hx to meet kym bout e work stuff..
den saw peggy also.. hahaz..
e office looks totally diff! like become v busy..
cos got alot of ppl inside.. at 1st tot i knocked on e wrong door.. hahaz..
tink their 生意越做越大！
den v fast she teach finish liaoz..
but i still super blur.. scared tat on monday will screw up.. =S
abit stress la.. but gd thing got hx.. den will be less scared.. hahaz..
after tat we went to eat at kfc at anchor pt..

den i went to meet lp at jurong pt for kbox!
muahahaz.. time to sing song le!
sang from 2 to 7pm..
she kept singing songs by faye wong..
n i juz anyhow pick songs..
hahaz.. i chose e song called 天下无双天啦地啦。。
hahaz.. super cute de song! alot of "las" inside.. n it's by tony leung (shuai ge!) n faye wong..
i juz kept laughing cos e lyrics damn ke ai.. i wan to d/l e song!!!
den i also picked those oldies like 爱神。。n some i forgot e title le..
is ke ai de also! hahaz but lp xian qi.. =P
den i had to sing those 合唱 songs by myself cos she dunnoe e song..
i had to be guy n gal.. =S
n den e 对你有感觉。。hahaz..
she was e gal mar..i sing guang liang de part.. den becos v gao yin..
so she sing until v xing ku n v funnie! hahaz..
den we juz laughed n laughed.. jiang mei qi is v li hai! sing so gao yin.. hahaz..

after singing we had dinner at e japanese shop n den i went home cos sis wanted mi to go bac cos on sat morning had to bring my little cousins from malaysia to e zoo..
so i went bac lo.. n den william say i selfish cos i never asked him if he wanted food notz.. hahaz.. he always like tat one.. so greedy! =P actualli i got call bac home to ask if anyone wanted food notz lo.. but tink he not ard when mama answered e phone.. hahaz.. =P but anyway i bot pao pao cha! hehez..

den sat we woke up early.. went to e zoo.. weather was gd!
cooling n not hot.. den i was e photographer for e day..
took lotsa photos for them lo.. =P
den we watch e animal shows..
v nice! i like e seals.. so cute! e trainer kept making e seals splash water at e kids sitting in e 1st 2 rows.. hahaz.. so funnie..
den as always they use e same old trick tat there were some snakes missing n managed to find e snakes among e audiences.. =P
but overall it was entertaining..
n i managed to touch e miniature horses n e donkeys in e children's world..
they look so innocent with their huge eyes.. =) chao ke ai!
after all tat e kids went to have their animal rides on elephants n ponies..
tot e elephants looked abit sad.. dunnoe y also.. hmm..
den tat was e end.. we had kfc before finally going home in e afternoon..
super tired.. hahaz.. took naps while william watched initial D on youtube..
he din noe tat youtube had initial D.. so i juz helped him to search for them..
den he juz kept watching.. hahaz.. he keep woo hoo-ing thruout lo..
tink he realli like cars ba.. =P
at nite i juz watched tv lo.. nothing much also..
my brother brought e kids out..
so e noise level went down by alot.. =)
when they came bac I went to slp alrdy..
actually I never interact much with them de lo..
when I was young I got play with them la..
but now like dun really go n play with them..
cos I dunnoe how to lo.. hahaz..
no experience with kids leh.. somemore they r notti kids! =P
my sis n brother handles them much betta than me.. hahaz..

den on Sunday originally is hans they all say wan to go out..
but timing cannot match la.. n I also super lazy..
so I juz said I din wan to go cos too little ppl..
in e end I went out to e library by myself cos I wanted to borrow some storybks to read.. haven read storybks in ages liaoz.. =)
den I went ard looking at xmas cards.. tinking if I shld make e cards this yr or juz buy.. cos I scared no time to make plus need to tink of designs..
den I c all e cards print until super nice.. all golden n glittery de wor.. if I make also wont make as nice as those I buy..
so my final conclusion was.. maybe I’ll juz make afew ba.. den c who I can give to.. (provided I have time~)
before going this time I made sure asked mama to ask william if he wanted any food notz.. hahaz.. =P

den I went home.. juz lazed ard.. read my story bk..
fell aslp 1/2way cos my eyes grew tired..
den when I woke up.. received jrm de sms..
saying tat he wanted to meet in 15 min time at my void deck..
hahaz.. since I juz woke up n had so qiao he smsed.. so I juz said oki lo..
went down to meet him but dunnoe wat to expect also..
so I juz bot $4 juz in case he wan go for dinner..n my dying phone~ (going to no batt liao)
in e end when I went down..din c him.. searched ard.. n surprise! saw him in a car!woo hoo~ he can drive liaoz! Hahaz..
he drove his dad’s car lo.. yuan lai he passed his driving like 2 weeks ago..
den this is like e 2nd he driving without his dad in e same car..
hahaz.. so he drove me to have dinner (gd thing I bot $$) =P
at 1st he say go chong pang eat e nasi lemak..
den after tat he drive drive drive.. turn at e wrong places den in e end say go eat at woodlands mart.. n he kept saying he’s a safe driver.. hahaz..
like trying to reassure me.. but I wasn’t scared or wat lo.. hahaz..
hahaz.. so I say okies lo.. den when we reach he say he not hungry so onli I ate..diaoz.. hahaz..
since I din bring my easi link card.. n my phone no batt.. n I got no $ after eating..
he threatened to leave me there n drive away.. so evil rite! Hahaz..
but in e end he still drove mi home la.. gd son! =P
but den he was blur blur de lo.. forgot to switch on e headlights..
realized onli after awhile..
hahaz.. den after he dropped me off.. saw tat his signal light never switch off.. hahaz.. =P blur blur~

these few days juz like tat lo..
not v exciting but I was kept occupied..
hahaz.. =)
den tml gotta go work~
hope it will be fine!

i shldn't be blogging!!

yup.. i shldn't be here blogging when i haven even started on e super thick stack of medicines act yet..
but i've been itching to blog since yesterday n since i've juz finished reading e super thick stack of poison act.. i tink i deserve a short break to blog ba.. (even thou i kind of luan luan read thru e last part of e act.. =P)

anywayz.. yesterday after e thai exam..
which was harder than expected...
we went to ntuc! muahahaz.. like aunties..
we bot food!! bei mian..choco..milk..bananaZ..cookies~~
muahahaz.. my gan liang for nxt week!!
yuan lai buy bananaz need to weigh de.. hahaz..
n buy alot onli less than $20! muahahaz.. so happi~ (auntie de xin tai~ =P)
den we went to eat kfc! cos we din wan mac~~
unhealthy but nvm la.. =P
den we took a cab home.. cos my gan liang realli heavy wor~
but i got no fang xiang gan.. so lp had to direct e uncle all e way bac to ke.. hahaz.. tat's y i tink i can never drive.. =P

came bac n tried to mug e pharm law lo..
ended up ending thai classmates to frendster n chatting with them~
hahaz.. den got so slpy i gotta go nap..=P
nap liao jiu almost dinner time le.. jiu eat my bei mian..
den amazingly i chatted with benjamin for e 1st time~(even thou we've known each other for like 6 yrs le..)
hahahaz.. cos he was interested in coming to pharm mar..
so he had qns to ask n all tat lo..i happily answered him cos like tat means i dun have to mug e law..=P
den he told me something i never knew before.. hahaz..

B: become more social?
ME: hahaz.. still v zi bi
B: zibi wat a way to describe urself
ME: hahaz.. i'm zibi wat~=P
B: yr impression in sch is rather cool, cold, but defiNitely not zhi bi
an iceberg
ME: hahahaz..i was cold ah.. hahaz.. never tot ppl tink of me as cold.. ~~
B: dun get me wrong the cold is not entirely in a negative sense.. a mystery

hahaz.. i tink is v funnie lo..
cos i never knew he tot of me like tat.. n i never tot of myself in tat way..
i noe i'm more man re (slow to warm up)..
but never tot i was icebergish~ hahaz =P

den after tat i went to watch wu zhong xian de tv liaoz.. =P
v funnie e part when they were searching for e stuff.. hahaz.. cos e xiao zhong ben ben de take up e thing 3 times but still din c it..
after e show ended i switched to channel 5 to c wat movie they were showing n it was a beautiful mind! yeah~~!! i loved tat show~
it's super nice de lo.. so i watched it again!!
those ppl who haven watch e show muz watch it wor.. realli nice~ =)
n ppl dun be too stress~ cos stress will trigger jing shen fen lie!!
n muz jian chi dao di! cos u will ku jing gan lai de! hahaz..

xi wan liao i finalli went bac to mugging lo.. =P
finished e misuse of drugs act n all those smaller ones liaoz..
den this morning started on e poisons act..
now left e huge stack of medicines act..
hope i dun mix everything up.. =S
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

ohoh.. n there's 1 more thing tat's been bothering mi~
hmm.. y issit tat will become like tat ah..
issit cos of my imagination like always again or issit realli like tat??
hmm.. abit sad but nvm.. i shall hope for e best!
after exams zai shuo ba!
once again..
jiayou jiayou jiayou!

开始了。。。

very soon.. it's going to begin.. =S
yalo.. e exams r here~~~
this time round i'm surprisingly calm... (maybe i'll get e adrenaline rush tml n get so nervous~)
not tat i alrdy noe all my stuff n dun have to worry bout my grades..
on e contrary.. i noe tat i'm not v prepared..
so i dun expect to do well.. =P
n it's too late to regret how slack i've been thru e sem..
not listening during lectures n all tat..
but i've read all i can ba with e help of coke n tea to keep me awake.. (ling shi bao fuo jiao.. =P)
thou i was also abit slackish during e reading week.. =P hahaz..
(but it's realli super sianzz! esp lsm...=S)
so i guess i can onli hope tat i have abit of luck..
to help me shun shun li li get thru e exams...
get acceptable grades.. den i'll be man zu le.. =)

thx to my dear gor who chatted with me when i was damn sianz and everyone was not ard.. =)
n this time round.. e welfare comm exam supper was not bad!
thx to wu hong for collecting e food for us! =P

oki lo.. it's time for bed since tml's an early paper..
sawatdii kha! chan pay kccn na kha! leew phop kan may! hahaz..
it's e onli ending i noe in thai.. it means byebye! i have to make a move 1st.. cya!
hahaz.. yupyup.. nitey peeps! all e bestest for tml!!!

*good luck good luck good luck good luck good luck good luck good luck*

slow poke...

yup..i tink i'm a slow poke..
mug until v slow..
no gd.. these few days been mugging lsm..
tink tml i muz change liao..
study something else.. if not i tink i cant take it.. =(

msn n google all i cant sign in.. =(
i dunnoe y.. cant even check my mails...
muz be e internet connection prob in my room...
onli my room..
cos other ppl like all can log in with no prob leh...
aiz.. lousy connection..
or maybe is i'm unlucky.. e connection hates me.. =P

actualli q scary.. cos sat is e 1st paper..
n i haven study for tat yet..
maybe start mug abit tml ba..
xin li bu an..
tink this sem is gone for me lo..
no hope.. =S
but still muz study... hahaz..

today eat e chicken rice at pgp..
e rice is nice.. but e chicken like oki onli la..
maybe e shao ji will be nicer.. heez..
nxt time can go earlier to eat..

nowadays e weather is mad..
morning is v v hot..
den evening will rain..
i like e raining part.. cos it's cooling..
but in e morning is v hot.. gd thing my room is cool.. heez..
so not so bad..

den hor..
we always gossip during dinner time..
hahaz.. so fun! ba gua here n there..
but is realli lo.. this yr got alot of senior-junior de lian qings..
all of a sudden like alot of couples pop up..
hahaz.. exams stress is catalyst? =P
dunnoe lo.. hahaz..

i realised tat all my paragraphs not linked one..
v random.. hahaz.. cos my brain now onli has random tots..
not able to link e tots up properly..
hahaz.. paiseh paiseh..

on sat after my 1st paper.. if i not going home..
den i muz go ntuc to stock up!
hahaz.. jue ding liaoz! =P
n connection kuai kuai hao qi lai..
bu yao tao yan wo...
tat's all..
i go for dinner le.. =)

男佣 - 吴克群



a v cute song!
hahaz.. where is my nan yong?

路上车太多
司机老吴来接送
健身健不够
还要懂一点幽默
煮饭烧菜你不懂
洗衣擦地的粗活全部都由我来做
不管你站着坐着趴着我在你左右
如果你累了酸了瘫了
我帮你按摩
我做你的男佣
一天到晚上工
让你越过越轻松~

so nice! hahaz...

