weekends at home = slack

saturday..
i nua-ed at home..
den sis was trying to prepare e DIY hair dye for mama..
n i hand itchy.. wan to help sqeeuze 1 of e tube into e developer..
so i showed her e tube before i squeeze it in for confirmation..
she nodded n so i squeezed e tube..
i try v hard to squeeze out all e contents of e tube..
den after tat i went to throw away e empty tube.. i heard a scream...
so i ran out.. n my sis told me tat i squeeze e conditioner into e developer instead of e colourant.. ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahz.. we were so stupid..
wasted $$$ lo.. hahahz..
n so when we went out at nite.. we bot her another bottle of hair dye.. =P

at nite we went to watch death note!!
nice wor.. i like L!!!!
hahahz.. L is so cool... =)
e ryuk also q ke ai.. hahahz.. =P
e show is nice.. many twists n turns..
they r all so smart!!
cant believe got ppl actualli fell aslp!!
but e ending is unfinished...
muz watch part 2!!!

Sunday..
woke up at 6am to go to Suntec for e pharmacy week thingy..
tot i was late but i was actualli q early..
hahaz.. so we went there n packed goodie bags..
den played with e bmi n body fat analysis machines..
n took our own bp..
q fun!.. hahaz.. n i was in e healthy range!
except for e bmi.. saying i'm at risk of nutritional deficiency n osteoporosis.. diao..
hahaz.. overall is gd!
den we started to do our respective job..
i went ard giving out balloons to little kids n leaflets to ppl..
abit e boring but tink giving out balloons is q nice.. heez..
den after tat halfway liao.. we switched jobs..
n i got to do e registration for e health screening..
i was e $$$ keeper..
gotta write ppl receipts n collect $$
den v fast our shift jiu ended..
n we went to take our lunchbox n ate tog..
v filling de lunch! but it was nice also.. or maybe cos i was too hungry?
hahaz.. den we played arcade for a while jiu went bac home le lo..
cos we were too tired to shop.. hahaz..
reached home n sis gave me alot of her old clothes which she tink she wont wear anymore de.. hahaz.. yea! i got "new" clothes to wear liaoz..
we took pictures of e necklaces tat she was going to sell online..
den we had dinner..
n i came bac hall.. watched tv... =P
basically not much work was done la..

Monday..
lessons lo..
dunnoe y i felt soooo slpy e whole day..
juz couldn't concentrate..
aiz... den jiu keep slping lo..
but e best thing was... i did my stats project!!
i tot i did finish le.. aiz.. but sh asked mi to do somemore..
soo sad.. tot i free from e sianz job liaoz.. =P
den jiu nothing much happen la.. jrm din come today cos he wan to go out with sam they all..
den like tat lo..
sian sian sian...
.........
going to fall sick le ba..
sore throat.. coughing abit...
fever?? hope not... aiz...
=(

The 100th entry!!!

wah.. my 100th entry wor..
muz write nicely.. hahaz..
cannot sui sui bian bian leh.. =P

yesterday was jrm’s bday!
N I wished him happi bday..
N he replied funnie things.. hahaz..
Thx for praising me to e skies.. =P
U r e amazing one lo…

Yesterday had ICN (internal cultural nite)..
so i rushed back from the thai writing lesson..which fortunately ended early..=)
den quickly changed n all.. den jiu rushed down le..
gd thing made it in time for e warm up..
if not surely cmi.. hahaz..
waited for q awhile before we went up..
cos as always.. there was delay..=P
den jiu like v fast jiu finish singing le..
hahaz..overall tink it was q oki de performance ba.. i also dunnoe how to gauge nice or not.. hahaz..

den after tat jiu continued to watch performances by clnd.. band.. xinyao..
den jiu rushed bac to shower n re-read for e test on today..
read until like q rushed.. n stress.. hahaz..
cos noe tat cant finish reading all le..
so in e end jiu nvm lo.. go n slp..
cos slp is more impt!!

today went for the dfd de test..
got some qn all i juz tikam tikam..
dunnoe rite or wrong also..
overall is q okies de la..heez..=)
felt so tired during e test i felt like slping..
maybe tat's y e lecturer say we all look so tired..den decide not to give tutorial anymore.. =P
den after e test mi n lp went to clementi!
we went to ntuc as usual.. den buy food!!!
den we went mac n had pao pao cha.. hahahz...
she also bot fries n apple pie la..
den we toked n gossiped.. hehez.. v fun wor.. =P
n she asked mi alot of qns.. v imaginative! got alot of.. 如果有一天 ..... 你会怎么样?? hahaz..
den i give all normal normal de ans..
so she v 失望 n 嫌弃.. muahahaz..
but realli is juz like tat de mar..
dun wan to let myself have more 希望 than i shld.. =P
so i tend to have e "不要想太多" idea in my head..
i guess it's cos希望越高。。失望越大。。
maybe she's rite in e sense tat this is白费力气..
但是就还是会这样的咯。。
可能有一天会改变想法。。
但是现在就还是这样吧。。

Hmmm…
想了想。。知道自己是个被动的人。。
很少会采取主动。。
很多时候。。就算心里已经有了某种想法。。自己可能也不会说出来。。
有时可能是因为不想麻烦别人。。
有时可能是怕被拒绝。。
有时可能是怕会失望。。
有时可能是不想面对。。
有时可能是觉得就算说了出来也没有用。。
有时可能只是纯粹的懒惰。。
很多借口吧。。
hahaz.. dunnoe leh.. =p

hmmm.. but recently is abit like I zhu dong more..
hmmm.. maybe cos of busyness ba..
hmmm..hope it doesn’t last! Hahaz…ohoh.. n fen xi-ed tat if after 6 months.. a gal n a guy after becomin frens den still dun have any sparks de hua.. den tat means they will be juz frens liaoz.. hahaz.. true notz ar??
i also dunnoe.. but it's interesting.. maybe can go do survey.. hahahaz.. feng le..
n i was telling her bout sec 2 shi huo de stuff.. hahaz.. feel tat it's bit like unreal ba.. 乱七八糟的我。。 =P
回想起来也蛮有意思的。。
以后都不会再有那样的事了吧。。
Even thou now I also q 乱七八糟.. hahaz..
*confused person*

Den jiu came bac hall.. dilly dally..
Went for pharm law lessons..
Went lib to do stats proj.. realize still got lots more to go!
Sianz diao.. going to camp at e lib on wed le..
Since they dun open on tues.. =P
Den after tat jiu keep watching youtube..
So slack.. so lazy..
No sense of urgency at all..
No feel even thou it’s like going to exam le.. die ahhhh!!!! XP

Once again I have proven my inadequacy at dealing with ppl’s unhappiness..
说来说去都是那几句。。好差。。 没创意。。
其实你走了之后我才想到有些小事其实我应该做。。
但是我并没有。。对不起。。
Now I can only hope tat u get happy real soon!

Oki.. e end of my 100th entry..
Super long I tink..
Super naggy..
Tata for now.. heez..
Have a great weekend!! =)

1 litre of tears

最近在自己的itunes里听到了这首歌。。
想起了这部戏。。
好想在重看多一次。。
再被感动地流泪。。

好喜欢这部戏。。。
好佩服他。。
他的坚强和努力。。
我想我是做不到的。。。

这首歌好好听。。
谢谢你介绍这部戏给我。。
谢谢你send这首歌给我。。 =）

My name is Maa Lii~~

hahaz.. today our thai teacher gave us each a thai name..
so funnie de..
my name is maa lii = a type of flower..
hahaz.. v fun!! yea..

juz now we went for e xqrj de music sharing session..
(skipped choir to go de =p)
hehez.. nice wor!!
den when e bang qi was singing..
lp turned to mi n say not nice..
den hooylit heard n turned ard to beat mi!!
wo shi wu gu de!! =P
den after tat pui yi also xian hai wo!!
hahaz.. bu hao lo.. bei yuan wang! =P

hmmm.. juz some tots ba...
feel tat sometimes i am a v confused person..
how to say leh...
most of e time i dunnoe wat i am tinking n feeling..
weird rite..
sometimes actualli plan like tat like tat de..
den in e end will last min change my mind..
maybe this is called shan bian ba.. hahaz..

