1 more day to mid-sem break!!

yesterday nite was bad..
v lousy...
maybe i fa xie-ed many many of e stuff tat was kept in me for a long time ba..
felt so useless...
felt so sad...
got reminded of things i din wan to tink about..
din wan to tok about...
things tat i juz wanted to ignore...

fa xie shi fa xie le..
but still..i tink i wont do anything bout it..
hen mei you yong ba..

我就是这样的一个人。。。

is this a sufficient enough reason?
or issit juz an excuse...
issit i can't change
or i dunwan to change?
好烦。。

sometimes i tink i dun understand myself..
maybe other ppl understand me betta..
hahaz.. so stupid rite..

i dun wan frens to be worried about me..
不要成为人家的负担。。。

i must learn to kan kai more...
must!!

Thursday...

today was much betta..
but woke up with swollen eyes..
went for classes..
had e gan jue tat i muz be more kan kai.. =)

had thai classes again today..
=) like to go for thai lessons..
always will xi xi ha ha de.. heez
after tat we went to bazaar!
n i bot green tea ice cream.. meiji de wor..
hahaz.. it was not bad.. but lp xian qi!! =P
n i bot 2 pairs of earrings..
v ke ai de.. i like! hahaz..
but like v fast de den i spent $7 le..
maybe this is retail therapy ba.. compensate for last nite de unhappiness.. =P
ohoh.. n we had our usual dose of milooo..hahaz..

den came bac n chatted with e lao lao peng yous..
hahaz.. like to chat with ur wor..
will always make mi more kai xin..=)

den went for nite de thai class..
got quiz!! but onli 10 min la..
so it was oki i tink..
den after tat we watched a thai movie!
hahaz.. tink e title is called my girl..
oki la.. not too bad.. some parts q funnie..
but e story was v simple de lo..
was about children n friendship.. =)
at least we din have to draw e characters today..
can relac relac de watch movie.. =P

den came bac n went for photo comm..
n did lab report..
n toked to khun laiping..
den now i am bloggin!
not bad de day la..
tian tian kan kai..
jiu neng tian tian kai xin?

不管这么多。。
只要开心就好！！
=)