Been some time…

Last time I blogged was tues!
So many days ago liaoz…
Lazy to blog.. cos everytime v sianz after mugging den jiu go slp..
But actually also never mug much.. but juz sianz..

Anyway.. wed we had our thai oral test..
N me n lp were partners mar..
Sadly.. we made q a lot of errors in our conversation.. =P
we had to pick a conversation topic..
n ours was A running into B who is an old Thai frend of A at orchard road..
n we had to arrange a gathering for later.. and ask for each other’s contacts..

so we juz toked slowly.. hahaz..
den at 1 pt during e conversation.. lp suggested we meet for lunch at mac for e gathering.. n I xia dao…
err.. I was tinking y meet at mac..
haha.. so I said I like Japanese food instead..
den in e end we arranged to be at jap restaurant instead of mac.. =P

after e oral we were abit demoralized la..
cos say some stuff wrongly.. ming ming noe e rite term de..
but jing zhang den say wrongly..
so we really went to mac n had lunch..
hahaz.. food therapy..

n thurs no lesson..
mugged e stats.. but actually mug stats no v useful..
cos I tink muz do den useful.. aiz..
*demoralized*

Fri had dfd tutorial in e morn n thai writing in e afternoon..
In betwn e lesson I slacked with yingjia n Adeline lo..
Hahaz.. actually is supposed to mug de..
But I so slack la.. keep toking to them.. =P
Den I went home… on a fri again! Hahaz..
Bot pao pao cha home.. n choco too!
Food for mugging.. =P

Den sis came home with William..
n they xian qi me at home! =P
sis showed mi her v ke ai de qi pao tat she wan to wear to peggy’s wedding..
so nice lo! Hahaz.. she asked mi to wear.. den she took photos while I act stupid like ah dai tat type.. cos qi pao mar.. act like those xiang xia de.. hahaz.. =P
den we played with her props for e groom.. n take photos..
cos my sis is one of e jie mei for peggy.. den they wan to make e groom n his xiong di sing a song using those toy guitar n pail as a drum n those shakers n bells as music instruments..they supposed to sing 1 song in both hip hop style n wayang style.. hahaz.. I tink is damn funnie.. n e groom also has to write a love poem for peggy using e words they give him.. hehez..
den she also got those angel n devil de hair bands for during e wedding dinner itself de.. so tat they can be recognized as e helpers.. hahaz.. ke ai de leh..
so juz took photos in those with William n sis.. hahaz..

sat woke up early to go for breakfast at jalan kayu with hans bert n peijun..
cos hans got his new car le!!
So we met at amk n he drove us there..
Never knew tat jalan kayu is so near.. hahaz..
Long time no eat there liao.. n it’s so nice! =)
We ate in e sun.. cos e sun keep shifting until when we eat halfway liao den shine onto us.. hahaz.. den we lazy to move lo.. so juz sweat.. =P
Den after tat we din noe where else to go…
So they say go my hse cos they never come before.. except hans la..
So they came lo.. hahaz..
N we also did nothing but sit ard n looked at my photos from last time..

We jus toked den they played with xiaoham
N hans kept calling xiaoham “gal gal”
Cos they really look alike! Except tat gal gal is bigger in size la..
Hahaz.. den we huai jiu bout last time Anderson..
So fun lo.. but pj n hans tok bout 2/6.. den mi n bert blur.. hahaz..
Cos he 2/2 n I 2/1.. so far away from 2/6..

Den we concluded tat jc is nothing much.. sec sch more more fun!
E best part of jc for me was joining ps…
Esp 2nd yr in ps..e period when mr chia came..
He was great lo.. =) still rem when he n e others surprised me with e bday cake n everything.. hahaz.. so funnie lo..
N I was juz blur blur when he pretended to scold me for not clearing e non existent mess in darkroom n told mi to go up n c for myself tog with him..
Hahaz.. den jiu saw e cake n everyone.. so gan dong..
Actually come to tink of it.. my 2 bdays during jc times were e best wor..
Hahaz.. cos e 1st one Jrm bot me a small cake n surprised mi in e middle of e nite..
2nd one mr chia n ps surprised mi with a bigger cake.. Hahaz..
Yea.. NJPS rox!! Hmm.. jrm rox too la.. hahaz..

Den at nite I watched a lot of tv..
From 930pm to ard 2am..
I cant believe tat they actually show qian nv you hun 3..
Hahaz.. so I watched for awhile n den jiu slp le..
But e tv on sat nite was v nice! =P

Sunday.. I read dfd..
Not bad la.. at least I read 4 to 5 sets.. hahaz..
Q an achievement..
Had pizza for dinner cos mama wanted to eat tat..
den came bac to hall.. mugged.. n lp came.. n we toked n complained awhile..
hahaz.. den I cont to mug..
until I was so tired I slpt..

nothing much...

just felt like blogging..
hahaz..nothing much has happened also..
yesterday tried to mug.. but progress was super slow..
kept dozing off... =P

den at nite e f blk comm came ard to give out little treats of snacks!
hahaz. they r so nice.. =)
den saw e news tat gst will be increased to 7%..
so sad lo..we r going to get poorer liaoz..
cost of living juz keep rising n rising n rising..
realli dun understand.. =( may dii leey...

today went for lessons n we ben ben de tot our lesson is at 8am..
but it's actualli at 8.15am.. hahaz..
den we still so rush.. =P
cane bac after thai n bot waffles from pgp for lunch..
shun bian bot bread n jam so tat when i'm hungry n lazy..
at least i still have food in my room..hahaz..

juz now at dinner yanjing asked alot of qi guai de qns..
hahaz.. den we ans n cleared her doubts..
she say we r you yong! hahahz..
jie kai le ta xin li de qn marks.. =P

you ren shuo wo bu shang xin..
dan na shi de wo ye shi hen shang xin de..
hai ji de na shi shi xqrj prelims de shi qi..
you na me qiao de.. wo shi head..
zi ji cheng shou bu liao na me duo.. dry run de shi hou hai ku le..
xia huai le josh.. xia huai le alison ta men ba..
rang zi ji qu shang hai le zi ji de hao peng you..
xin li bu xiang.. dan que you bu neng bu shuo..
yin wei bu shuo de hua.. bu shi hen bu gong ping ma?
zhi shao wo shi zhe yang xiang de.. bu xiang pian zi ji.. bu xiang pian ta..
di yi ci bi zi ji na me de jue qing..
qi shi zhen de hao xing ku..
wo bu shi xiang shuo wo you duo mo de wei da hai shi zhen yang..
wo zhi dao wo dui bu qi ta.. wo bu hao.. dan xin li ye bu hao shou..
shui hui xiang yao you zhe yang de jie ju ne..
hmm.. dui bu qi.. xin li zhen de jue de hen dui bu qi ta.. you zhe yi zhong kui jiu ba.. suo yi qing bu yao dui wo hao.. wo hui gen jia de nei jiu de..
dui bu qi...

ni men yao shuo wo shi hui bian xin de nv ren..
wo cheng ren.. wo que shi shi bian le xin..
wu nian yi lai.. wo di que shi bian le..
wo neng gou chi qing de yi xin yi yi dui zhe yi ge ren yi bei zi ma?
wo bu zhi dao.. dan shi wo jue de..
wo bu hui na me rong yi kai shi xia yi duan ba..
ying wei hui hai ba you shang dao dao ren jia..
zi ji hui xi huan ren.. dan que bu gan xiang xiang he ta zai yi qi..
pa zi ji zuo bu hao..
you dian ben ba.. =P
zhang shi jiu zhe yang le..
wo yao qu mug liaoz.. tata~

the beginning of a new week!

i could say i had a happy weekend..
except for e fact that i again din study much..

on friday nite i went out with sis they all to partyworld..
hahaz.. sing with her frends.. some of them i noe.. some i din noe..
but they were a bunch of fun ppl.. heez..
again i was like e one who knew how to sing almost all e songs..
so any songs that they din realli noe how to start or wat they would juz throw me e mic.. hahaz.. dian chang ji? =P
anyway.. i was singing Get High by fir with huili..
den v funnie.. wheneva got e words "get high" sis will sing out loud..
hahaz..so i will pass e mic to her wheneva got tat part..
den thru out e song she'll juz sing "get high" all e way.. hahaz..

on saturday e highlight was cooking!
me n sis n haixing finally cooked..
we cooked jap curry! hahaz..
i was in charge of e curry..
haixing was in charge of frying e pork cutlet..
sis was cooking e rice n was also our assistant..
hehez.. e curry turned out v nice wor!!
hahaz.. discovered a shortcut method to cook nice nice le.. =P
so happy!! den e rice was juz nice.. 2 n half cups of rice for 6 ppl..
hahaz.. anyhow estimate de wor.. in e end we were so accurate..
we finished all e rice.. all e curry all e pork..
den we had dessert!!! apple strudel bot by sis n william! hehez..
den after tat we rested n watched tv...
while watching jacky wu.. we ate chips bot by william with yummy salsa sauce!
hahaz.. piggy rite..
den after tat we watch cast away..
so sad de ending.. =(
cant imagine me stranded on e island.. hahaz.. i will die maybe within a week ba.. he is jian qiang!
after tat i watched wo cai on tv.. den after tat jing ran got qian nv you hun part 2! hahaz.. but i din watch la.. cos tired le.. jiu slept.. even thou i felt like watching it.. cos i have no memories of watching part 2 before wor..wan to c e story.. but nvm.. nxt time will have chance de ba..

on sunday.. woke up to eat youtiao with kopi "orh"
cos papa n mama went out to buy.. it's gd.. hahaz..
long time no eat like tat le.. last time xiao shi hou i love to eat like this de..
den i went out to cold storage..
cos felt like replenishing e milk in hostel..
n i accidentally found e ice tea tat last time i drank from bx!
hahaz.. last time i always try to find bac e same flavour always dun have..onli got lime n peach..
den now i find bac liaoz! so hapi! can be like last sem drink during exam period le..hahaz.. yea! =) kuai le de!!
den in e afternoon i watch e quan qiu ying yue pai hang pang music awards.. abit e boring lo.. cos they cut here n cut there.. den alot of e china singers tat i dunnoe de.. n also dun have e more famous singers.. =S
at nite i watched meet the parents..
hahaz.. funnie show.. poor guy thou.. so unlucky n get blamed for everything..
got 1 scene i tink realli funnie..
is e bomb on e plane part.. hahaz.. yuan lai u cant say bomb on e plane de..
hahaz.. bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb..
n got e robotic air stewardess.. hahaz.. so qi guai de ren..
den i ate more strudel..
i am going to get realli realli fat! hahaz...

n now i am bac in hall.. but tml got no sch!!
hahaz.. so muz study harder..
for thai.. for everything else...
=) i will nu li with e ice tea to accompany mi de!
想到茶我就开心！
因为最近回去看了以前的entries..
读了觉得好好笑。。
又这么巧地看到了爱喝的茶。。
那时真的有幸福的感觉哦。。
怀念。。

=) test is over!

hehez.. e most hated test is now finally over!
hahaz.. lsm test is gone finished!
this time e test is easier.. n i got 3 qn wrong for e mcq..
but i tink i oki le la.. but some ppl wrong 1 qn still unhappi..
hmmm... expectations different ba..
i tink if i can manage a B for lsm i shld be contented le..
hahaz.. hope a B is not too difficult..

anyway.. i spent my wed mugging for e test..
e whole wed! so guai lo..
read n read n read.. until when i lie on my bed.. i fell aslp immediately.. slpt until i was oblivous to everything.. like fainted liaoz..
hahaz.. tink this is mental exhaustion..
so hapi it's over! at least i dun have to c lsm.. for a while..
yup.. n e module got no more lessons! ended with e test liaoz.. hahaz.. =P


started off my day early.. so tat can do some more last min mugging n also eat breakfast!
long time no eat breakfast nicely liao.. so today ate with wj zy they all.. q nice.. hahaz.. den went for test...
after e test we went for thai lesson..
n den after e lesson ?aacaan sirimas treated us to thai food!!
it's like her tradition.. to treat her students after every sem..
becos of us.. she postponed her meeting with titima (dept head) hahaz..
cos everyone always like not free not free like tat.. den today was e best day..
so we waited for her to tell titima.. den met her at carpark..
it was raining v v heavily.. so we went there sitting in ?aacaan's car (BMW wor.. v high tech de lo.. ?aacaan is rich tai tai!) n also khun khun kray de car..