我以为我是这样想的。。。
结果到底是不是真的是这样。。。
我也不清楚了。。。
到底我想的是怎样？？
谁能告诉我？
hmmm...

烟雾！！！

e haze is realli bad...
so scary de...
dun even dare to breath harder...

看不清楚远方。。。
空气中有难闻的味道。。。
是烟雾造成大家的承重。。
还是是测验与课业的压力呢？

要加油。。。=）
我要加油。。。
大家也要加油。。。
不能被打败！ 要开心！
哈哈。。。 可能我疯了吧。。。

不开心可以来找我！
我可以请你吃 oreos cookies... =D
不要想太多了吧。。。
要focus!!

*smiles!*

another weekend gone...

wah...
this weekend i never do any work!!
except for e thai hw n e stats tutorial..
die die die..
i'm so slack..
feel so guilty now..
den still wanna blog somemore..
hahahz.. i am a big time waster...
but somehow i tink tat blogging down wateva tat happened is something i muz do..cos i scared i will forget all these things tat happened..
juz wan to keep rem e bits n pieces of my life i guess..
realised tat some of my frens alrdy gradually reducing e frequency of blogging..
abit sad.. cos like tat means i got nothing to read! hahaz..=P

okioki..
on sat e artists department finally went for our treat!!
we went suki sushi buffet..
ate like a ton of sushi.. full until wanna explode..
tink wo you fei le.. XP
hahaz.. so sad.. but i was v man zu with all e food liaoz.. hahaz...
chi bao liao mi n lp jiu went to kbox..
muahahahz...
we supposedly were allowed to sing for onli 2 hrs...
but in e end e ppl there forgot bout us n we sang like for 3 to 4 hrs..
muahahahz.. until got ppl like wan to come into e room liaoz.. den we faster packed up n leave.. =P hahaz..

den i went to shop for jeremy de present alone cos lp went bac liaoz..
heez.. den like nothing to buy..
so i juz anyhow buy.. =P
dunnoe if he will like not..
aiz.. maybe not v practical..
but den.. i tink is q nice la.. hahaz..
n i bot bubble tea home to drink as dinner... cos realli e buffet was too filling le..
i watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai.. den jiu 1 day gone...

den on sunday.. my sister n her frens asked mi to go kbox with them..
so i went again.. hahhaz...
den we went for klunch.. n sing sing..
after tat we had e uzumaki icecream!!
nice wor!! but abit ex la.. =P
den we walked to far east to shop shop..
supposed to be window shopping..
but in e end..
i bot shoes..n they bot clothes n bag..
hahaz.. spend $$ again.. =P
but i like my shoes.. they r v ke ai!! hehez..

den reach home jiu cleaned xiaoham's cage..
watch tv.. cos is da jie ju..
den jiu watch wu jian dao..
den cos hungry jiu go for supper..
den come bac hall..
now blogging..
wahhh.... another day gone without doing anything!!
i feel guilty.. how how how???
relac too much liaoz..
like many many things to do...
argghhh!!
i guess i juz have to work doubly hard this week ba..
hope i can do it!!
gambate neh!!

btw.. this weekend was sooo hazy..
feels like i'm in a meng jing like tat.. hahaz.. =P
hope e haze goes away soon!!

Friday the 13th

on my way to buying food today..
i saw 2 black cats..
not 1 but 2..
normally nus where got cats one..
am i going to get realli bad bad luck today??
hmm... =P

anyway.. yesterday was damn tiring..
lectures from 8am to 2pm.. den from 6pm to 8pm..
come bac straight away went for choir icn dry run..
den jiu go for photo comm de meeting..
lei ah...

hahaz.. got 1 funnie incident yesterday..
when me n lp went to co-op..
she started playing with e foreva frens sugar
n i was holding onto e blue bear..
so she started to use sugar to ask e blue bear:
"为什么你会长成蓝色的？"
e funnie thing was there was a pharm classmate behind her n she din noe..
so e pharm classmate turned her head n looked at us like tinking..they r so qi guai.. hahahz..
diu lian!!
i juz laugh n laugh n laugh..
din ans her qn on y e bear was blue..
muahahahz.. xiao si ren le..
laughed all e way bac on e bus.. =P

den yesterday me n gor gor also went to steal e xqrj t shirt from x room..
muahahaz.. haven pay yet..
e design abit.. ermm...
let's juz say i xian qi a bit la.. =P

den jiu chat chat chat..
make card.. make until dunnoe how to design liaoz..
jiu watch anime..
chat...
n den jiu sleep le..
another day gone.. xP

today leh..
today also got funnie thing..
hahaz.. during e dosage form design lect..
sitting beside adeline mar..
den e grps were presenting..
den she suddenly asked 1 qn..
i tink v funnie..hahaz..
she asked whether will anyone get overdosed from sticking too many of those patches.. that e presenter was toking bout..
muahahaz.. never hear before de lo.. =P
asked her to ask yijiang but she scared later everyone also laugh at her qn.. hahaz.. but actualli shld be q possible to have overdose de rite..
hahaz.. thou i cant imagine anyone sticking sooo many of e patches all over e body until overdose.. =P

den in e afternoon before we went for e pharm law lect..
we went pgp to buy food even thou like not much time left de..
hahaz.. we r so heck care.. =P
i bot mango juice!! yum yum.. hahaz..
lp bot choco waffle + nescafe..
den jiu went to take e bus lo..
realised we r not tat late cos still got ppl.. =P

saw e fren..
seated at some rows behind us..
when we were going to alight..
cm told him we were there..cos cm was juz in front of us..
heard him say he noes..
den lp jiu tell mi to alight by e front door instead of e bac door which was nearer..
dunnoe if she juz wan to alight at front door cos there was less ppl going by front door..
or if there were other reasons...

you jue de sad sad de liaoz..
觉得莫名其妙。。。
很无辜。。。
无辜的被卷入这一切。。。
虽然已经过了一段时间。。。
但是还是会难过。。。
甚至会生气。。。
想骂醒他。。。
却知道他是听不进去的。。。

Pharm MAF celebrations!

today was e last day of pharm stats lab n also dispensing pract..
went for e briefing in e morning..
tot can go bac v fast..
in e end drag until 11pm..
cos of all e late comers lo.. den had to wait n wait n wait..
sian diao..

den in e evening i went for pharm stats lab.. hahaz..
1st time i din fall aslp!!
yea.. so shen qi rite.. hahaz..
i even wrote some notes!! hehez..
den helped adeline sign.. hahaz.. anyhow sign..

den becos it was still early..
so we went into LT20 to watch goong using e computer n projector..
hahaz..so shiok.. watch big screen de.. hahaz..

when it was 6.. we went to S1 there for e pharm maf(mid-autumn festival) thingy lo..
by den we were alrdy v hungry.. hahaz..
agnes, edwin n me were tinking of when we can eat e food alrdy.. hahaz..
like v greedy like tat..
den they wanted us to play games 1st before eating..
hahaz.. so they played lo..

Game 1:
Form 3 groups of 3 contestants.
To see which group is able to peel 3 pomelos in the shortest amount of time.
The winner of the contest wins a bottle of centrum pills each.
there was e yr 1 grp.. yr2 grp n yr3 grp..
n the winner was yr2 grp!!
hahaz.. cos yuantai was violent enough.. hahahz..
so funnie.. e pomelos all rolling here n there.. den become distorted liaoz de lo..

