thursday...

today was a long long day at sch..
from 8am to 8pm wor.. so sianz rite..
but i liked e thai speaking class!! so fun..
hahaz.. today we learnt alot of new words again.. =)
den at nite got e writing class.. ee yerr... i xian qi e lecturer lo..
hahaz.. dun like her voice n dun like e way she teach...
always like to mumble to herself..
dunnoe wat she toking also..
thruout e lesson i juz write my own words onli..
cos i also dunnoe wat she toking..=P
but i feel a sense of satisfaction n amazement when i c tat i can actualli write such qi guai de words! hahaz..
den we went bac taking e btc bus! cos An helped us to ask e driver if can take bac notz..
yea!! An shi hao ren! hahaz..

so we reached bac n v fast i had to go for photo comm meeting le..
gor gor also went.. n i was xia dao when wang kai say i am one of e advisors! hahaz..
i dunnoe anything one lo.. but gd thing i am paired with gor gor..
den he can teach mi n e freshies tog! heez..
n we also went to c e darkroom! long long time no step into darkroom le..
hahaz.. even thou it's smaller than NJ de.. n got less equipment..
but e moment i step into it.. i c all e familiar equipment..
i suddenly feel v huai jiu.. hahaz..
xiang qi e old times at PS...
with mr chia suaning sock ar..
sam toking nonsense..
liulei being there to zhu chi da ju..
n occassional nonsense from wen yuan n ling chong..
me being there to laugh at everything n clean up e darkroom.. =P
hahaz.. hao xiang nian wor..
=)

after tat i went bac n slacked.. realli slacked.. again...did nothing at all..
juz stared at comp screen e whole nite n chatted with ppl..
realised got ppl v sad..
i tried to an wei...
but tink i was super lousy at tat.. dunnoe wat to say to make him feel betta.. =S
i was v jing zhang.. n tink i mite have sprouted some stupid nonsense..
hope he dun feel tat i am stupid de.. hahaz..
heard tat he is soo sad i am v dan xin...
cos never feel tat he is so sad before ba.. ke neng wo xia dao le..
e things tat he said.. i shld have felt sad also de...
but somehow.. e sadness was realli there.. maybe i was too jing zhang.. too dan xin..
so i couldn't feel e sadness in me..

hmm.. but.. zhen de ma??
wo yi jing luan le...
wat issit tat i am feeling n tinking??
wo zhi zhi dao ta shi zhong yao de.. but in wat sense? i have no idea..
tink tat e best thing i can onli do now is to let nature take its course..
bu yao ying ying yao qiu yi ge hen clear cut de ans from zi ji..
hopefully time will tell.. hahaz..
frens r e best! no complications.. no fu za.. rite??
=)

sui ran ni kan bu dao zhe xie..
dan shi.. hai shi yao shuo..
bu yao nan guo..
bu xiang kan dao ni nan guo..
gei zi ji shi jian.. qu jie shou yi qie..
ni shi hao de!! bu yao jue de zi ji cha!!
you shi ke yi zhao wo de..
wo ke neng bu shi hen neng an wei ni..
yin wei wo hen lan at an wei-ing.. =P
dan wo yuan yi ting.. da shi ye hao.. xiao shi ye hao.. =)
xi wang ni hui hen kuai de kai xin qi lai..
hui dao xiang yi qian yi yang de kuai le!!
=)