it's a small restaurant at sixth avenue there de..
e food was q authentic.. n it's gd.. eat n eat n eat.. like pig like tat..
hahaz.. n we had dessert too! yummy wor!
so nice rite.. khccpkhun maak ?aacaan!! heez..
cost her bout $194 for all 13 of us..

ohoh.. n we realised tat khun jeremiah participated in some singing competition also.. (dunnoe if it's jue dui superstar notz..) hahaz..
kan bu chu lai he's e type! hahaz..
hehez.. dunnoe if he got in notz.. =P
asked him to sing for us.. but he also never sing.. paiseh la.. hahaz..

hahaz.. den there was e funny incident bout e feen thingy..
cos khun piang cay was asking y i wear so nice..
den e khun maa lay say i phop feen..
so i say may mii feen how to phop feen lo.. =P
hahaz.. den khun monrudii n khun yin dii started to join in to tok nonsense also..feng le.. hahaz..

den came bac.. n had to do stats project..
no printer leh.. cant print..
dun wan ma fan ppl also..
nvm lo.. tml bring lappie go class.. den can do project using lappie..
easier to make changes also...cos i tink i write until v lousy..so dun waste resource ba.. =P

like tat lo.. a sanuuk(fun) day! =)

看到了想看到的。。
开心！
好容易满足啊。。 =P
之前还以为看错了。。眼花。。
读太多lsm了吗？ hahaz..
去睡了吧！

mmmm~

heez..
these few days been in q a gd mood ba..
during e weekend i slacked like dunnoe wat..
watched all e wu zhong xian programmes on tv.. n i watch e qian nv you hun..
hahaz.. dunnoe how many years de movie liaoz..but it's v funny! hahaz..
when e ghosts fly.. there will be a "jiun" de sound effect.. muahahaz..
den i tried to make jelly... n ate alot alot.. hahaz..
den sat nite we went to yishun to eat dinner at some hawker centre.. muahahz..
e food was so nice!! yummy!! esp e bbq chicken wings.. ooooo...
den we went pet shop.. saw many rabbits.. hahaz.. so ke ai..
they were sayanging each other.. den got many xiaoham de frens also..
n got ke ai de puppies!! n a huge huge saint bernard!!! wah.. 1st time i c saint bernard.. realli super big.. tink if he stand up is much taller than me..but he is q smart.. noe how to open door n come out by itself.. n climb out of e fence also.. hahaz.. lotsa saliva thou.. but still ke ai.. =P
tink i onli really seriously studied on sunday nite...
cos monday morning got test!
last min work again.. =P

monday e test aiz..
hahaz.. dun tink i did gd for tat..
alot of ans all diff from yingjia..
dunnoe is i din read properly or was e test juz bad..
nvm lo.. but was happi cos stats finally ended!!! muahahz..
no more stats lect.. no more waking up early on mon n thurs.. =P
but still need to do stats project.. =(
by friday muz do finish!! (hopefully)

so proud of myself cos i finished studying lipids in 1 nite..
hahaz.. but actualli is cheat de cos read before liaoz..
today muz read nucleotides.. hopefully can finish?

juz now received wanqi de sms..
say tat yingjia told her i did rag before..
so she ask mi to join pharm rag..
aiz.. but v tiring leh do rag..
need to commit alot.. n e hols.. will be gone again if i do..
somemore this 3 month vacation got attachment...
den got ipsf...which i am q interested to go...cos can go taiwan..
mmmm..but abit bu hao yi si reject her.. ahhh!!
how how how... yingjia~~~!!

juz had a satisfying lunch.. yumyum..
now it's time to start work le..
jiayou jiayou jiayou ba!!

may ruucak...

不明白。。。
是我做了什么。。
还是我没做什么？

没有查觉得我做错了什么。。
一大清早气氛就不对。。。
也不懂为了什么。。
头很痛。。 就没想理。。
之后， 就一直这样。。
累

是为了昨晚的事吗？
还是是自己太敏感？
昨晚也不觉得我错了什么。。

拿这些事没办法。。
没精力去想这些。。
所以我不会是个好姐姐。。
耐性有限。。=p

he say i sounded like a grown-up..
hahaz.. maybe wo lao le..
no longer start with 1 le.. start with 2 le mar.. =)
to a certain extent.. wo shi hen xing fu de.. =)
there r frens who tok to me when i'm down..
frens who make mi feel betta..
love u guys! *muacks!*

items on my agenda nxt week:
1) dosage form pract test
2) LSM test
3) thai writing quiz

item 2 is a killer... so nxt week i tink i mite juz die..
=P heez..pls save me if u can ba..

Thai song~

this is e thai song tat we sang during thai class on tuesday..
hahaz.. it's q a cute song..
title is taa deem deem ( ตาแดงแดง)
meaning eye red red..hahaz..
enjoy~

lotsa of stuff to do...

hmmm..
guess it's time to start doing all e stuff that has been piling up all these while..
it's q alot actualli..
n all v sianz stuff...
aiz...

nothing much has been happening these few days..
tat's y i haven't been bloggin...
onli thing worth mentioning was yesterday de blk supper..
there were lotsa lotsa food!
n they were v nice..
hahaz.. yummy!
we took a grp photo of f blkers..
but dun tink can c lo.. cos alot of ppl..=P

today i nua.. even thou noe tat got alot to do..
aiz.. weather was too nice le lo..
tooooo nice le... =(
zzzZZZzzZZzzzz

tink it is q tong ku when u noe u muz do work but juz too lazy to do any..
cos there will be a constant nagging at u to do work..
力不从心。。。
让我真正的逃离这些功课吧！！
aiz...

读了。。伤透了心。。生气了。。
是写给我们读的吗？
是不是都好。。。
你有这样的想法。。这样残忍的话。。。
真的是你的心里话吗？
我真的不了解。。
或许从来没了解过你。。。

"区区的友情算什么"
什么来的啦。。。
友谊就这么的没价值吗。。

暧昧是。。。


暧昧是，每天大家互传手机短讯至凌晨，甚至比情人的还要多。

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，比情人再远一些。

暧昧是，有一点儿兄妹的情谊，但却不敢以兄妹相称。大家都暗暗的明白，这段关系不可能简单得如两兄妹。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以让你们切切实实的发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，却又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，却似乎比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，他会送一份心思细密的礼物给你，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，你有事时有一个会在晚上打电话来，想你嘘寒问暖，关心你，叫你盖好被早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是，见到他时，你会觉得还好； 见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜度： 他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。 你会很小心流露自己的感情，你忍不住不去着紧他，但又怕他会知道你着紧。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么，但虽如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧是，一扇门，你可以留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然而，你不可以停留在门下面。 门，永远不是终点站！


有趣的一段。。。
从朋友那里偷来的。。hahaz..
希望不了解暧昧的人。。
读了会了解多一点。。=）

“暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据。。。”

After the bad day…

Thurs had thai quiz..
Den was movie watching..
But most ppl din wan to watch.. (including us..)
So we escaped.. =P

Fri din have choir..
But had keoke.. so went down to have a look
But in e end.. all those ppl we dunnoe de..
So we onli went down for e donuts..
Hahaz.. v nice de donut wor..
Even thou I was sick.. I still eat.. hahaz..
After tat v fast jiu slp le..
Cos felt like was going to have fever liaoz..
So have to rest more..

Slept at 11am.. woke up at 9am..
Guess I felt betta..
But still abit feverish feeling..
So I couldn’t go for e roadshow le..
Den went home at 11am..
Saw a strange person on e train.. hmmm.. hahahz..
Came home n slpt somemore..
Now I tink I am much betta le.. =)
Even though is still abit unwell de feeling..

谈了一谈。。
感觉好像就没那么糟了。。
是自己的想法不够成熟吧。。

也不知道会怎样。。
改变吗？
可能潜意识里自己会吧。。

谢谢你。。。
我这个人遭透了吧。。
差。。
但是。。谢谢..
除了谢谢我也不知道要说什么了。。

explanations for my previous entry? kind of ba..

as u can c from my previous post...
today wasn't exactly a gd day for mi...
i was upset.. yup.. not happi... bu shuang...

now tat i am more calmed.. i can ans this qn...
bu shuang with wat?
ren ji guan xi lo..

guess this particular topic has always been troubling me..
i guess it wont be solved..
cos i tink maybe i am unwilling to solve it..
i am juz tao bi-ing...
juz hoping tat soon.. this wont bother me anymore...

went out to nearby de holland v coffee bean for a coffee..
it was comforting..
but there was still a pang of disappointment...
disappointed at y this can happen...
tot this person was a gd fren.. but maybe... i was wrong??
smsed my son... he was still e best la...
replied n offered to meet me..
i din wan him to have to come all e way initially..
cos it's so out of e way...
but in e end we agreed we can meet somewhere central .. orchard..
he suggested watching the prestige..(some show i never heard bout before)
i agreed.. was juz glad for e company.. so it doesn't matter la.. n i trust his taste..=P
so we had dinner.. walked walked... ling yu abit here n there cos no umbrella..
n watched e movie.. it was nice..
but was a sad show... about 2 obessed magicians...
sad ending... but good story..
show ended at 1140..
i missed e last train by 1 min..
so in e end i took a bus bac..
was afraid would lose my way.. but so proud of myself tat i found e right route!
=)

now i'm sitting here tinking...
my son is a great guy... hahaz..
thx for being there when i needed a fren..

GRRRRrrrrrrr...

irritating ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
stupid internet keeps screwing up on me...
say this cant load tat cant load...
useless ahh!

i shall be evil!!!!
so stupid...

everything dou shi my fault issit??
everything is i zi zhao de issit???
everything is cos of my stupidity issit??

i hate this..
i hate ren ji guan xi...
i hate e complicity of things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not going to do anywork...
i'm juz going to slack n do nothing...
i dun care..
dun care dun care dun care!!
heck care ah~~~

maybe i shld juz move away...
escape from everything...
no one would care anyway...
getting e feeling tat i mite go mad if i continue staying here...
tink i may be getting split personality le...
or i'm juz acting stupid...
heck la...

闷得发慌。。。

虽然是假日。。
但是一整天躲在房间里。。。
好闷啊！

hmmm..
这样的日子会让我觉得自己no life..
哈哈。。
会觉得自己怎么那么少朋友啊。。。
其实是有人问要不要见面啦。。
但是可能是自己懒惰吧。。
也知道他也是在忙啦。。

自找的。。
这么无聊的一天。。。
就这样过了。。
明天不能再这样了！！

那么。。。
明天要做什么呢？？
aiz...

为什么我的朋友们都那么忙？
maybe it's time for me to plan outings?
hahaz.. but..可以做什么呢？？
最想看的戏也看了。。
aiz... sad life...
自找的。。。
星期五快快来啊！！
这样的话。。 可能就能看到hx n ch le ba..

请不要介意我的碎碎念。。
at most 我自己出门去！
独立吧。。。 hahaz.. 可能吗？
再说吧。。。
明天。。。 。。。 。。。 。。。
aiz... is sad life or is no life??
不知道啦。。

weekends at home = slack

saturday..
i nua-ed at home..
den sis was trying to prepare e DIY hair dye for mama..
n i hand itchy.. wan to help sqeeuze 1 of e tube into e developer..
so i showed her e tube before i squeeze it in for confirmation..
she nodded n so i squeezed e tube..
i try v hard to squeeze out all e contents of e tube..
den after tat i went to throw away e empty tube.. i heard a scream...
so i ran out.. n my sis told me tat i squeeze e conditioner into e developer instead of e colourant.. ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahz.. we were so stupid..
wasted $$$ lo.. hahahz..
n so when we went out at nite.. we bot her another bottle of hair dye.. =P

at nite we went to watch death note!!
nice wor.. i like L!!!!
hahahz.. L is so cool... =)
e ryuk also q ke ai.. hahahz.. =P
e show is nice.. many twists n turns..
they r all so smart!!
cant believe got ppl actualli fell aslp!!
but e ending is unfinished...
muz watch part 2!!!