Game 2:
Form 3 groups of 3 contestants.
To see which group is able to light up all e given lanterns n hang them on e string in e shortest period of time.
there was e yr2, yr3, yr4..
in e end e yr 3 won..
hahaz.. again they won a bottle of centrum each..
this game not as exciting.. hahaz..=P

den jiu start eating le!! hahaz
everyone da kai sha jie..
e queue was soo long..
hahaz..gd thing we stand at e correct place..hahaz..
den get to eat all e food..
got chao mian.. wu xiang.. bread pizza.. crab meat.. spring roll.. chicken wing..
mooncakes.. brownies.. cheesecakes.. lemonade!!
hahaz.. sounds v feng fu rite..=P
it's oki la.. not tat nice.. n not tat bad..
e brownie not v nice thou..
cheesecake was nicer!!
n den got 1 type of mooncake tat looked like e copper sulphate suppositories cos of e colour of e ping pi.. hahaz..
so funnie.. but they said it was nice.. but i din get to try.. hahaz..
i tried e one tat looked like chocolate mooncake..
but bei pian le..
in e end it was tou sha filling with coffee de pi..
hahaz..

den got ppl come late.. horhor.. cos overslp rite..
hehez..come de shi hou alrdy no more drink!! n no more plate!!
hahaz.. tsk tsk.. tot u will onli slp awhile during e afternoon..
hahaz.. jing ran slp so much.. =P
but nvm la.. it's gd to rest.. pu chong ti li!!

after eating all e things.. jiu q full le..
den jiu lei le.. wan to go home le..
hahahaz.. so i bot a can of lemon tea n drank it while walking home..
abit e kong bu.. cos e road was dark n all..
hehez.. but i managed to make it bac safely.. yea!
jiu like tat lo..
come bac n tok to ppl..
den feel so lazy to do any work =P
i am a lazy bum!!
muhahahaz..

hmmm..

yesterday got so traumatized by the lizard tat i forgot to mention some stuff..
hahaz.. actualli yesterday jeremy came..
hahaz.. he came to learn thai from mi!..
but actualli he alrdy v li hai tat type liaoz la..
some e words he noe i also dunnoe de lo..
hahaz.. but it's gd also.. cos like tat he can teach mi! =P

cos we both went down tog to da bao my dinner mar..
den i tink e ppl like peter they all saw us..
hahaz.. den he ba gua..
msn mi to ask who he is indirectly..
hahaz.. den somemore asked if we wearing e same tee..
actualli is same colour de polo tee onli la..
he blind de.. =P so ba gua!!

den after tat he left shortly..
n den e lizard incident happened.. =P

den today nothing much la..
juz lectures lo..
so sianz..
den i realised gotta start making card!
but no ling gan..
aiz.. ling gan ling gan kuai kuai lai!! =P

e weekend...

on saturday..
the stuff i did..

• cut hair!!
• slpt like a pig..
• read magazines..
• did abit of hw..
• watched tv..
• cleaned xiaoham's cage..

On sunday..

the stuff i did..

• bot cake for william!! (his 35th bday..)
• eat cake.. n lotsa stuff
• watched tv..
• did abit of hw..
• play with xiaoham..

the cake was v nice!!

full of choco fudge but it wasn't too sweet or anything.. it was gd!!

cake was supposedly bot for william de..but in e end tink mi n sis had most of it lo.. hahaz.. sinful sinful..

on monday...

realised tat exams is onli like 5 weeks away!! die lo.. howhow??

i like never learn anything leh.. aiz..

n after e dosage form pract.. me adeline n alvin went to dispensing lab to peep at our results.. hehez.. n i passed! muahahz.. no need for re-test le!! yea!!!

as usual.. adeline was abit siao siao during pract.. hahaz..v funnie lo..n alvin as usual was sian diao by us.. hehez.. i tink they r e reasons y i dun dread practicals tat much.. hahaz..always laugh alot de.. =) i am happy to be lab partners with them! hahaz..

n juz now got an acrobatic lizzie in my room..=:::( jumped from my room de light to my table!!! gd thing never land on my bed!! omg.. so scary!! i immediately go knock on jh's door to find jiu bin!! tou xie to my rescue!! hahaz.. eternally grateful!! omg.. i am tramautised.. never seen such a lizzard before.. kong bu!!!!!!!!!!!!! he finally caught e lizzie after sometime with a cup n a piece of paper.. thank goodness... phew...

中秋节！！！

today after lessons jiu went with sock to meet pj, bert n hans..
we bot kfc!!
cos i said i wanted to eat..
hahaz..
n we bot icecream!!
choco de wor.. ben & jerrys de wor..
hahahz..
so sinful rite..
but nvm la.. fei jiu fei lo..

den we played mahjong.. n i won 3 rounds out of 6 rounds i tink..
hahhaz.. den tat hans say i cheated.. =P
i never lo.. hahahz..

den we watched tv..
n eat e icecream.. =P
n enjoyed e aircon.. hahahz

today so hazy la..
n abit hot also.. no wind de...
n now i am so tired...
cos i had a long journey home..
took 74 from amk.. stopped at buona vista station n waited v v long for 200..
feel so proud of myself.. cos i noe how to get bac..
n i din get lost in this dark n hazy nite!!
hahaz..

den bathed finish johnson jiu come n knock on my door..
diaoz.. y he come?? i also dunnoe..
but i am so tired i zhao hu bu zhou..
paiseh ar.. but thx for e mooncake.. =)

icecream + choco nite!

hahaz..
tonite f blk had ice cream nite!!
hahaz.. so we had icecream wrapped with bread..
nice wor! hahaz.. long long time never eat like this le..

den after eating e icecream we gossiped bout our class de couples..
hahahz.. gossip is fun.. hehez..
but too bad la.. we dun noe alot of ppl..
so e gossip is limited.. heez

den jiu went for choco!!
hahaz.. yuan lai tonite jiu shi choco nite.. hehez..
went down to pgp.. den can shun bian give him e coke i bot from thailand..
den v qiao de.. he bot mi coke also! hahaz..
thx thx!! v nice..=)
den jiu eat choco n watched e himalayas de movie clip..
q funni.. n e place looks v nice wor..
as in e mountains n rivers.. all look so mei..
watch watch watch..
eat eat eat...
drink drink drink..
den realised tat usp is soooo rich!! no fair de.. =( hahaz.. =P
hahaz.. jiu like tat lo.. enjoyable!! =)
den come bac.. den another day jiu gone liao..so fast!!

hahaz.. it's friday!! zhong qiu jie!! mid-autumn festival!!
hahaz.. but not much feel leh..
maybe cos no longer celebrate liaoz..
hahaz.. still have e lantern n candles tat xiao liang bot for mi..
but dunnoe put where liaoz..
maybe in some dark corner of e cupboard.. =P
last time say wan to celebrate with mi de..
but until now still haven celebrate with mi yet..
aiz.. but now wan to celebrate also not celebrate with mi liao lo.. =P
hahaz.. celebrate with his gf-to-be ba.. hehez..

n i fa xian something!!
hor horr.. die liaoz la.. xP
参了。。参了。。diu lian si le..
how how how?
aiz.. but cant do anything also la..
jiu zhe yang ba.. hahaz.. suan le!!
pretend i dunnoe.. hahaz..
ignorance is bliss!!
大家!!!!
中秋节快乐！！

another week almost gone...

so fast is thursday liaoz..

on tuesday din do much lo..
as usual juz chatting with ppl..
ohoh.. den johnson came n gave mi ice cream to eat..
hahaz.. thx thx.. it was nice la.. =)
but nxt time dun need le!!! =P

den was studying for dispensing test..
but like nothing much to study..
so i went to slp le lo..

den yesterday got dispensing test..
den my suppositories not v nice.. got hole n white patches!
but nvm la.. hahaz..
den i went to clementi alone after e dispensing test..
hahaz.. v tu ran de decision.. so i din ask anyone along..
anyway i tink others also not free ba.. =P

went to watsons to look at some of e moisturisers..
went to clementi bookshop to look for some book tat wj wanted..
went to ntuc to buy biscuits, tea, choco, laundry bag, hangers..
went to trim eyebrows..
went to giordano n bot 2 tees cos they were on sale..
went to buy pao pao cha for ylp..

heez..it was q nice lo..
go out n buy stuff on my own..
can walk to anywhere i wan.. hahaz..
den was q lucky.. cos all e buses come v fast..

den at nite i was q qin lao!
i did my stats hw... while chatting with ppl of cos..
hahaz.. if not i tink i would fall aslp lo.. =P
n i managed to finish it.. muahahahz!

when do we eat choco??
hahaz.. still dunnoe wor..
c how lo...hope it will still be in gd shape by e time we eat it.. =)
looking forward to choco eating day! =P
fei si le!!

monday bluesssss...

errrr xin de lsm!!!!
how can like tat de... =(
before tat lsm i was still kaixin kaixin de..
was fa fenging with yingjia..
but when 12.15pm came....
*bad mood*
need of chocolate therapy...
not going to do anything tonite..
juz going to watch anime n eat chocolate!!
*ROAR*!!
i dun care!!!

