The 100th entry!!!

wah.. my 100th entry wor..
muz write nicely.. hahaz..
cannot sui sui bian bian leh.. =P

yesterday was jrm’s bday!
N I wished him happi bday..
N he replied funnie things.. hahaz..
Thx for praising me to e skies.. =P
U r e amazing one lo…

Yesterday had ICN (internal cultural nite)..
so i rushed back from the thai writing lesson..which fortunately ended early..=)
den quickly changed n all.. den jiu rushed down le..
gd thing made it in time for e warm up..
if not surely cmi.. hahaz..
waited for q awhile before we went up..
cos as always.. there was delay..=P
den jiu like v fast jiu finish singing le..
hahaz..overall tink it was q oki de performance ba.. i also dunnoe how to gauge nice or not.. hahaz..

den after tat jiu continued to watch performances by clnd.. band.. xinyao..
den jiu rushed bac to shower n re-read for e test on today..
read until like q rushed.. n stress.. hahaz..
cos noe tat cant finish reading all le..
so in e end jiu nvm lo.. go n slp..
cos slp is more impt!!

today went for the dfd de test..
got some qn all i juz tikam tikam..
dunnoe rite or wrong also..
overall is q okies de la..heez..=)
felt so tired during e test i felt like slping..
maybe tat's y e lecturer say we all look so tired..den decide not to give tutorial anymore.. =P
den after e test mi n lp went to clementi!
we went to ntuc as usual.. den buy food!!!
den we went mac n had pao pao cha.. hahahz...
she also bot fries n apple pie la..
den we toked n gossiped.. hehez.. v fun wor.. =P
n she asked mi alot of qns.. v imaginative! got alot of.. 如果有一天 ..... 你会怎么样?? hahaz..
den i give all normal normal de ans..
so she v 失望 n 嫌弃.. muahahaz..
but realli is juz like tat de mar..
dun wan to let myself have more 希望 than i shld.. =P
so i tend to have e "不要想太多" idea in my head..
i guess it's cos希望越高。。失望越大。。
maybe she's rite in e sense tat this is白费力气..
但是就还是会这样的咯。。
可能有一天会改变想法。。
但是现在就还是这样吧。。

Hmmm…
想了想。。知道自己是个被动的人。。
很少会采取主动。。
很多时候。。就算心里已经有了某种想法。。自己可能也不会说出来。。
有时可能是因为不想麻烦别人。。
有时可能是怕被拒绝。。
有时可能是怕会失望。。
有时可能是不想面对。。
有时可能是觉得就算说了出来也没有用。。
有时可能只是纯粹的懒惰。。
很多借口吧。。
hahaz.. dunnoe leh.. =p

hmmm.. but recently is abit like I zhu dong more..
hmmm.. maybe cos of busyness ba..
hmmm..hope it doesn’t last! Hahaz…ohoh.. n fen xi-ed tat if after 6 months.. a gal n a guy after becomin frens den still dun have any sparks de hua.. den tat means they will be juz frens liaoz.. hahaz.. true notz ar??
i also dunnoe.. but it's interesting.. maybe can go do survey.. hahahaz.. feng le..
n i was telling her bout sec 2 shi huo de stuff.. hahaz.. feel tat it's bit like unreal ba.. 乱七八糟的我。。 =P
回想起来也蛮有意思的。。
以后都不会再有那样的事了吧。。
Even thou now I also q 乱七八糟.. hahaz..
*confused person*

Den jiu came bac hall.. dilly dally..
Went for pharm law lessons..
Went lib to do stats proj.. realize still got lots more to go!
Sianz diao.. going to camp at e lib on wed le..
Since they dun open on tues.. =P
Den after tat jiu keep watching youtube..
So slack.. so lazy..
No sense of urgency at all..
No feel even thou it’s like going to exam le.. die ahhhh!!!! XP

Once again I have proven my inadequacy at dealing with ppl’s unhappiness..
说来说去都是那几句。。好差。。 没创意。。
其实你走了之后我才想到有些小事其实我应该做。。
但是我并没有。。对不起。。
Now I can only hope tat u get happy real soon!

Oki.. e end of my 100th entry..
Super long I tink..
Super naggy..
Tata for now.. heez..
Have a great weekend!! =)