Sunday..
woke up at 6am to go to Suntec for e pharmacy week thingy..
tot i was late but i was actualli q early..
hahaz.. so we went there n packed goodie bags..
den played with e bmi n body fat analysis machines..
n took our own bp..
q fun!.. hahaz.. n i was in e healthy range!
except for e bmi.. saying i'm at risk of nutritional deficiency n osteoporosis.. diao..
hahaz.. overall is gd!
den we started to do our respective job..
i went ard giving out balloons to little kids n leaflets to ppl..
abit e boring but tink giving out balloons is q nice.. heez..
den after tat halfway liao.. we switched jobs..
n i got to do e registration for e health screening..
i was e $$$ keeper..
gotta write ppl receipts n collect $$
den v fast our shift jiu ended..
n we went to take our lunchbox n ate tog..
v filling de lunch! but it was nice also.. or maybe cos i was too hungry?
hahaz.. den we played arcade for a while jiu went bac home le lo..
cos we were too tired to shop.. hahaz..
reached home n sis gave me alot of her old clothes which she tink she wont wear anymore de.. hahaz.. yea! i got "new" clothes to wear liaoz..
we took pictures of e necklaces tat she was going to sell online..
den we had dinner..
n i came bac hall.. watched tv... =P
basically not much work was done la..

Monday..
lessons lo..
dunnoe y i felt soooo slpy e whole day..
juz couldn't concentrate..
aiz... den jiu keep slping lo..
but e best thing was... i did my stats project!!
i tot i did finish le.. aiz.. but sh asked mi to do somemore..
soo sad.. tot i free from e sianz job liaoz.. =P
den jiu nothing much happen la.. jrm din come today cos he wan to go out with sam they all..
den like tat lo..
sian sian sian...
.........
going to fall sick le ba..
sore throat.. coughing abit...
fever?? hope not... aiz...
=(

The 100th entry!!!

wah.. my 100th entry wor..
muz write nicely.. hahaz..
cannot sui sui bian bian leh.. =P

yesterday was jrm’s bday!
N I wished him happi bday..
N he replied funnie things.. hahaz..
Thx for praising me to e skies.. =P
U r e amazing one lo…

Yesterday had ICN (internal cultural nite)..
so i rushed back from the thai writing lesson..which fortunately ended early..=)
den quickly changed n all.. den jiu rushed down le..
gd thing made it in time for e warm up..
if not surely cmi.. hahaz..
waited for q awhile before we went up..
cos as always.. there was delay..=P
den jiu like v fast jiu finish singing le..
hahaz..overall tink it was q oki de performance ba.. i also dunnoe how to gauge nice or not.. hahaz..

den after tat jiu continued to watch performances by clnd.. band.. xinyao..
den jiu rushed bac to shower n re-read for e test on today..
read until like q rushed.. n stress.. hahaz..
cos noe tat cant finish reading all le..
so in e end jiu nvm lo.. go n slp..
cos slp is more impt!!

today went for the dfd de test..
got some qn all i juz tikam tikam..
dunnoe rite or wrong also..
overall is q okies de la..heez..=)
felt so tired during e test i felt like slping..
maybe tat's y e lecturer say we all look so tired..den decide not to give tutorial anymore.. =P
den after e test mi n lp went to clementi!
we went to ntuc as usual.. den buy food!!!
den we went mac n had pao pao cha.. hahahz...
she also bot fries n apple pie la..
den we toked n gossiped.. hehez.. v fun wor.. =P
n she asked mi alot of qns.. v imaginative! got alot of.. 如果有一天 ..... 你会怎么样?? hahaz..
den i give all normal normal de ans..
so she v 失望 n 嫌弃.. muahahaz..
but realli is juz like tat de mar..
dun wan to let myself have more 希望 than i shld.. =P
so i tend to have e "不要想太多" idea in my head..
i guess it's cos希望越高。。失望越大。。
maybe she's rite in e sense tat this is白费力气..
但是就还是会这样的咯。。
可能有一天会改变想法。。
但是现在就还是这样吧。。

Hmmm…
想了想。。知道自己是个被动的人。。
很少会采取主动。。
很多时候。。就算心里已经有了某种想法。。自己可能也不会说出来。。
有时可能是因为不想麻烦别人。。
有时可能是怕被拒绝。。
有时可能是怕会失望。。
有时可能是不想面对。。
有时可能是觉得就算说了出来也没有用。。
有时可能只是纯粹的懒惰。。
很多借口吧。。
hahaz.. dunnoe leh.. =p

hmmm.. but recently is abit like I zhu dong more..
hmmm.. maybe cos of busyness ba..
hmmm..hope it doesn’t last! Hahaz…ohoh.. n fen xi-ed tat if after 6 months.. a gal n a guy after becomin frens den still dun have any sparks de hua.. den tat means they will be juz frens liaoz.. hahaz.. true notz ar??
i also dunnoe.. but it's interesting.. maybe can go do survey.. hahahaz.. feng le..
n i was telling her bout sec 2 shi huo de stuff.. hahaz.. feel tat it's bit like unreal ba.. 乱七八糟的我。。 =P
回想起来也蛮有意思的。。
以后都不会再有那样的事了吧。。
Even thou now I also q 乱七八糟.. hahaz..
*confused person*

Den jiu came bac hall.. dilly dally..
Went for pharm law lessons..
Went lib to do stats proj.. realize still got lots more to go!
Sianz diao.. going to camp at e lib on wed le..
Since they dun open on tues.. =P
Den after tat jiu keep watching youtube..
So slack.. so lazy..
No sense of urgency at all..
No feel even thou it’s like going to exam le.. die ahhhh!!!! XP

Once again I have proven my inadequacy at dealing with ppl’s unhappiness..
说来说去都是那几句。。好差。。 没创意。。
其实你走了之后我才想到有些小事其实我应该做。。
但是我并没有。。对不起。。
Now I can only hope tat u get happy real soon!

Oki.. e end of my 100th entry..
Super long I tink..
Super naggy..
Tata for now.. heez..
Have a great weekend!! =)

1 litre of tears

最近在自己的itunes里听到了这首歌。。
想起了这部戏。。
好想在重看多一次。。
再被感动地流泪。。

好喜欢这部戏。。。
好佩服他。。
他的坚强和努力。。
我想我是做不到的。。。

这首歌好好听。。
谢谢你介绍这部戏给我。。
谢谢你send这首歌给我。。 =）

My name is Maa Lii~~

hahaz.. today our thai teacher gave us each a thai name..
so funnie de..
my name is maa lii = a type of flower..
hahaz.. v fun!! yea..

juz now we went for e xqrj de music sharing session..
(skipped choir to go de =p)
hehez.. nice wor!!
den when e bang qi was singing..
lp turned to mi n say not nice..
den hooylit heard n turned ard to beat mi!!
wo shi wu gu de!! =P
den after tat pui yi also xian hai wo!!
hahaz.. bu hao lo.. bei yuan wang! =P

hmmm.. juz some tots ba...
feel tat sometimes i am a v confused person..
how to say leh...
most of e time i dunnoe wat i am tinking n feeling..
weird rite..
sometimes actualli plan like tat like tat de..
den in e end will last min change my mind..
maybe this is called shan bian ba.. hahaz..

我以为我是这样想的。。。
结果到底是不是真的是这样。。。
我也不清楚了。。。
到底我想的是怎样？？
谁能告诉我？
hmmm...

烟雾！！！

e haze is realli bad...
so scary de...
dun even dare to breath harder...

看不清楚远方。。。
空气中有难闻的味道。。。
是烟雾造成大家的承重。。
还是是测验与课业的压力呢？

要加油。。。=）
我要加油。。。
大家也要加油。。。
不能被打败！ 要开心！
哈哈。。。 可能我疯了吧。。。

不开心可以来找我！
我可以请你吃 oreos cookies... =D
不要想太多了吧。。。
要focus!!

*smiles!*

another weekend gone...

wah...
this weekend i never do any work!!
except for e thai hw n e stats tutorial..
die die die..
i'm so slack..
feel so guilty now..
den still wanna blog somemore..
hahahz.. i am a big time waster...
but somehow i tink tat blogging down wateva tat happened is something i muz do..cos i scared i will forget all these things tat happened..
juz wan to keep rem e bits n pieces of my life i guess..
realised tat some of my frens alrdy gradually reducing e frequency of blogging..
abit sad.. cos like tat means i got nothing to read! hahaz..=P

okioki..
on sat e artists department finally went for our treat!!
we went suki sushi buffet..
ate like a ton of sushi.. full until wanna explode..
tink wo you fei le.. XP
hahaz.. so sad.. but i was v man zu with all e food liaoz.. hahaz...
chi bao liao mi n lp jiu went to kbox..
muahahahz...
we supposedly were allowed to sing for onli 2 hrs...
but in e end e ppl there forgot bout us n we sang like for 3 to 4 hrs..
muahahahz.. until got ppl like wan to come into e room liaoz.. den we faster packed up n leave.. =P hahaz..

den i went to shop for jeremy de present alone cos lp went bac liaoz..
heez.. den like nothing to buy..
so i juz anyhow buy.. =P
dunnoe if he will like not..
aiz.. maybe not v practical..
but den.. i tink is q nice la.. hahaz..
n i bot bubble tea home to drink as dinner... cos realli e buffet was too filling le..
i watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai.. den jiu 1 day gone...

den on sunday.. my sister n her frens asked mi to go kbox with them..
so i went again.. hahhaz...
den we went for klunch.. n sing sing..
after tat we had e uzumaki icecream!!
nice wor!! but abit ex la.. =P
den we walked to far east to shop shop..
supposed to be window shopping..
but in e end..
i bot shoes..n they bot clothes n bag..
hahaz.. spend $$ again.. =P
but i like my shoes.. they r v ke ai!! hehez..

den reach home jiu cleaned xiaoham's cage..
watch tv.. cos is da jie ju..
den jiu watch wu jian dao..
den cos hungry jiu go for supper..
den come bac hall..
now blogging..
wahhh.... another day gone without doing anything!!
i feel guilty.. how how how???
relac too much liaoz..
like many many things to do...
argghhh!!
i guess i juz have to work doubly hard this week ba..
hope i can do it!!
gambate neh!!

btw.. this weekend was sooo hazy..
feels like i'm in a meng jing like tat.. hahaz.. =P
hope e haze goes away soon!!

Friday the 13th

on my way to buying food today..
i saw 2 black cats..
not 1 but 2..
normally nus where got cats one..
am i going to get realli bad bad luck today??
hmm... =P

anyway.. yesterday was damn tiring..
lectures from 8am to 2pm.. den from 6pm to 8pm..
come bac straight away went for choir icn dry run..
den jiu go for photo comm de meeting..
lei ah...

hahaz.. got 1 funnie incident yesterday..
when me n lp went to co-op..
she started playing with e foreva frens sugar
n i was holding onto e blue bear..
so she started to use sugar to ask e blue bear:
"为什么你会长成蓝色的？"
e funnie thing was there was a pharm classmate behind her n she din noe..
so e pharm classmate turned her head n looked at us like tinking..they r so qi guai.. hahahz..
diu lian!!
i juz laugh n laugh n laugh..
din ans her qn on y e bear was blue..
muahahahz.. xiao si ren le..
laughed all e way bac on e bus.. =P

den yesterday me n gor gor also went to steal e xqrj t shirt from x room..
muahahaz.. haven pay yet..
e design abit.. ermm...
let's juz say i xian qi a bit la.. =P

den jiu chat chat chat..
make card.. make until dunnoe how to design liaoz..
jiu watch anime..
chat...
n den jiu sleep le..
another day gone.. xP

today leh..
today also got funnie thing..
hahaz.. during e dosage form design lect..
sitting beside adeline mar..
den e grps were presenting..
den she suddenly asked 1 qn..
i tink v funnie..hahaz..
she asked whether will anyone get overdosed from sticking too many of those patches.. that e presenter was toking bout..
muahahaz.. never hear before de lo.. =P
asked her to ask yijiang but she scared later everyone also laugh at her qn.. hahaz.. but actualli shld be q possible to have overdose de rite..
hahaz.. thou i cant imagine anyone sticking sooo many of e patches all over e body until overdose.. =P

den in e afternoon before we went for e pharm law lect..
we went pgp to buy food even thou like not much time left de..
hahaz.. we r so heck care.. =P
i bot mango juice!! yum yum.. hahaz..
lp bot choco waffle + nescafe..
den jiu went to take e bus lo..
realised we r not tat late cos still got ppl.. =P

saw e fren..
seated at some rows behind us..
when we were going to alight..
cm told him we were there..cos cm was juz in front of us..
heard him say he noes..
den lp jiu tell mi to alight by e front door instead of e bac door which was nearer..
dunnoe if she juz wan to alight at front door cos there was less ppl going by front door..
or if there were other reasons...

you jue de sad sad de liaoz..
觉得莫名其妙。。。
很无辜。。。
无辜的被卷入这一切。。。
虽然已经过了一段时间。。。
但是还是会难过。。。
甚至会生气。。。
想骂醒他。。。
却知道他是听不进去的。。。

Pharm MAF celebrations!

today was e last day of pharm stats lab n also dispensing pract..
went for e briefing in e morning..
tot can go bac v fast..
in e end drag until 11pm..
cos of all e late comers lo.. den had to wait n wait n wait..
sian diao..

den in e evening i went for pharm stats lab.. hahaz..
1st time i din fall aslp!!
yea.. so shen qi rite.. hahaz..
i even wrote some notes!! hehez..
den helped adeline sign.. hahaz.. anyhow sign..

den becos it was still early..
so we went into LT20 to watch goong using e computer n projector..
hahaz..so shiok.. watch big screen de.. hahaz..

when it was 6.. we went to S1 there for e pharm maf(mid-autumn festival) thingy lo..
by den we were alrdy v hungry.. hahaz..
agnes, edwin n me were tinking of when we can eat e food alrdy.. hahaz..
like v greedy like tat..
den they wanted us to play games 1st before eating..
hahaz.. so they played lo..