Bangkok Trip!

thurs..
1st time i go to e budget terminal..
looked like a warehouse lo..
so ugly de.. aiz.. xian qi!! =P
anyway we board e plane n bot tidbits along..
hehez.. gd thing got tidbits.. cos we got hungry on e plane.. =P
reached in bout 2hrs time..
den arrived at e new thailand airport..
v huge.. but den.. abit e lousy la..
they took ages to get our luggage out..
n den had to wait super long for e cab.. waste lotsa lotsa time lo..
den we finally checked into e hotel room..
n went for dinner..
after tat we went to find tailor for haixing (sister's frend)..
n we went to e suan lum nite market to walk walk..
but din buy anything also.. cos it was ex!

Fri...
today is da feng shou!! muahahz..
we went to pratuunam..
den walk walk walk.. buy buy buy..alot alot wor..
den at one of e shopping complex we saw a small puppy!!
so ke ai de.. hahaz.. blur blur de puppy knocked into my leg while trying to chase my sister's fingers.. chao ke ai!! so sad we din take a photo with it..
hehez.. den after tat we went to siam centre n had lunch at e jap restaurant!
super delicious n cheap!! eat until stomach wanna burst liaoz..
so satisfying!! hehez..
den we walked mbk.. buy somemore stuff..
den went to e tailor again.. but seems tat haixing wasn't satisfied with them..=P
den we went bac hotel n we went for foot reflexology!!
muahahazz.. so shu fu esp since it's after a whole day of walking!! n cheap also!!
damn nice la! e guy who did e foot massage for me was skilled also..
hahaz..feel so pampered.. hahaz..

Sat..
today went to chatuuchak..
alot alot alot of stalls la.. but cannot finish walking de lo..
hahaz.. so we walked for like 3hrs..
bot some stuff.. den jiu go for lunch at e same place again!! e fuji jap restaurant..
muahahaz.. hao chi!! oishi!!! =P
walked at mbk again..
den went for dinner at chinatown..
had birdnest wor.. muahahz..
den we abit e diu lian.. hahaz.. even e waiter laugh.. but he try to hide la.. hahaz..
den went bac hotel after dinner.. n den we had foot massage again!!
hehez.. but this time de gal not as skilled.. den not as nice la.. oki onli lo..
den jiu go bac hotel n pack pack pack.. yin yin sai everything into e luggage.. muahahz..

sunday..
today did nothing la..
juz eat breakfast den jiu walk abit.. den go airport..
sit plane.. fly bac.. budget terminal again..
go home.. go hall..
study.. slp..

tat's e end of my mid sem break..
cant believe it's over.. but it is over.. aiz.. sianz ah...
sch starts again.. n i haven even catch up on e stuff..
it's tiring..
but i muz carry on.. jian chi xia qu!!!
at least i bot lotsa new yi fu.. muahahz..

how did i spend e 1st half of my midsem break?

on monday..
i went back to sch to do dispensing pract practice..
not too bad la.. did q afew preps..
den after tat had lunch..
n had to do stats project...
went to e computing building for e 1st time in my time in nus..
hahaz.. like so mountain tortoise.. =P
found afew papers.. but also dunnoe if it's suitable not..
den cos we were juz too slpy..
we decided to go bac.. hahaz..

went bac to hall n slpt..
after dinner i da sao chu!
i cleaned my fan..
mopped my floor..
wiped table..
washed my floor mat..
changed bedsheets..
make until my room is v clean!
felt a sense of satisfaction wor..
hahaz.. gan jing you shu fu de fang jian!! =)

Tuesday..
mugged lsm..
mugged n mugged...
but nothing seemed to be going in..
tink my brain got defects or wat ba..
so sianz.. aiz.. =(
so i started chit chatting to ppl online..
haha.. n studied v v slowly..
at least got some thing go in..
but dunnoe by now come out le ma..
dun like lsm.. =P
they seriously tink we can rem all those rxn n e enzymes n reactants n products meh..
if so.. i tink they r mad..
a bunch of mad lecturers...
argghhh.. now i c arrows i wan to puke...
reminds mi of all e complicated rxns..
i'm going crazy also.. xP

Wednesday..
woke up early today morning..
had breakfast den went to darkroom!
all my myself.. so independent rite..
hahaz.. =P
mixed e solutions by myself..
den tried to use e machine..
but realise tat somehow i cant find e image..
dunnoe y leh.. muz ask gor gor when he gets bac..

so i did some developing tat din require film..
but i tink not v successful also..
e contrast like not v ming xian..
dunnoe is i mix wrong or time wrong or e photo paper expire or e chemicals expire or i no skill..
hahaz..dunnoe la..
but i found q abit of stuff in e darkroom..
stuff tat i used before.. stuff tat i never c before..
n lotsa lotsa slide photos!
yuan lai last time de seniors got use slide film de..
li hai li hai.. hehez..
hmmm.. den jiu like tat lo..
came bac room n now going to do some more hw..
cos tml going to bangkok!!
den jiu no time to mug le..
okioki.. i shall stop le..
jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)

其实写了这么多。。。
我也不知道做不做得到。。
因为我就是一个常常会依赖别人的人。。。
可能因为家里我是最小的吧。。
所以有了这个坏习惯。。
虽然姐姐有常常要我独立。。

我只能尽力。。
如果我变得软弱。。
可以去找你吧。。

也不知道这样的决定是不是对的。。
只能试一试吧。。
如果不对的话。。
在看着办吧。。。
现在也想不到什么其它的了。。

我要坚强起来！

saturday nite we went to e village at heeren for our float qing gong yan..
before tat we went to kbox!
sing sing sing..
v fast e time past le..

den ate alot at e village.. =)
e food was good!
loved e orange grenadine.. it's v nice!
n e "death by chocolate".. hahaz..
saw e fondue too.. tink maybe nxt time can go try tat..
it looked v tempting.. hahaz..
anything chocolatey tempts me la..

sat with ah kok, lp, gor gor, anthony n fushan nearby..
it was q enjoyable eating with them..
juz din had to tink to any other stuff la..
juz crap n eat..
eat n eat n eat..
till i wanna burst.. hahaz..
the list of food i had:

grilled chicken breast with brown sauce
wedges
1 cup of orange grenadine
1 slice of death by chocolate
1/2 mushroom soup
1/2 strawberry waffle with choco icecream..
n many many others tat i kopped from others..

fei si le!=P

den jiu went bac home by myself..
cos e others were going bac to hall..
like v xiao sa like tat.. walk alone..
hahaz.. i tink too much le la.. not xiao sa at all lo..

den sunday..
i juz slacked e day away re-watching jin san shun with sis..
n cooking instant noodles n egg tat sis keep kopping..
hahaz..she keep saying hen xiang hen xiang...
den she eat.. hahaz.. gd also la..
den i wont get sooo fat..

zai jia li jiu wont get e feeling tat u r being xian qi...
zhen de hen hao..
wonder how they can stand me.. hahaz..
amazing ppl!!
i like my jia! =)

den at nite wj bot cheesecake..
so he called zw n asked mi to ask jh..
so i asked lo..
den eat n eat n drank tea as well..
e cake was nice..
e tea was nice..

somehow.. e atmosphere was weird..
for me i tink.. i tink e others felt oki..
onli me ba.. again.. it's onli me.. =P
cos i was juz there..
juz existing there..
no contribution.. nothing..
but wat else can i say?
i dunnoe anything..
dui yu yi ge shen me dou bu zhi dao de ren..
shutting up mite be zui zheng que de xing wei ba..

fang xin de qu zuo zi ji de shi ba!
i'm oki...realli..

hao lei de yi tian..

