explanations for my previous entry? kind of ba..

as u can c from my previous post...
today wasn't exactly a gd day for mi...
i was upset.. yup.. not happi... bu shuang...

now tat i am more calmed.. i can ans this qn...
bu shuang with wat?
ren ji guan xi lo..

guess this particular topic has always been troubling me..
i guess it wont be solved..
cos i tink maybe i am unwilling to solve it..
i am juz tao bi-ing...
juz hoping tat soon.. this wont bother me anymore...

went out to nearby de holland v coffee bean for a coffee..
it was comforting..
but there was still a pang of disappointment...
disappointed at y this can happen...
tot this person was a gd fren.. but maybe... i was wrong??
smsed my son... he was still e best la...
replied n offered to meet me..
i din wan him to have to come all e way initially..
cos it's so out of e way...
but in e end we agreed we can meet somewhere central .. orchard..
he suggested watching the prestige..(some show i never heard bout before)
i agreed.. was juz glad for e company.. so it doesn't matter la.. n i trust his taste..=P
so we had dinner.. walked walked... ling yu abit here n there cos no umbrella..
n watched e movie.. it was nice..
but was a sad show... about 2 obessed magicians...
sad ending... but good story..
show ended at 1140..
i missed e last train by 1 min..
so in e end i took a bus bac..
was afraid would lose my way.. but so proud of myself tat i found e right route!
=)

now i'm sitting here tinking...
my son is a great guy... hahaz..
thx for being there when i needed a fren..