Game 1:
Form 3 groups of 3 contestants.
To see which group is able to peel 3 pomelos in the shortest amount of time.
The winner of the contest wins a bottle of centrum pills each.
there was e yr 1 grp.. yr2 grp n yr3 grp..
n the winner was yr2 grp!!
hahaz.. cos yuantai was violent enough.. hahahz..
so funnie.. e pomelos all rolling here n there.. den become distorted liaoz de lo..

Game 2:
Form 3 groups of 3 contestants.
To see which group is able to light up all e given lanterns n hang them on e string in e shortest period of time.
there was e yr2, yr3, yr4..
in e end e yr 3 won..
hahaz.. again they won a bottle of centrum each..
this game not as exciting.. hahaz..=P

den jiu start eating le!! hahaz
everyone da kai sha jie..
e queue was soo long..
hahaz..gd thing we stand at e correct place..hahaz..
den get to eat all e food..
got chao mian.. wu xiang.. bread pizza.. crab meat.. spring roll.. chicken wing..
mooncakes.. brownies.. cheesecakes.. lemonade!!
hahaz.. sounds v feng fu rite..=P
it's oki la.. not tat nice.. n not tat bad..
e brownie not v nice thou..
cheesecake was nicer!!
n den got 1 type of mooncake tat looked like e copper sulphate suppositories cos of e colour of e ping pi.. hahaz..
so funnie.. but they said it was nice.. but i din get to try.. hahaz..
i tried e one tat looked like chocolate mooncake..
but bei pian le..
in e end it was tou sha filling with coffee de pi..
hahaz..

den got ppl come late.. horhor.. cos overslp rite..
hehez..come de shi hou alrdy no more drink!! n no more plate!!
hahaz.. tsk tsk.. tot u will onli slp awhile during e afternoon..
hahaz.. jing ran slp so much.. =P
but nvm la.. it's gd to rest.. pu chong ti li!!

after eating all e things.. jiu q full le..
den jiu lei le.. wan to go home le..
hahahaz.. so i bot a can of lemon tea n drank it while walking home..
abit e kong bu.. cos e road was dark n all..
hehez.. but i managed to make it bac safely.. yea!
jiu like tat lo..
come bac n tok to ppl..
den feel so lazy to do any work =P
i am a lazy bum!!
muhahahaz..

hmmm..

yesterday got so traumatized by the lizard tat i forgot to mention some stuff..
hahaz.. actualli yesterday jeremy came..
hahaz.. he came to learn thai from mi!..
but actualli he alrdy v li hai tat type liaoz la..
some e words he noe i also dunnoe de lo..
hahaz.. but it's gd also.. cos like tat he can teach mi! =P

cos we both went down tog to da bao my dinner mar..
den i tink e ppl like peter they all saw us..
hahaz.. den he ba gua..
msn mi to ask who he is indirectly..
hahaz.. den somemore asked if we wearing e same tee..
actualli is same colour de polo tee onli la..
he blind de.. =P so ba gua!!

den after tat he left shortly..
n den e lizard incident happened.. =P

den today nothing much la..
juz lectures lo..
so sianz..
den i realised gotta start making card!
but no ling gan..
aiz.. ling gan ling gan kuai kuai lai!! =P

e weekend...

on saturday..
the stuff i did..

• cut hair!!
• slpt like a pig..
• read magazines..
• did abit of hw..
• watched tv..
• cleaned xiaoham's cage..

On sunday..

the stuff i did..

• bot cake for william!! (his 35th bday..)
• eat cake.. n lotsa stuff
• watched tv..
• did abit of hw..
• play with xiaoham..

the cake was v nice!!

full of choco fudge but it wasn't too sweet or anything.. it was gd!!

cake was supposedly bot for william de..but in e end tink mi n sis had most of it lo.. hahaz.. sinful sinful..

on monday...

realised tat exams is onli like 5 weeks away!! die lo.. howhow??

i like never learn anything leh.. aiz..

n after e dosage form pract.. me adeline n alvin went to dispensing lab to peep at our results.. hehez.. n i passed! muahahz.. no need for re-test le!! yea!!!

as usual.. adeline was abit siao siao during pract.. hahaz..v funnie lo..n alvin as usual was sian diao by us.. hehez.. i tink they r e reasons y i dun dread practicals tat much.. hahaz..always laugh alot de.. =) i am happy to be lab partners with them! hahaz..

n juz now got an acrobatic lizzie in my room..=:::( jumped from my room de light to my table!!! gd thing never land on my bed!! omg.. so scary!! i immediately go knock on jh's door to find jiu bin!! tou xie to my rescue!! hahaz.. eternally grateful!! omg.. i am tramautised.. never seen such a lizzard before.. kong bu!!!!!!!!!!!!! he finally caught e lizzie after sometime with a cup n a piece of paper.. thank goodness... phew...

中秋节！！！

today after lessons jiu went with sock to meet pj, bert n hans..
we bot kfc!!
cos i said i wanted to eat..
hahaz..
n we bot icecream!!
choco de wor.. ben & jerrys de wor..
hahahz..
so sinful rite..
but nvm la.. fei jiu fei lo..

den we played mahjong.. n i won 3 rounds out of 6 rounds i tink..
hahhaz.. den tat hans say i cheated.. =P
i never lo.. hahahz..

den we watched tv..
n eat e icecream.. =P
n enjoyed e aircon.. hahahz

today so hazy la..
n abit hot also.. no wind de...
n now i am so tired...
cos i had a long journey home..
took 74 from amk.. stopped at buona vista station n waited v v long for 200..
feel so proud of myself.. cos i noe how to get bac..
n i din get lost in this dark n hazy nite!!
hahaz..

den bathed finish johnson jiu come n knock on my door..
diaoz.. y he come?? i also dunnoe..
but i am so tired i zhao hu bu zhou..
paiseh ar.. but thx for e mooncake.. =)

icecream + choco nite!

hahaz..
tonite f blk had ice cream nite!!
hahaz.. so we had icecream wrapped with bread..
nice wor! hahaz.. long long time never eat like this le..

den after eating e icecream we gossiped bout our class de couples..
hahahz.. gossip is fun.. hehez..
but too bad la.. we dun noe alot of ppl..
so e gossip is limited.. heez

den jiu went for choco!!
hahaz.. yuan lai tonite jiu shi choco nite.. hehez..
went down to pgp.. den can shun bian give him e coke i bot from thailand..
den v qiao de.. he bot mi coke also! hahaz..
thx thx!! v nice..=)
den jiu eat choco n watched e himalayas de movie clip..
q funni.. n e place looks v nice wor..
as in e mountains n rivers.. all look so mei..
watch watch watch..
eat eat eat...
drink drink drink..
den realised tat usp is soooo rich!! no fair de.. =( hahaz.. =P
hahaz.. jiu like tat lo.. enjoyable!! =)
den come bac.. den another day jiu gone liao..so fast!!

hahaz.. it's friday!! zhong qiu jie!! mid-autumn festival!!
hahaz.. but not much feel leh..
maybe cos no longer celebrate liaoz..
hahaz.. still have e lantern n candles tat xiao liang bot for mi..
but dunnoe put where liaoz..
maybe in some dark corner of e cupboard.. =P
last time say wan to celebrate with mi de..
but until now still haven celebrate with mi yet..
aiz.. but now wan to celebrate also not celebrate with mi liao lo.. =P
hahaz.. celebrate with his gf-to-be ba.. hehez..

n i fa xian something!!
hor horr.. die liaoz la.. xP
参了。。参了。。diu lian si le..
how how how?
aiz.. but cant do anything also la..
jiu zhe yang ba.. hahaz.. suan le!!
pretend i dunnoe.. hahaz..
ignorance is bliss!!
大家!!!!
中秋节快乐！！

another week almost gone...

so fast is thursday liaoz..

on tuesday din do much lo..
as usual juz chatting with ppl..
ohoh.. den johnson came n gave mi ice cream to eat..
hahaz.. thx thx.. it was nice la.. =)
but nxt time dun need le!!! =P

den was studying for dispensing test..
but like nothing much to study..
so i went to slp le lo..

den yesterday got dispensing test..
den my suppositories not v nice.. got hole n white patches!
but nvm la.. hahaz..
den i went to clementi alone after e dispensing test..
hahaz.. v tu ran de decision.. so i din ask anyone along..
anyway i tink others also not free ba.. =P

went to watsons to look at some of e moisturisers..
went to clementi bookshop to look for some book tat wj wanted..
went to ntuc to buy biscuits, tea, choco, laundry bag, hangers..
went to trim eyebrows..
went to giordano n bot 2 tees cos they were on sale..
went to buy pao pao cha for ylp..

heez..it was q nice lo..
go out n buy stuff on my own..
can walk to anywhere i wan.. hahaz..
den was q lucky.. cos all e buses come v fast..

den at nite i was q qin lao!
i did my stats hw... while chatting with ppl of cos..
hahaz.. if not i tink i would fall aslp lo.. =P
n i managed to finish it.. muahahahz!

when do we eat choco??
hahaz.. still dunnoe wor..
c how lo...hope it will still be in gd shape by e time we eat it.. =)
looking forward to choco eating day! =P
fei si le!!

monday bluesssss...

errrr xin de lsm!!!!
how can like tat de... =(
before tat lsm i was still kaixin kaixin de..
was fa fenging with yingjia..
but when 12.15pm came....
*bad mood*
need of chocolate therapy...
not going to do anything tonite..
juz going to watch anime n eat chocolate!!
*ROAR*!!
i dun care!!!

Bangkok Trip!

thurs..
1st time i go to e budget terminal..
looked like a warehouse lo..
so ugly de.. aiz.. xian qi!! =P
anyway we board e plane n bot tidbits along..
hehez.. gd thing got tidbits.. cos we got hungry on e plane.. =P
reached in bout 2hrs time..
den arrived at e new thailand airport..
v huge.. but den.. abit e lousy la..
they took ages to get our luggage out..
n den had to wait super long for e cab.. waste lotsa lotsa time lo..
den we finally checked into e hotel room..
n went for dinner..
after tat we went to find tailor for haixing (sister's frend)..
n we went to e suan lum nite market to walk walk..
but din buy anything also.. cos it was ex!

Fri...
today is da feng shou!! muahahz..
we went to pratuunam..
den walk walk walk.. buy buy buy..alot alot wor..
den at one of e shopping complex we saw a small puppy!!
so ke ai de.. hahaz.. blur blur de puppy knocked into my leg while trying to chase my sister's fingers.. chao ke ai!! so sad we din take a photo with it..
hehez.. den after tat we went to siam centre n had lunch at e jap restaurant!
super delicious n cheap!! eat until stomach wanna burst liaoz..
so satisfying!! hehez..
den we walked mbk.. buy somemore stuff..
den went to e tailor again.. but seems tat haixing wasn't satisfied with them..=P
den we went bac hotel n we went for foot reflexology!!
muahahazz.. so shu fu esp since it's after a whole day of walking!! n cheap also!!
damn nice la! e guy who did e foot massage for me was skilled also..
hahaz..feel so pampered.. hahaz..