Friday nite went out with yj, wl n joy to get present for hl..
sh was supposed to come..
but she had to finish up her lab stuff..
we took a bus to marina square..
n we v fast alrdy saw some nice tops tat can buy for hl le..
but we still walked 1 round 1st..
eventualli we came bac to e same shop..
n bot a black off shoulder top for her.. =)
it's nice!

den we went for dinner at e foodcourt which i went to for e 1st time..
den had e korean chicken ramen which was spicy..
quite nice la..
den after eating.. me n joy started playing with food..
which was so dumb.. hahaz..
tink we studied too much bout emulsions..
we competed to c who can make e biggest oil globules from her bowl of oily soup..
in e end i tink i won.. but yingjia wan to stop us from playing so she destroyed our oil globules..
hahaz.. dumb.. but fun...

den after tat we went walk walk abit n i bot famous amos de brownies..
it was kind of like an impulse la..
cos too tempting le? hahaz
3 for $6.20..

den went bac with yingjia..
took bus to harbour front.. den took 10 bac..
想到上一次。。
我第一次要从这个方向回KE时。。
我不会回。。 问了一个人。。。
当时和那个人还很好的。。。
现在却不同了。。

anyway.. i took 10 n alighted at e correct stop cos i rem wat he told me last time..
but as i stood up..
all my coins dropped onto e floor..
diu lian!!!
coins rolled all over n i had to pick up one by one..
got 1 coin even roll to e bus driver there n he called out to mi to ask mi go pick up... aiz.. so throw face!!! =P
den i walked bac..
dark dark de.. den at nite e roads all look different..
cha yi dian mi lu!!
good thing eventualli got bac to pgp n den ke..
was tinking who i can call to get help if i realli lost..
di yi ge xiang dao de jiu shi na ge ren..
dan shi bu ke yi ta gei ta ba..
di er ge xiang dao de..jiu shi e lonely old man on e hills..
hahaz..

got bac n was soo tired..
ah kok say i look like xing shi zou rou..
so scary meh.. =P

zhi hou they asked if wanted to go nuh..
i was tired so i said no..
but den after tat i tot..
shld i be more sociable?? less zi bi??
aiz.. in e end decided not to..
maybe cos physically n mentally tired..
hao lei ah..

maybe made ppl feel tat..
"aiya... y tat wp like tat one..
y she so zi bi n bu li ren de..
she is soooo qi guai lo..
qi guai de ren!!!!"
maybe la.. i dunnoe.. =P
but i realli hao lei ah...
ren ji guan xi hao lei ren ah...
lei dao wo dou bu xiang blog ta le..

thx for cheering me up..=)
thx for offering to buy mi supper..
hope u had fun..
ni cai shi hao ren..
wo zhi shi pu tong ren..ke neng shi qi guai de ren.. =P

suddenly wanted to clean my room..
so i cleaned all e shelves.. floor n bedsheets maybe can change on monday ba..
san gen ban ye clean my room..
gou qi guai ba.. =P

i had my brownie... it was v nice!
cheered mi up some too..
wanted to buy coke.. but in e end din go n buy..
maybe cos i was lazy? healthy? wan to save $$? hahaz..
dunnoe la..

finished watching jin san shun le..
it's a nice show..
funny n touching..
even thou i dun tink such things will happen in real life la..
but still it was entertaining.. =)

2am liao jiu went to bed..
tat's all le..

1 more day to mid-sem break!!

yesterday nite was bad..
v lousy...
maybe i fa xie-ed many many of e stuff tat was kept in me for a long time ba..
felt so useless...
felt so sad...
got reminded of things i din wan to tink about..
din wan to tok about...
things tat i juz wanted to ignore...

fa xie shi fa xie le..
but still..i tink i wont do anything bout it..
hen mei you yong ba..

我就是这样的一个人。。。

is this a sufficient enough reason?
or issit juz an excuse...
issit i can't change
or i dunwan to change?
好烦。。

sometimes i tink i dun understand myself..
maybe other ppl understand me betta..
hahaz.. so stupid rite..

i dun wan frens to be worried about me..
不要成为人家的负担。。。

i must learn to kan kai more...
must!!

Thursday...

today was much betta..
but woke up with swollen eyes..
went for classes..
had e gan jue tat i muz be more kan kai.. =)

had thai classes again today..
=) like to go for thai lessons..
always will xi xi ha ha de.. heez
after tat we went to bazaar!
n i bot green tea ice cream.. meiji de wor..
hahaz.. it was not bad.. but lp xian qi!! =P
n i bot 2 pairs of earrings..
v ke ai de.. i like! hahaz..
but like v fast de den i spent $7 le..
maybe this is retail therapy ba.. compensate for last nite de unhappiness.. =P
ohoh.. n we had our usual dose of milooo..hahaz..

den came bac n chatted with e lao lao peng yous..
hahaz.. like to chat with ur wor..
will always make mi more kai xin..=)

den went for nite de thai class..
got quiz!! but onli 10 min la..
so it was oki i tink..
den after tat we watched a thai movie!
hahaz.. tink e title is called my girl..
oki la.. not too bad.. some parts q funnie..
but e story was v simple de lo..
was about children n friendship.. =)
at least we din have to draw e characters today..
can relac relac de watch movie.. =P

den came bac n went for photo comm..
n did lab report..
n toked to khun laiping..
den now i am bloggin!
not bad de day la..
tian tian kan kai..
jiu neng tian tian kai xin?

不管这么多。。
只要开心就好！！
=)

无聊又爱浪费时间的我。。。

i skipped lesson le..
skipped e useless stats lab..
go also juz slp onli..

hmmm..
回来的时候
开始胡思乱想
想到低是一个人好。。
是两个人好。。。
还是一群人好。。。

一群人的时候
有些时候也会感到很“一个人”。。。
没有真正能谈得来的人的话。。。
有心事也说不出口。。。

两个人的时候
会怕自己太依赖对方。。太黏人。。。
也会怕。。不知道自己有没有信错人。。

一个人的时候。。
最怕孤独。。寂寞。。
有喜悦也没人能一起分享。。
有悲伤也没人能一起分担。。

做人真的有这么难吗。。。
一堆的矛盾。。
好辛苦。。

最近的我。。
好像会是一个人的时候比较多。。
那我会寂寞吗？
有时候吧。。。
但一个人的时候
可以静静的。。想怎样就怎样。。
其实也蛮不错的。。

然后我又想了一下。。
现在有人在不爽我吗？
现在有人讨厌我吗？
现在有人在恨我吗？

想了觉得有点恐怖。。。
因为有些人是不会把这些感觉告诉你的。。
他们也许还会跟你假装成很不错似的。。。
所以你都不会懂。。

其实我也不想理。。
因为要理这些事的话会很累。。
我知道我的脾气有时不是很好。。
说了话得罪了人。。
有时也不知道。。
一些话以为人家不介意。。
可是可能他们其实听了是很在意的。。。

我怎么会知道那些话能说那些不能说？
猜测人家的想法是会累的。。
而且人的想法天天都在变。。
当我停止猜测的时候。。
就可能是得罪人的时候了。。

就是想了这些。。
hahaz..无聊吧。。 =P
it's nice to have this blog..
can juz dump all e nonsense in my head here..
happiness unhappiness weird stuff..
all in here!!!!

title-less...

today i was v blur..
n careless... cos i left my pencilbox somewhere...
hopefully is e lab.. den tml i can go lab n claim it bac!
pencilbox... ni yao deng wo!

n i ate alot today..
dunnoe y i'm like so pig lo...
eat choco.. milo.. potato salad.. dinner.. sweets...
actualli juz now wanted to eat somemore thing de..
but luckily i drag n drag until so late le..
so decided not to eat le..
hahaz.. eat tml mornin ba! =)

today de weather is v de good for slping..
hahaz.. i slpt thru e lsm lect..
dunnoe is cos e lecturer too boring or issit e weather or issit my prob..
hahaz.. guess it's juz me ba.. =P

ohoh.. n today i woke up late for lecture!
1st time this sem lo..
woke up at 7.50am..
den i juz washed up den jiu run down to catch bus le..
gd thing not v late.. n i'm not e onli one on e bus..
hahaz.. bx also woke up late ba i guess.. hahaz..
n he gave mi biscuits for breakfast! cos i skipped breakfast mar..
yea~! thx! heez..

n today during dosage form lab me n adeline juz like feng nv ren..
keep laughing n laughing at dunnoe wat also..
n alvin juz gave us tat zhao pai look of his.. hahaz.. so funnie lo..
hahaz.. maybe cos laughed too much.. tat's y forgot to bring bac pencilbox..
aiz.. =P

tink today was a betta day than yesterday! =)
hope tat everyday is also juz as good if not betta..

喜欢。。。
谢谢。。。

Juz another day..

today is an ok day ba..
nothing much happened..
watch dvd..
do abit of homework
cleaned xiaoham de cage..
aiz...

actualli is an oki day de..
shldn't be sad or wat de..
but y am i feeling down??
aiz.. i dunnoe y also..
tink it's lsm de fault..
every week is also lsm de fault...

e stupid lsm notes r sooooo brief..
juz draw afew lines write dozens of unknown chemical names..
n den they expect us to rem everything..
it's rubbish lo..
how to rem??
it doesn't make any sense to me..

aiz.. but maybe it's my fault.. i din go n read up e textbook...
aiz.. maybe i shld go n read.. when i have e time to sit down nicely to read ba i guess...
maybe it's cos i'm too slack..
feeling e heavy workload...
no longer like last time..
no longer e hols..
=(

realli miss e past..
以前的我可能比现在开心吧。。
想起以前我会笑。。
不开心的时候。。。
至少有那些可怜的人听我诉苦。。
现在也有这样的人。。
但是我不好意思去一直吵他。。
以前的那些人。。
现在也太遥远了。。
想找也不容易吧。。。

yesterday received jeremy de phonecall..
hao kai xin.. =）
even thou i was q tired..
but we still chatted for awhile..
toked bout his visions n future plans n stuff..
n he is still as sensitive n accurate as he was last time..
hahaz.. it was nice toking to him..
can kind of tell he had some problems too..
but tink he din wan to tok much bout it.. so i din ask..
yup.. he was rite.. it was refreshing toking to him.. =)
thx for e call.. hope to meet up realli realli realli soon k..

y was i tired yesterday?
cos went for johnson de comms ball..
it was not bad i guess..
i wore e same dress as e last time i went to han's de comms ball..
but this time.. i had to do e makeup by myself..
tink i did oki.. not too bad ba..
e whole event ended early..
so we went bac early since there was not much photo taking going on..
n he gave mi a gift to cheer me up.. cos he noe i wasn't in a great mood..
=) it was an eeyore.. thx thx! it's v nice..i like eeyore!

before tat in e morning i was working...
e work was boring but simple..
n earned myself some money...
so i was satisfied..

friday was rush here rush there..
everything in a blur..
that's all le ba..

不好的一天。。。

aiz...
today is a bad day la..
except for e project part which was carried out smoothly..
and also e 8am lecture which i did not slp at all..
cos i drank nescafe!! =)

den e others is normal normal..
but after i got home is not gd...=(
aiz..
i happily switched on my new laptop..
which i tot can now connect to my house de wireless connection..
but turns out..
i was wrong..
super irritated with e stupid thing..
cos i tried again n again..
but still cant..
maybe e router n my laptop de wireless not compatible or wat or maybe i still need to d/l something else to make it work..
arrghhh...
even william also dunnoe...
sianz!! he asked mi to go ask e ppl at nus..
=(
msn put help also nobody care.. aiz..
wo shi mei ren li de..

den cos i had to borrow q alot of clothes from sis for tml de work n e commissioning ball..
so she found me ma fan..
aiz.. got xian qi..
if i had e clothes i also wont need to borrow le rite..
maybe it's juz time for me to start buying some of those formal clothes..
sianz.. =(
so sad la.. alrdy irritated with e wireless thingy liaoz den still kanna xian qi..
aizzzzzzzzz....

e saddest part of today was maybe when i saw ...
看到却要假装看不到。。。
他也明明就看到了。。。
但他视而不见。。。
转开视线的那瞬间。。。
突然很想哭。。。
忍住了不哭。。。
但心却很不舒服。。。
以为自己放下了。。。
原来还没有。。。
你真的放下了吗？？

不夜城 by 张智成

你留了纸条
在我住的地方
我猜想你和他
一定又吵了架
你习惯了依赖
从一见你就这样
我凌乱的睡房
就像你的避风港

你对他的细腻
已经成了信仰
你心中只有他
即使我多么奢望
你在我的面前已经不用装扮
把你当作珍藏
却无法向你亮相

当爱靠近你之后
我成了你的不夜城
你倾诉你和他之间
我看着看着也湿了眼睛

爱离开你之后
我成了你的不夜城
好几次差点鼓起勇气
说真的真的我也爱着你~~

i like this song!
hahaz.. it's nice wor..
yea! zhang zhi cheng is gd! hahaz..

Actually there's nothing much to blog about...

heez..realli lo.. there's nothing much tat's happening these days..
dunnoe wat i've been busy with also.. =P
but e days juz pass by v fast...

hmm.. well i went for lunch with wj on wednesday...
hehez.. we had subway!!
v nice.. i tried e meatball one.. not bad.. =)
den i was soo full..
i din eat e chips... n caouldn't finish my coke..
so he helped mi finish e coke..
n i bot e chips bac for supper at nite.. =)

den at nite supposed to have "milo nite" supper by f blk..
but dunnoe y.. suddenly become "liang cha nite"..
hahaz.. but gd thing e liang cha is not bad also..
hahaz.. thx to peter n wenjun for helping to take e liang cha..
sad thing is nothing to eat.. so i ate my chips.. =P
n i studied for e stats test..
i tot i can finish v fast.. but turn out i was soo slow.. sianz..
den still got things i was unfamiliar with.. but aiya dun care le la..=P

so this morning had e test lo..
so sianz.. ask alot of weird weird qn as usual..
aiz.. dunnoe how many marks got deducted le lo..
=P bu xiang li la..
wait till e results come out le den c how ba..

went for e lsm.. like hypnotic one lo.. e lecturer.. hahaz..
i keep slping.. maybe it's my prob la..
i'm tian sheng a piggy.. =P
den got thai.. like rao kou ling..
hahaz.. so difficult to read.. my tongue all tied together le..
dunnoe how e guys read so fast one..
hahaz.. v li hai lo!!!

den today e nite thai writing class ended early!!
hahaz.. zhen kai xin.=) can come bac ke hall for dinner..
hahaz.. eat n eat.. realli pig lo..
den after tat is DnD meeting..
followed by Photo comm meeting..
den is slack time!!
slacked till now..
wan to read e pharm law thingy..
but it's so sianz.. aiz.. but for e sake of project.. mei ban fa ba.. =P
so i shall go n try to read somemore le..
=)

偶尔会感到幸福。。
幸福原来可以只是很简单的。。
一些小小的举动也能令我快乐。。
可能是我自己的头脑简单吧。。
谢谢!

=P

the 7 wonders of me (as requested by cch..=P)

7 random things about me
167m tall...
perfect eyesight...
am e youngest at home..
am learning how to speak n write thai at e moment..
i live at KE VII hall at e moment...
i have a pet hamster called xiaoham...
n i am broke... i need $$$...

7 random songs at the moment
Jay Chou 夜的第七章
Jolin 心型圈
Tanya beautiful love
Jay Chou Shan Hu Hai
Jolin 假装
Jay Chou 回到過去
Zhang Zhi Cheng 快乐

7 things I like most
my family!!
my frens!!
i like to eat chocolate...
i like to sing ktv...
i like coffee bean de e ultimate...
i like dogs..
i like to watch romantic comedies... n alot alot of other things wor.. 7 is not enuff...


7 things that scare me
Supernatural stuff..
getting seriously sick..
Insects.. (all)
weird ppl..
computer spoils..
not allowed to eat e food i wan to eat..
everyone ignores me..

7 things I say most
realli ar? or Zhen de ma?
huh~
orh
bu zhi dao or bu dong or dunnoe
hahaz..
oki lo..
byebyee..

7 people to do this
ppl who reads my blog ba..
hahaz.. i also dunnoe got who..
later i write their name den they dun wan to do how..??
=P so anything ba.. hahaz..

fu za...

on sunday i went running again..
forced by sis.. hahaz..
so i din run as much as i did on sat.. =P slacked..
n anyway my knees pain again.. sianz..
den i came bac to hall..
n realised something...