Sat..
today went to chatuuchak..
alot alot alot of stalls la.. but cannot finish walking de lo..
hahaz.. so we walked for like 3hrs..
bot some stuff.. den jiu go for lunch at e same place again!! e fuji jap restaurant..
muahahaz.. hao chi!! oishi!!! =P
walked at mbk again..
den went for dinner at chinatown..
had birdnest wor.. muahahz..
den we abit e diu lian.. hahaz.. even e waiter laugh.. but he try to hide la.. hahaz..
den went bac hotel after dinner.. n den we had foot massage again!!
hehez.. but this time de gal not as skilled.. den not as nice la.. oki onli lo..
den jiu go bac hotel n pack pack pack.. yin yin sai everything into e luggage.. muahahz..

sunday..
today did nothing la..
juz eat breakfast den jiu walk abit.. den go airport..
sit plane.. fly bac.. budget terminal again..
go home.. go hall..
study.. slp..

tat's e end of my mid sem break..
cant believe it's over.. but it is over.. aiz.. sianz ah...
sch starts again.. n i haven even catch up on e stuff..
it's tiring..
but i muz carry on.. jian chi xia qu!!!
at least i bot lotsa new yi fu.. muahahz..

how did i spend e 1st half of my midsem break?

on monday..
i went back to sch to do dispensing pract practice..
not too bad la.. did q afew preps..
den after tat had lunch..
n had to do stats project...
went to e computing building for e 1st time in my time in nus..
hahaz.. like so mountain tortoise.. =P
found afew papers.. but also dunnoe if it's suitable not..
den cos we were juz too slpy..
we decided to go bac.. hahaz..

went bac to hall n slpt..
after dinner i da sao chu!
i cleaned my fan..
mopped my floor..
wiped table..
washed my floor mat..
changed bedsheets..
make until my room is v clean!
felt a sense of satisfaction wor..
hahaz.. gan jing you shu fu de fang jian!! =)

Tuesday..
mugged lsm..
mugged n mugged...
but nothing seemed to be going in..
tink my brain got defects or wat ba..
so sianz.. aiz.. =(
so i started chit chatting to ppl online..
haha.. n studied v v slowly..
at least got some thing go in..
but dunnoe by now come out le ma..
dun like lsm.. =P
they seriously tink we can rem all those rxn n e enzymes n reactants n products meh..
if so.. i tink they r mad..
a bunch of mad lecturers...
argghhh.. now i c arrows i wan to puke...
reminds mi of all e complicated rxns..
i'm going crazy also.. xP

Wednesday..
woke up early today morning..
had breakfast den went to darkroom!
all my myself.. so independent rite..
hahaz.. =P
mixed e solutions by myself..
den tried to use e machine..
but realise tat somehow i cant find e image..
dunnoe y leh.. muz ask gor gor when he gets bac..

so i did some developing tat din require film..
but i tink not v successful also..
e contrast like not v ming xian..
dunnoe is i mix wrong or time wrong or e photo paper expire or e chemicals expire or i no skill..
hahaz..dunnoe la..
but i found q abit of stuff in e darkroom..
stuff tat i used before.. stuff tat i never c before..
n lotsa lotsa slide photos!
yuan lai last time de seniors got use slide film de..
li hai li hai.. hehez..
hmmm.. den jiu like tat lo..
came bac room n now going to do some more hw..
cos tml going to bangkok!!
den jiu no time to mug le..
okioki.. i shall stop le..
jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)

其实写了这么多。。。
我也不知道做不做得到。。
因为我就是一个常常会依赖别人的人。。。
可能因为家里我是最小的吧。。
所以有了这个坏习惯。。
虽然姐姐有常常要我独立。。

我只能尽力。。
如果我变得软弱。。
可以去找你吧。。

也不知道这样的决定是不是对的。。
只能试一试吧。。
如果不对的话。。
在看着办吧。。。
现在也想不到什么其它的了。。

我要坚强起来！

saturday nite we went to e village at heeren for our float qing gong yan..
before tat we went to kbox!
sing sing sing..
v fast e time past le..

den ate alot at e village.. =)
e food was good!
loved e orange grenadine.. it's v nice!
n e "death by chocolate".. hahaz..
saw e fondue too.. tink maybe nxt time can go try tat..
it looked v tempting.. hahaz..
anything chocolatey tempts me la..

sat with ah kok, lp, gor gor, anthony n fushan nearby..
it was q enjoyable eating with them..
juz din had to tink to any other stuff la..
juz crap n eat..
eat n eat n eat..
till i wanna burst.. hahaz..
the list of food i had:

grilled chicken breast with brown sauce
wedges
1 cup of orange grenadine
1 slice of death by chocolate
1/2 mushroom soup
1/2 strawberry waffle with choco icecream..
n many many others tat i kopped from others..

fei si le!=P

den jiu went bac home by myself..
cos e others were going bac to hall..
like v xiao sa like tat.. walk alone..
hahaz.. i tink too much le la.. not xiao sa at all lo..

den sunday..
i juz slacked e day away re-watching jin san shun with sis..
n cooking instant noodles n egg tat sis keep kopping..
hahaz..she keep saying hen xiang hen xiang...
den she eat.. hahaz.. gd also la..
den i wont get sooo fat..

zai jia li jiu wont get e feeling tat u r being xian qi...
zhen de hen hao..
wonder how they can stand me.. hahaz..
amazing ppl!!
i like my jia! =)

den at nite wj bot cheesecake..
so he called zw n asked mi to ask jh..
so i asked lo..
den eat n eat n drank tea as well..
e cake was nice..
e tea was nice..

somehow.. e atmosphere was weird..
for me i tink.. i tink e others felt oki..
onli me ba.. again.. it's onli me.. =P
cos i was juz there..
juz existing there..
no contribution.. nothing..
but wat else can i say?
i dunnoe anything..
dui yu yi ge shen me dou bu zhi dao de ren..
shutting up mite be zui zheng que de xing wei ba..

fang xin de qu zuo zi ji de shi ba!
i'm oki...realli..

hao lei de yi tian..

Friday nite went out with yj, wl n joy to get present for hl..
sh was supposed to come..
but she had to finish up her lab stuff..
we took a bus to marina square..
n we v fast alrdy saw some nice tops tat can buy for hl le..
but we still walked 1 round 1st..
eventualli we came bac to e same shop..
n bot a black off shoulder top for her.. =)
it's nice!

den we went for dinner at e foodcourt which i went to for e 1st time..
den had e korean chicken ramen which was spicy..
quite nice la..
den after eating.. me n joy started playing with food..
which was so dumb.. hahaz..
tink we studied too much bout emulsions..
we competed to c who can make e biggest oil globules from her bowl of oily soup..
in e end i tink i won.. but yingjia wan to stop us from playing so she destroyed our oil globules..
hahaz.. dumb.. but fun...

den after tat we went walk walk abit n i bot famous amos de brownies..
it was kind of like an impulse la..
cos too tempting le? hahaz
3 for $6.20..

den went bac with yingjia..
took bus to harbour front.. den took 10 bac..
想到上一次。。
我第一次要从这个方向回KE时。。
我不会回。。 问了一个人。。。
当时和那个人还很好的。。。
现在却不同了。。

anyway.. i took 10 n alighted at e correct stop cos i rem wat he told me last time..
but as i stood up..
all my coins dropped onto e floor..
diu lian!!!
coins rolled all over n i had to pick up one by one..
got 1 coin even roll to e bus driver there n he called out to mi to ask mi go pick up... aiz.. so throw face!!! =P
den i walked bac..
dark dark de.. den at nite e roads all look different..
cha yi dian mi lu!!
good thing eventualli got bac to pgp n den ke..
was tinking who i can call to get help if i realli lost..
di yi ge xiang dao de jiu shi na ge ren..
dan shi bu ke yi ta gei ta ba..
di er ge xiang dao de..jiu shi e lonely old man on e hills..
hahaz..

got bac n was soo tired..
ah kok say i look like xing shi zou rou..
so scary meh.. =P

zhi hou they asked if wanted to go nuh..
i was tired so i said no..
but den after tat i tot..
shld i be more sociable?? less zi bi??
aiz.. in e end decided not to..
maybe cos physically n mentally tired..
hao lei ah..

maybe made ppl feel tat..
"aiya... y tat wp like tat one..
y she so zi bi n bu li ren de..
she is soooo qi guai lo..
qi guai de ren!!!!"
maybe la.. i dunnoe.. =P
but i realli hao lei ah...
ren ji guan xi hao lei ren ah...
lei dao wo dou bu xiang blog ta le..

thx for cheering me up..=)
thx for offering to buy mi supper..
hope u had fun..
ni cai shi hao ren..
wo zhi shi pu tong ren..ke neng shi qi guai de ren.. =P

suddenly wanted to clean my room..
so i cleaned all e shelves.. floor n bedsheets maybe can change on monday ba..
san gen ban ye clean my room..
gou qi guai ba.. =P

i had my brownie... it was v nice!
cheered mi up some too..
wanted to buy coke.. but in e end din go n buy..
maybe cos i was lazy? healthy? wan to save $$? hahaz..
dunnoe la..

finished watching jin san shun le..
it's a nice show..
funny n touching..
even thou i dun tink such things will happen in real life la..
but still it was entertaining.. =)

2am liao jiu went to bed..
tat's all le..

1 more day to mid-sem break!!

yesterday nite was bad..
v lousy...
maybe i fa xie-ed many many of e stuff tat was kept in me for a long time ba..
felt so useless...
felt so sad...
got reminded of things i din wan to tink about..
din wan to tok about...
things tat i juz wanted to ignore...

fa xie shi fa xie le..
but still..i tink i wont do anything bout it..
hen mei you yong ba..

我就是这样的一个人。。。

is this a sufficient enough reason?
or issit juz an excuse...
issit i can't change
or i dunwan to change?
好烦。。

sometimes i tink i dun understand myself..
maybe other ppl understand me betta..
hahaz.. so stupid rite..

i dun wan frens to be worried about me..
不要成为人家的负担。。。

i must learn to kan kai more...
must!!

Thursday...

today was much betta..
but woke up with swollen eyes..
went for classes..
had e gan jue tat i muz be more kan kai.. =)

had thai classes again today..
=) like to go for thai lessons..
always will xi xi ha ha de.. heez
after tat we went to bazaar!
n i bot green tea ice cream.. meiji de wor..
hahaz.. it was not bad.. but lp xian qi!! =P
n i bot 2 pairs of earrings..
v ke ai de.. i like! hahaz..
but like v fast de den i spent $7 le..
maybe this is retail therapy ba.. compensate for last nite de unhappiness.. =P
ohoh.. n we had our usual dose of milooo..hahaz..

den came bac n chatted with e lao lao peng yous..
hahaz.. like to chat with ur wor..
will always make mi more kai xin..=)

den went for nite de thai class..
got quiz!! but onli 10 min la..
so it was oki i tink..
den after tat we watched a thai movie!
hahaz.. tink e title is called my girl..
oki la.. not too bad.. some parts q funnie..
but e story was v simple de lo..
was about children n friendship.. =)
at least we din have to draw e characters today..
can relac relac de watch movie.. =P

den came bac n went for photo comm..
n did lab report..
n toked to khun laiping..
den now i am bloggin!
not bad de day la..
tian tian kan kai..
jiu neng tian tian kai xin?