又哭了。。。
失去一个朋友是会心痛的。。。
但是如果他能够开心。。。
或许让他离开也是好事。。。
希望真的能开心起来。。
其实心里并没有放弃这个朋友。。
我会等待的。。
等你能坦然地接受与面对的那一天。。。
心里默默的希望你也没有放弃。。。
永远都是朋友！

thx for listening to me... =)
always go find u when i feel so lousy...
but u always v nice de...
even thou got test...
hope tat i din cause u much disturbance... =)
thx!

on monday
不想哭。。
但是还是拿自己的眼泪没办法。。。
越说越伤心。。。
两个人就一起哭。。。
好笨。。。

On tuesday..
i collected my laptop!!
new de laptop!!
=) kaixin!!
yea!! thx for helping me to install all my software!!
xie xie!!
nothing much le.. tat's all for now..
so tired...

the weekend is here...

haven accompliahed anything for e past 2 dayss...
feel so slack..
i'm a slacker!!! a pig!!!

went jogging in e evening..
den now i feel so nua.. like a pile of jelly...
so lousy.. run like 3km onli den so tired le.. hahaz..
n to tink i ate so much food..shld have lotsa energy de ma! aiz.. =P

den all i wan to do is slp...
got work to do wor...
y i never go do...
cannot like tat de.. by tonite i muz finish my thai hw before i can go to slp!!

den today i forgot to bring my choco home..
sianz.. den now my mouth is itchy..
but got nothing to eat..
maybe can go drink more 100plus...or drink milo.. hahaz..
wanted to drink coke.. but dun have.. aiz..

n y e tv got nothing to watch de..
so boring..
saturday nite wor! y got nothing more interesting de..
i'm bored ahhh!!

recalling bac to wat happened yesterday...
hmmm.. realli nothing much leh..
went for choir at nite.. den zw n wj came my room for supper..
hahaz.. initialliy tot e idea was abit weird.. cos me n zw got nothing to tok bout de lo..
hahaz.. e onli thing tat links us tog is my dear neighbour...
but it eventualli did turn out gd.. hahaz..
as in.. it wasn't awkward or anything.. =)

den tog we had tea.. n they had cookies...cos i wasn't hungry..
den actualli tink they wanted to have noodles also de..
hahaz.. but my neighbour came bac le!!
so zw went away to nxt door.. hahaz.. den left mi n wj lo..
jiu zhe yang.. hahaz.. no noodles in e end..

den in e morning.. i went for breakfast!!
1st time of e sem i actualli sat down at dining hall for breakfast! hahaz..
cos usualli is 8am class.. den no time for a proper breakfast de..
realised tat e noodles were reallie q nice.. nicer than last sem de at least..=)

den after breakfast i went bac for a short nap.. like 30 min like tat lo..
wj came n offered to sweep my room! cos he was juz cleaning up his room..
wah.. so nice rite.. hahaz.. but i got no broom..
onli got magic clean..so i told him nvm.. i will clean it myself de!!
heez.. thx for e sweet offer! =)
*smilez smilez smilez*

hahaz.. i'm having stoney stupid tots again..
hmmm.. juz wondering wat e rest of e world is doing at e moment..
wondering y am i so slack..
wondering wat's going to happen nxt week...
wondering if i shld go make milo to drink..
wondering wat time i shld go slp..
wondering wat time i shld wake up tml...
*wondering wondering wondering*

was told to rest more..
cos i tink i look tired..
i always look so tired nowadays.. hahaz.. dunnoe y also..
too many 8am classes?? =P
hahaz..so i shld rest more ba..
slp more.. drink more water..
stay healthy stay happy!!

juz tinking...
nxt week muz... ...
yin wei wo shi hui dan xin de..
hahaz.. maybe i'm paranoid de ba.. =P

seems like this entry is q incoherent..
hahaz.. been q sometime since i've wrote such an incoherent entry..
maybe cos my brain not functioning v well now..
hehez..
well well.. in order not to make it anymore incoherent..
i shall end le.. wan an!!
da jia yao shui ge hao jiao!!

thursday...

today was a long long day at sch..
from 8am to 8pm wor.. so sianz rite..
but i liked e thai speaking class!! so fun..
hahaz.. today we learnt alot of new words again.. =)
den at nite got e writing class.. ee yerr... i xian qi e lecturer lo..
hahaz.. dun like her voice n dun like e way she teach...
always like to mumble to herself..
dunnoe wat she toking also..
thruout e lesson i juz write my own words onli..
cos i also dunnoe wat she toking..=P
but i feel a sense of satisfaction n amazement when i c tat i can actualli write such qi guai de words! hahaz..
den we went bac taking e btc bus! cos An helped us to ask e driver if can take bac notz..
yea!! An shi hao ren! hahaz..

so we reached bac n v fast i had to go for photo comm meeting le..
gor gor also went.. n i was xia dao when wang kai say i am one of e advisors! hahaz..
i dunnoe anything one lo.. but gd thing i am paired with gor gor..
den he can teach mi n e freshies tog! heez..
n we also went to c e darkroom! long long time no step into darkroom le..
hahaz.. even thou it's smaller than NJ de.. n got less equipment..
but e moment i step into it.. i c all e familiar equipment..
i suddenly feel v huai jiu.. hahaz..
xiang qi e old times at PS...
with mr chia suaning sock ar..
sam toking nonsense..
liulei being there to zhu chi da ju..
n occassional nonsense from wen yuan n ling chong..
me being there to laugh at everything n clean up e darkroom.. =P
hahaz.. hao xiang nian wor..
=)

after tat i went bac n slacked.. realli slacked.. again...did nothing at all..
juz stared at comp screen e whole nite n chatted with ppl..
realised got ppl v sad..
i tried to an wei...
but tink i was super lousy at tat.. dunnoe wat to say to make him feel betta.. =S
i was v jing zhang.. n tink i mite have sprouted some stupid nonsense..
hope he dun feel tat i am stupid de.. hahaz..
heard tat he is soo sad i am v dan xin...
cos never feel tat he is so sad before ba.. ke neng wo xia dao le..
e things tat he said.. i shld have felt sad also de...
but somehow.. e sadness was realli there.. maybe i was too jing zhang.. too dan xin..
so i couldn't feel e sadness in me..

hmm.. but.. zhen de ma??
wo yi jing luan le...
wat issit tat i am feeling n tinking??
wo zhi zhi dao ta shi zhong yao de.. but in wat sense? i have no idea..
tink tat e best thing i can onli do now is to let nature take its course..
bu yao ying ying yao qiu yi ge hen clear cut de ans from zi ji..
hopefully time will tell.. hahaz..
frens r e best! no complications.. no fu za.. rite??
=)

sui ran ni kan bu dao zhe xie..
dan shi.. hai shi yao shuo..
bu yao nan guo..
bu xiang kan dao ni nan guo..
gei zi ji shi jian.. qu jie shou yi qie..
ni shi hao de!! bu yao jue de zi ji cha!!
you shi ke yi zhao wo de..
wo ke neng bu shi hen neng an wei ni..
yin wei wo hen lan at an wei-ing.. =P
dan wo yuan yi ting.. da shi ye hao.. xiao shi ye hao.. =)
xi wang ni hui hen kuai de kai xin qi lai..
hui dao xiang yi qian yi yang de kuai le!!
=)

wednesday!!

wednesday was v eventful! hahaz..

after e pharm stats lab.. which i slpt thru again...=P
i went to co-op n tried to buy e stats txtbk...
but it was out of stock.. n needed another 4 wks to come..
diaoz lo... another 4 wks wor..by den e exams come liaoz lo..
so i decided not to buy le.. cos lp also say not useful de..

den went bac n made box..
make until headache.. so went to slp..
woke up liao still headache..
so yu qi hen bu hao...
n no appetite...
so i din eat dinner.. onli drank soup n water...
tink i xia dao ren again.. aiz.. sorry for e poor yu qi..
cos tou hen tong.. =(

so i decided to go starbucks at holland v...yi ge ren qu!
cos bu xiang stay for firedrill..
n also to go out to san san xin...
stupidly after i received 1 sms..i cried.. at e busstop.. hahaz..
so ben rite..was a v simple sms asking mi y act happi when i'm sad.
maybe it was so short n sweet n direct..
or maybe i was gan dong.. hahaz..
now i also dunnoe y i cried..
maybe cos i was listening to jay chou de song.. hahaz..