不管这么多。。
只要开心就好！！
=)

无聊又爱浪费时间的我。。。

i skipped lesson le..
skipped e useless stats lab..
go also juz slp onli..

hmmm..
回来的时候
开始胡思乱想
想到低是一个人好。。
是两个人好。。。
还是一群人好。。。

一群人的时候
有些时候也会感到很“一个人”。。。
没有真正能谈得来的人的话。。。
有心事也说不出口。。。

两个人的时候
会怕自己太依赖对方。。太黏人。。。
也会怕。。不知道自己有没有信错人。。

一个人的时候。。
最怕孤独。。寂寞。。
有喜悦也没人能一起分享。。
有悲伤也没人能一起分担。。

做人真的有这么难吗。。。
一堆的矛盾。。
好辛苦。。

最近的我。。
好像会是一个人的时候比较多。。
那我会寂寞吗？
有时候吧。。。
但一个人的时候
可以静静的。。想怎样就怎样。。
其实也蛮不错的。。

然后我又想了一下。。
现在有人在不爽我吗？
现在有人讨厌我吗？
现在有人在恨我吗？

想了觉得有点恐怖。。。
因为有些人是不会把这些感觉告诉你的。。
他们也许还会跟你假装成很不错似的。。。
所以你都不会懂。。

其实我也不想理。。
因为要理这些事的话会很累。。
我知道我的脾气有时不是很好。。
说了话得罪了人。。
有时也不知道。。
一些话以为人家不介意。。
可是可能他们其实听了是很在意的。。。

我怎么会知道那些话能说那些不能说？
猜测人家的想法是会累的。。
而且人的想法天天都在变。。
当我停止猜测的时候。。
就可能是得罪人的时候了。。

就是想了这些。。
hahaz..无聊吧。。 =P
it's nice to have this blog..
can juz dump all e nonsense in my head here..
happiness unhappiness weird stuff..
all in here!!!!

title-less...

today i was v blur..
n careless... cos i left my pencilbox somewhere...
hopefully is e lab.. den tml i can go lab n claim it bac!
pencilbox... ni yao deng wo!

n i ate alot today..
dunnoe y i'm like so pig lo...
eat choco.. milo.. potato salad.. dinner.. sweets...
actualli juz now wanted to eat somemore thing de..
but luckily i drag n drag until so late le..
so decided not to eat le..
hahaz.. eat tml mornin ba! =)

today de weather is v de good for slping..
hahaz.. i slpt thru e lsm lect..
dunnoe is cos e lecturer too boring or issit e weather or issit my prob..
hahaz.. guess it's juz me ba.. =P

ohoh.. n today i woke up late for lecture!
1st time this sem lo..
woke up at 7.50am..
den i juz washed up den jiu run down to catch bus le..
gd thing not v late.. n i'm not e onli one on e bus..
hahaz.. bx also woke up late ba i guess.. hahaz..
n he gave mi biscuits for breakfast! cos i skipped breakfast mar..
yea~! thx! heez..

n today during dosage form lab me n adeline juz like feng nv ren..
keep laughing n laughing at dunnoe wat also..
n alvin juz gave us tat zhao pai look of his.. hahaz.. so funnie lo..
hahaz.. maybe cos laughed too much.. tat's y forgot to bring bac pencilbox..
aiz.. =P

tink today was a betta day than yesterday! =)
hope tat everyday is also juz as good if not betta..

喜欢。。。
谢谢。。。

Juz another day..

today is an ok day ba..
nothing much happened..
watch dvd..
do abit of homework
cleaned xiaoham de cage..
aiz...

actualli is an oki day de..
shldn't be sad or wat de..
but y am i feeling down??
aiz.. i dunnoe y also..
tink it's lsm de fault..
every week is also lsm de fault...

e stupid lsm notes r sooooo brief..
juz draw afew lines write dozens of unknown chemical names..
n den they expect us to rem everything..
it's rubbish lo..
how to rem??
it doesn't make any sense to me..

aiz.. but maybe it's my fault.. i din go n read up e textbook...
aiz.. maybe i shld go n read.. when i have e time to sit down nicely to read ba i guess...
maybe it's cos i'm too slack..
feeling e heavy workload...
no longer like last time..
no longer e hols..
=(

realli miss e past..
以前的我可能比现在开心吧。。
想起以前我会笑。。
不开心的时候。。。
至少有那些可怜的人听我诉苦。。
现在也有这样的人。。
但是我不好意思去一直吵他。。
以前的那些人。。
现在也太遥远了。。
想找也不容易吧。。。

yesterday received jeremy de phonecall..
hao kai xin.. =）
even thou i was q tired..
but we still chatted for awhile..
toked bout his visions n future plans n stuff..
n he is still as sensitive n accurate as he was last time..
hahaz.. it was nice toking to him..
can kind of tell he had some problems too..
but tink he din wan to tok much bout it.. so i din ask..
yup.. he was rite.. it was refreshing toking to him.. =)
thx for e call.. hope to meet up realli realli realli soon k..

y was i tired yesterday?
cos went for johnson de comms ball..
it was not bad i guess..
i wore e same dress as e last time i went to han's de comms ball..
but this time.. i had to do e makeup by myself..
tink i did oki.. not too bad ba..
e whole event ended early..
so we went bac early since there was not much photo taking going on..
n he gave mi a gift to cheer me up.. cos he noe i wasn't in a great mood..
=) it was an eeyore.. thx thx! it's v nice..i like eeyore!

before tat in e morning i was working...
e work was boring but simple..
n earned myself some money...
so i was satisfied..

friday was rush here rush there..
everything in a blur..
that's all le ba..

不好的一天。。。

aiz...
today is a bad day la..
except for e project part which was carried out smoothly..
and also e 8am lecture which i did not slp at all..
cos i drank nescafe!! =)

den e others is normal normal..
but after i got home is not gd...=(
aiz..
i happily switched on my new laptop..
which i tot can now connect to my house de wireless connection..
but turns out..
i was wrong..
super irritated with e stupid thing..
cos i tried again n again..
but still cant..
maybe e router n my laptop de wireless not compatible or wat or maybe i still need to d/l something else to make it work..
arrghhh...
even william also dunnoe...
sianz!! he asked mi to go ask e ppl at nus..
=(
msn put help also nobody care.. aiz..
wo shi mei ren li de..

den cos i had to borrow q alot of clothes from sis for tml de work n e commissioning ball..
so she found me ma fan..
aiz.. got xian qi..
if i had e clothes i also wont need to borrow le rite..
maybe it's juz time for me to start buying some of those formal clothes..
sianz.. =(
so sad la.. alrdy irritated with e wireless thingy liaoz den still kanna xian qi..
aizzzzzzzzz....

e saddest part of today was maybe when i saw ...
看到却要假装看不到。。。
他也明明就看到了。。。
但他视而不见。。。
转开视线的那瞬间。。。
突然很想哭。。。
忍住了不哭。。。
但心却很不舒服。。。
以为自己放下了。。。
原来还没有。。。
你真的放下了吗？？

不夜城 by 张智成

你留了纸条
在我住的地方
我猜想你和他
一定又吵了架
你习惯了依赖
从一见你就这样
我凌乱的睡房
就像你的避风港

你对他的细腻
已经成了信仰
你心中只有他
即使我多么奢望
你在我的面前已经不用装扮
把你当作珍藏
却无法向你亮相

当爱靠近你之后
我成了你的不夜城
你倾诉你和他之间
我看着看着也湿了眼睛

爱离开你之后
我成了你的不夜城
好几次差点鼓起勇气
说真的真的我也爱着你~~

i like this song!
hahaz.. it's nice wor..
yea! zhang zhi cheng is gd! hahaz..

Actually there's nothing much to blog about...

heez..realli lo.. there's nothing much tat's happening these days..
dunnoe wat i've been busy with also.. =P
but e days juz pass by v fast...

hmm.. well i went for lunch with wj on wednesday...
hehez.. we had subway!!
v nice.. i tried e meatball one.. not bad.. =)
den i was soo full..
i din eat e chips... n caouldn't finish my coke..
so he helped mi finish e coke..
n i bot e chips bac for supper at nite.. =)

den at nite supposed to have "milo nite" supper by f blk..
but dunnoe y.. suddenly become "liang cha nite"..
hahaz.. but gd thing e liang cha is not bad also..
hahaz.. thx to peter n wenjun for helping to take e liang cha..
sad thing is nothing to eat.. so i ate my chips.. =P
n i studied for e stats test..
i tot i can finish v fast.. but turn out i was soo slow.. sianz..
den still got things i was unfamiliar with.. but aiya dun care le la..=P

so this morning had e test lo..
so sianz.. ask alot of weird weird qn as usual..
aiz.. dunnoe how many marks got deducted le lo..
=P bu xiang li la..
wait till e results come out le den c how ba..

went for e lsm.. like hypnotic one lo.. e lecturer.. hahaz..
i keep slping.. maybe it's my prob la..
i'm tian sheng a piggy.. =P
den got thai.. like rao kou ling..
hahaz.. so difficult to read.. my tongue all tied together le..
dunnoe how e guys read so fast one..
hahaz.. v li hai lo!!!

den today e nite thai writing class ended early!!
hahaz.. zhen kai xin.=) can come bac ke hall for dinner..
hahaz.. eat n eat.. realli pig lo..
den after tat is DnD meeting..
followed by Photo comm meeting..
den is slack time!!
slacked till now..
wan to read e pharm law thingy..
but it's so sianz.. aiz.. but for e sake of project.. mei ban fa ba.. =P
so i shall go n try to read somemore le..
=)

偶尔会感到幸福。。
幸福原来可以只是很简单的。。
一些小小的举动也能令我快乐。。
可能是我自己的头脑简单吧。。
谢谢!

=P

the 7 wonders of me (as requested by cch..=P)

7 random things about me
167m tall...
perfect eyesight...
am e youngest at home..
am learning how to speak n write thai at e moment..
i live at KE VII hall at e moment...
i have a pet hamster called xiaoham...
n i am broke... i need $$$...

7 random songs at the moment
Jay Chou 夜的第七章
Jolin 心型圈
Tanya beautiful love
Jay Chou Shan Hu Hai
Jolin 假装
Jay Chou 回到過去
Zhang Zhi Cheng 快乐

7 things I like most
my family!!
my frens!!
i like to eat chocolate...
i like to sing ktv...
i like coffee bean de e ultimate...
i like dogs..
i like to watch romantic comedies... n alot alot of other things wor.. 7 is not enuff...


7 things that scare me
Supernatural stuff..
getting seriously sick..
Insects.. (all)
weird ppl..
computer spoils..
not allowed to eat e food i wan to eat..
everyone ignores me..

7 things I say most
realli ar? or Zhen de ma?
huh~
orh
bu zhi dao or bu dong or dunnoe
hahaz..
oki lo..
byebyee..

7 people to do this
ppl who reads my blog ba..
hahaz.. i also dunnoe got who..
later i write their name den they dun wan to do how..??
=P so anything ba.. hahaz..

fu za...

on sunday i went running again..
forced by sis.. hahaz..
so i din run as much as i did on sat.. =P slacked..
n anyway my knees pain again.. sianz..
den i came bac to hall..
n realised something...

又哭了。。。
失去一个朋友是会心痛的。。。
但是如果他能够开心。。。
或许让他离开也是好事。。。
希望真的能开心起来。。
其实心里并没有放弃这个朋友。。
我会等待的。。
等你能坦然地接受与面对的那一天。。。
心里默默的希望你也没有放弃。。。
永远都是朋友！

thx for listening to me... =)
always go find u when i feel so lousy...
but u always v nice de...
even thou got test...
hope tat i din cause u much disturbance... =)
thx!

on monday
不想哭。。
但是还是拿自己的眼泪没办法。。。
越说越伤心。。。
两个人就一起哭。。。
好笨。。。

On tuesday..
i collected my laptop!!
new de laptop!!
=) kaixin!!
yea!! thx for helping me to install all my software!!
xie xie!!
nothing much le.. tat's all for now..
so tired...

the weekend is here...

haven accompliahed anything for e past 2 dayss...
feel so slack..
i'm a slacker!!! a pig!!!

went jogging in e evening..
den now i feel so nua.. like a pile of jelly...
so lousy.. run like 3km onli den so tired le.. hahaz..
n to tink i ate so much food..shld have lotsa energy de ma! aiz.. =P

den all i wan to do is slp...
got work to do wor...
y i never go do...
cannot like tat de.. by tonite i muz finish my thai hw before i can go to slp!!

den today i forgot to bring my choco home..
sianz.. den now my mouth is itchy..
but got nothing to eat..
maybe can go drink more 100plus...or drink milo.. hahaz..
wanted to drink coke.. but dun have.. aiz..

n y e tv got nothing to watch de..
so boring..
saturday nite wor! y got nothing more interesting de..
i'm bored ahhh!!

recalling bac to wat happened yesterday...
hmmm.. realli nothing much leh..
went for choir at nite.. den zw n wj came my room for supper..
hahaz.. initialliy tot e idea was abit weird.. cos me n zw got nothing to tok bout de lo..
hahaz.. e onli thing tat links us tog is my dear neighbour...
but it eventualli did turn out gd.. hahaz..
as in.. it wasn't awkward or anything.. =)

den tog we had tea.. n they had cookies...cos i wasn't hungry..
den actualli tink they wanted to have noodles also de..
hahaz.. but my neighbour came bac le!!
so zw went away to nxt door.. hahaz.. den left mi n wj lo..
jiu zhe yang.. hahaz.. no noodles in e end..

den in e morning.. i went for breakfast!!
1st time of e sem i actualli sat down at dining hall for breakfast! hahaz..
cos usualli is 8am class.. den no time for a proper breakfast de..
realised tat e noodles were reallie q nice.. nicer than last sem de at least..=)

den after breakfast i went bac for a short nap.. like 30 min like tat lo..
wj came n offered to sweep my room! cos he was juz cleaning up his room..
wah.. so nice rite.. hahaz.. but i got no broom..
onli got magic clean..so i told him nvm.. i will clean it myself de!!
heez.. thx for e sweet offer! =)
*smilez smilez smilez*

hahaz.. i'm having stoney stupid tots again..
hmmm.. juz wondering wat e rest of e world is doing at e moment..
wondering y am i so slack..
wondering wat's going to happen nxt week...
wondering if i shld go make milo to drink..
wondering wat time i shld go slp..
wondering wat time i shld wake up tml...
*wondering wondering wondering*

was told to rest more..
cos i tink i look tired..
i always look so tired nowadays.. hahaz.. dunnoe y also..
too many 8am classes?? =P
hahaz..so i shld rest more ba..
slp more.. drink more water..
stay healthy stay happy!!

juz tinking...
nxt week muz... ...
yin wei wo shi hui dan xin de..
hahaz.. maybe i'm paranoid de ba.. =P

seems like this entry is q incoherent..
hahaz.. been q sometime since i've wrote such an incoherent entry..
maybe cos my brain not functioning v well now..
hehez..
well well.. in order not to make it anymore incoherent..
i shall end le.. wan an!!
da jia yao shui ge hao jiao!!

thursday...

today was a long long day at sch..
from 8am to 8pm wor.. so sianz rite..
but i liked e thai speaking class!! so fun..
hahaz.. today we learnt alot of new words again.. =)
den at nite got e writing class.. ee yerr... i xian qi e lecturer lo..
hahaz.. dun like her voice n dun like e way she teach...
always like to mumble to herself..
dunnoe wat she toking also..
thruout e lesson i juz write my own words onli..
cos i also dunnoe wat she toking..=P
but i feel a sense of satisfaction n amazement when i c tat i can actualli write such qi guai de words! hahaz..
den we went bac taking e btc bus! cos An helped us to ask e driver if can take bac notz..
yea!! An shi hao ren! hahaz..

so we reached bac n v fast i had to go for photo comm meeting le..
gor gor also went.. n i was xia dao when wang kai say i am one of e advisors! hahaz..
i dunnoe anything one lo.. but gd thing i am paired with gor gor..
den he can teach mi n e freshies tog! heez..
n we also went to c e darkroom! long long time no step into darkroom le..
hahaz.. even thou it's smaller than NJ de.. n got less equipment..
but e moment i step into it.. i c all e familiar equipment..
i suddenly feel v huai jiu.. hahaz..
xiang qi e old times at PS...
with mr chia suaning sock ar..
sam toking nonsense..
liulei being there to zhu chi da ju..
n occassional nonsense from wen yuan n ling chong..
me being there to laugh at everything n clean up e darkroom.. =P
hahaz.. hao xiang nian wor..
=)

after tat i went bac n slacked.. realli slacked.. again...did nothing at all..
juz stared at comp screen e whole nite n chatted with ppl..
realised got ppl v sad..
i tried to an wei...
but tink i was super lousy at tat.. dunnoe wat to say to make him feel betta.. =S
i was v jing zhang.. n tink i mite have sprouted some stupid nonsense..
hope he dun feel tat i am stupid de.. hahaz..
heard tat he is soo sad i am v dan xin...
cos never feel tat he is so sad before ba.. ke neng wo xia dao le..
e things tat he said.. i shld have felt sad also de...
but somehow.. e sadness was realli there.. maybe i was too jing zhang.. too dan xin..
so i couldn't feel e sadness in me..

hmm.. but.. zhen de ma??
wo yi jing luan le...
wat issit tat i am feeling n tinking??
wo zhi zhi dao ta shi zhong yao de.. but in wat sense? i have no idea..
tink tat e best thing i can onli do now is to let nature take its course..
bu yao ying ying yao qiu yi ge hen clear cut de ans from zi ji..
hopefully time will tell.. hahaz..
frens r e best! no complications.. no fu za.. rite??
=)

sui ran ni kan bu dao zhe xie..
dan shi.. hai shi yao shuo..
bu yao nan guo..
bu xiang kan dao ni nan guo..
gei zi ji shi jian.. qu jie shou yi qie..
ni shi hao de!! bu yao jue de zi ji cha!!
you shi ke yi zhao wo de..
wo ke neng bu shi hen neng an wei ni..
yin wei wo hen lan at an wei-ing.. =P
dan wo yuan yi ting.. da shi ye hao.. xiao shi ye hao.. =)
xi wang ni hui hen kuai de kai xin qi lai..
hui dao xiang yi qian yi yang de kuai le!!
=)

wednesday!!

wednesday was v eventful! hahaz..

after e pharm stats lab.. which i slpt thru again...=P
i went to co-op n tried to buy e stats txtbk...
but it was out of stock.. n needed another 4 wks to come..
diaoz lo... another 4 wks wor..by den e exams come liaoz lo..
so i decided not to buy le.. cos lp also say not useful de..

den went bac n made box..
make until headache.. so went to slp..
woke up liao still headache..
so yu qi hen bu hao...
n no appetite...
so i din eat dinner.. onli drank soup n water...
tink i xia dao ren again.. aiz.. sorry for e poor yu qi..
cos tou hen tong.. =(

so i decided to go starbucks at holland v...yi ge ren qu!
cos bu xiang stay for firedrill..
n also to go out to san san xin...
stupidly after i received 1 sms..i cried.. at e busstop.. hahaz..
so ben rite..was a v simple sms asking mi y act happi when i'm sad.
maybe it was so short n sweet n direct..
or maybe i was gan dong.. hahaz..
now i also dunnoe y i cried..
maybe cos i was listening to jay chou de song.. hahaz..

den i reached holland v.. realised tat starbucks closed down le!
aiz.. so i went to coffee bean instead...but it was gd also!
cos i had my fav.. e ultimate..=)
den i saw all e cheesecakes n muffin..
dunnoe y i felt happier..hahaz.. i realli pig.. =P
so i sat down there n read thai.. read lsm..
den i bot muffin n came bac..
by den xin qing zhen de hao hen duo le.. =)

so i came bac.. n finished up e present..
den i started to pian ren to meet me at pgp.. hahaz..
i gave him e present.. den he invited mi to his room.. =)
so i went n played with his li wu!
hahaz.. he had a v cute de li wu!
so i play play play..
n he treated mi icecream float! hahaz.. yea..
hao he!! =P
ohoh.. n he say he saw mi at holland v! he was eating icecream at swensons.. hahaz..
but i juz floated past la.. so he couldn't call mi.. =P
den he open e my li wu.. hahaz.. he say v yong xin.. =P
den he show mi photos...
den v fast 1 hr pass le..
den i say have to go bac le.. cos haven bathe yet!
so he sent mi to e busstop..

den on e way we saw 1 big grp of ppl..
turn out it was a big grp of pharm ppl!! hahaz..
tink they were planning how to celebrate his bday..
but v qiao de.. we walked past.. hahaz.. tink spoilt their plans.. =P
hahaz.. so funnie de.. i juz kept laughing n laughing..
abit awkward la.. hahaz.. but still v funnie.. =P
n farveez was looking at me with those huai yi de yan guang.. hahaz..
den he cont to send me to bus stop..
n den he walked bac to meet them..
so i went bac n bathed..
tinking of how they were celebrating his bday...
...

den wj came n we toked bout my previously de bu kai xins..
ben ben de wo you ku le..
qi shi bu shi wo bu yao ting ni shuo de dong xi..zhi shi wo bu dong de ru he qu chu li..
i noe i cant be a gd person in everyone's eyes n i wont try to be..cos it's impossible for mi!
but juz tat if possible...bu xiang nong dao bie ren yin wei wo er bu kai xin..sui ran ni shuo bu shi wo de cuo..dan shi wo jiu shi hui jue de wo ye yao fu qi yi xie de ze ren..
hmmm.. so in future how.. i also dunnoe..tink will try slowly slowly...
wo ye yao jian qiang yi dian.. bu yao na me rong yi ku qi!! =)

after i stopped crying..
we heard voices outside my room.. so wj went to have a peep..
den he asked mi to close my eyes.. hahaz..so i closed.. den he went out..
so i was diaoz.. tinking..*huh??*
den someone opened my door n sang a bday song to himself with a cake in his hands..
at e bac got a huge bunch of pharm ppl..hahaz...
wo xia dai le.. =P hahaz..juz blur diao..
so i went over n they forced him to feed mi cake..hahaz..
so i being blur blur.. juz ate e cake..
den they say i muz feed him too..
so i also feed him.. hahaz.. so co-operative rite..=P
den i realised they alrdy made him do alot of tasks beforehand..hahaz..
basically ta men zai wan ta.. hahahaz..
den they were discussing wat else to do to sabo him..
den they say still got 2 strawberries..
so he ate 1 of it.. n fed me e other one..diaoz.. hahaz..
den he gave me 1 slice of e cake.. n e last piece to mindy they all..=P
i was still in shock.. hahaz..
den after tat tink they were satisfied... n so they all left tog..hahaz..
so i was left with a huge slice of cake..
n wj also bu jian le..so i went up to find him..
n den we cont to tok tok abit..
n i finished e cake..
tat's all..

realli qi guai de yi tian lo..hahaz..
qi qi luo luo..
qu zhe li qi..
but realli..
thx to wj for toking to me n cheering mi up..
thx to bx for e float n letting me play his li wu!!
thx to pgp n pharm ppl for e cake n walking up e ke stairs to find my room..hahaz..
bu yi yang de yi ge wan shang!! =)

long time no blog!!

well well.. yalo.. i long time no blog.. but not becos i lazy k.. hahaz.. cos my lappie always siao siao..wan to hang den hang.. wan to restart den restart...hen you xing ge!
den now abit free so i blog abit lo.. hahazcant rem much also la.. but actualli dun need to write bout everyday de also..cos not everyday got things happen mar..

on saturday nite i rem went out with cch n hx!!hahaz.. like q a long time no meet le..=)den v shuang.. we had nydc..heez..
e elephancino was really huge..i dun recommend u to try n finish 1 by urself..heheez..
too much le!!
den we toked alot.. from relationships to frends to sch to society!!
hahaz.. chim wor..but was so shuang.. cos we fa xie n complained n complained..hahaz.. hen tong kuai!! =)
we juz sat down at e orchard mrt there to tok.. den sat nite de orchard jing ran is empty empty de..so strange de lo.. hmm... heez.. =P

let me try to recall wat else happened..
hmmm..yup yup.. monday was fhd(formal hall dinner) again!hahaz..
e theme was apparently hawaiian for F blk..so i borrowed a sarong from sis..den in e end they tell mi it's formal...
wat rubbish.. aiyo.. so i got nothing else to wear.. so heck.. i wear tat as a skirt.. with a white tee..n i had to figure out how to wear e sarong for a long long long time cos i din ask sis how to tie e thing.. hahaz.. so benz..hahaz..
anyway.. e rag team were supposed to be their "waiters"..so sad lo.. have to peng cai to strangers.. =(
never done tat before wor.. hahaz..den nvm.. e thing is... they r so messy!! aiyo..
qiaojie n i were serving e same table n i din even noe till i saw him putting dishes there..sianz.. so messed up.. n there were not enuff seats for all e servers! den e guys had to stand.. in e end they sat at a diff table...gd thing e table tat i serving e ppl r nice.. never realli ask mi for anything like spoons or extra rice or wat.. hahaz..this fhd no fun one lo..aiz.. hmmm.. but nvm la.. over le jiu suan le..never take any photos also.. tink no one got e mood ba.. hahaz..but got ppl say i look nice wor.. hahaz.. thx fushan n peter.. =P

hmmm.. wat else wat else..tink got nothing much le ba..
today went for a agm tat has got nothing to do with me.. aiz..sianz..den after tat went to dr seow's hse for supper!!gd food wor.. hahaz.. his whole family all so frendly de lo..hahaz..
xi huan ta men! yea.. =)
den tml is got firedrill...i wan to escape leh..hahaz..
c how ba..hopefully can escape n dun waste my time there... ...

finalli..
happi bday to bingxun!
hope u have a great day!!
may all ur wishes come true!!
wo bu yao zuo xiong mao ping! so i shall go slp le..
wan an!!

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