den i reached holland v.. realised tat starbucks closed down le!
aiz.. so i went to coffee bean instead...but it was gd also!
cos i had my fav.. e ultimate..=)
den i saw all e cheesecakes n muffin..
dunnoe y i felt happier..hahaz.. i realli pig.. =P
so i sat down there n read thai.. read lsm..
den i bot muffin n came bac..
by den xin qing zhen de hao hen duo le.. =)

so i came bac.. n finished up e present..
den i started to pian ren to meet me at pgp.. hahaz..
i gave him e present.. den he invited mi to his room.. =)
so i went n played with his li wu!
hahaz.. he had a v cute de li wu!
so i play play play..
n he treated mi icecream float! hahaz.. yea..
hao he!! =P
ohoh.. n he say he saw mi at holland v! he was eating icecream at swensons.. hahaz..
but i juz floated past la.. so he couldn't call mi.. =P
den he open e my li wu.. hahaz.. he say v yong xin.. =P
den he show mi photos...
den v fast 1 hr pass le..
den i say have to go bac le.. cos haven bathe yet!
so he sent mi to e busstop..

den on e way we saw 1 big grp of ppl..
turn out it was a big grp of pharm ppl!! hahaz..
tink they were planning how to celebrate his bday..
but v qiao de.. we walked past.. hahaz.. tink spoilt their plans.. =P
hahaz.. so funnie de.. i juz kept laughing n laughing..
abit awkward la.. hahaz.. but still v funnie.. =P
n farveez was looking at me with those huai yi de yan guang.. hahaz..
den he cont to send me to bus stop..
n den he walked bac to meet them..
so i went bac n bathed..
tinking of how they were celebrating his bday...
...

den wj came n we toked bout my previously de bu kai xins..
ben ben de wo you ku le..
qi shi bu shi wo bu yao ting ni shuo de dong xi..zhi shi wo bu dong de ru he qu chu li..
i noe i cant be a gd person in everyone's eyes n i wont try to be..cos it's impossible for mi!
but juz tat if possible...bu xiang nong dao bie ren yin wei wo er bu kai xin..sui ran ni shuo bu shi wo de cuo..dan shi wo jiu shi hui jue de wo ye yao fu qi yi xie de ze ren..
hmmm.. so in future how.. i also dunnoe..tink will try slowly slowly...
wo ye yao jian qiang yi dian.. bu yao na me rong yi ku qi!! =)

after i stopped crying..
we heard voices outside my room.. so wj went to have a peep..
den he asked mi to close my eyes.. hahaz..so i closed.. den he went out..
so i was diaoz.. tinking..*huh??*
den someone opened my door n sang a bday song to himself with a cake in his hands..
at e bac got a huge bunch of pharm ppl..hahaz...
wo xia dai le.. =P hahaz..juz blur diao..
so i went over n they forced him to feed mi cake..hahaz..
so i being blur blur.. juz ate e cake..
den they say i muz feed him too..
so i also feed him.. hahaz.. so co-operative rite..=P
den i realised they alrdy made him do alot of tasks beforehand..hahaz..
basically ta men zai wan ta.. hahahaz..
den they were discussing wat else to do to sabo him..
den they say still got 2 strawberries..
so he ate 1 of it.. n fed me e other one..diaoz.. hahaz..
den he gave me 1 slice of e cake.. n e last piece to mindy they all..=P
i was still in shock.. hahaz..
den after tat tink they were satisfied... n so they all left tog..hahaz..
so i was left with a huge slice of cake..
n wj also bu jian le..so i went up to find him..
n den we cont to tok tok abit..
n i finished e cake..
tat's all..

realli qi guai de yi tian lo..hahaz..
qi qi luo luo..
qu zhe li qi..
but realli..
thx to wj for toking to me n cheering mi up..
thx to bx for e float n letting me play his li wu!!
thx to pgp n pharm ppl for e cake n walking up e ke stairs to find my room..hahaz..
bu yi yang de yi ge wan shang!! =)

long time no blog!!

well well.. yalo.. i long time no blog.. but not becos i lazy k.. hahaz.. cos my lappie always siao siao..wan to hang den hang.. wan to restart den restart...hen you xing ge!
den now abit free so i blog abit lo.. hahazcant rem much also la.. but actualli dun need to write bout everyday de also..cos not everyday got things happen mar..

on saturday nite i rem went out with cch n hx!!hahaz.. like q a long time no meet le..=)den v shuang.. we had nydc..heez..
e elephancino was really huge..i dun recommend u to try n finish 1 by urself..heheez..
too much le!!
den we toked alot.. from relationships to frends to sch to society!!
hahaz.. chim wor..but was so shuang.. cos we fa xie n complained n complained..hahaz.. hen tong kuai!! =)
we juz sat down at e orchard mrt there to tok.. den sat nite de orchard jing ran is empty empty de..so strange de lo.. hmm... heez.. =P

let me try to recall wat else happened..
hmmm..yup yup.. monday was fhd(formal hall dinner) again!hahaz..
e theme was apparently hawaiian for F blk..so i borrowed a sarong from sis..den in e end they tell mi it's formal...
wat rubbish.. aiyo.. so i got nothing else to wear.. so heck.. i wear tat as a skirt.. with a white tee..n i had to figure out how to wear e sarong for a long long long time cos i din ask sis how to tie e thing.. hahaz.. so benz..hahaz..
anyway.. e rag team were supposed to be their "waiters"..so sad lo.. have to peng cai to strangers.. =(
never done tat before wor.. hahaz..den nvm.. e thing is... they r so messy!! aiyo..
qiaojie n i were serving e same table n i din even noe till i saw him putting dishes there..sianz.. so messed up.. n there were not enuff seats for all e servers! den e guys had to stand.. in e end they sat at a diff table...gd thing e table tat i serving e ppl r nice.. never realli ask mi for anything like spoons or extra rice or wat.. hahaz..this fhd no fun one lo..aiz.. hmmm.. but nvm la.. over le jiu suan le..never take any photos also.. tink no one got e mood ba.. hahaz..but got ppl say i look nice wor.. hahaz.. thx fushan n peter.. =P

hmmm.. wat else wat else..tink got nothing much le ba..
today went for a agm tat has got nothing to do with me.. aiz..sianz..den after tat went to dr seow's hse for supper!!gd food wor.. hahaz.. his whole family all so frendly de lo..hahaz..
xi huan ta men! yea.. =)
den tml is got firedrill...i wan to escape leh..hahaz..
c how ba..hopefully can escape n dun waste my time there... ...

finalli..
happi bday to bingxun!
hope u have a great day!!
may all ur wishes come true!!
wo bu yao zuo xiong mao ping! so i shall go slp le..
wan an!!

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today is tuesday!

hmmm.. tink e past few blog entries i sound so depressed..
but nvm.. cos today is a gd day!
hehez..
lappie is working perfectly!
i dunnoe y but yea!! zhen kai xin!
am chatting to ppl continuously without being afraid tat it'll hang any sec..
so sheng qi!! hahaz..
but den aiz.. if lappie hanged today den i would have gotten icecream to eat! =P hahaz..
but u say no hang also will give me icecream de! =P when when?? hahaz.. i'm a pig!!
chat chat chat..
chatted bout ben ben de dong xi..
muz tok japanese to my lappie..
n korean to my hp!
cos lappie is toshiba n hp is samsung de.. hehez.. fei feiz lo.. but i like! hahaz..
xiao si wo le.. =P
yuan lai shi zhe yang de!!

den today was e 1st thai lesson! hahaz
v funnie de wor..
e teacher is v nice! heez.. abit siao siao de feel..
but v interesting..
den got weird weird de pronounciations..
hahaz.. i muz xue hao lai!! nu li!!
practised with lp in my room juz now..
hahaz.. we juz laugh n laugh... =P

oki.. i shall tok bout yesterday too..
yesterday got choir auditions.. hahaz..
so diu lianz..
we qian xin wan ku chose a song.. den in e end cant sing tat song..
so in e end i sang yong qi..
hahaz..
den it was time..
so throw face!
i tink i got hearing problems...
can differentiate e keys..
den qiaojie was there also.. hahaz.. diu lian si le!!
after tat i went for road relay.. which was v weird cos i was e onli gal senior till mindy n hooiching came...
hahaz.. so we ran e A1 route.. n i got cramps in e middle..
so sianz diao.. so i walked a whole big part of e run.. aiz...
yuan lai yuan fang qin qi is also there.. n he also ignored mi..
din even look at me.. sadded leh... =(
came bac n bathed.. din go for e road relay supper..
den was so tired lo.. hahaz..
wj came n we toked toked.. till bout 1+am..
yuan lai shi jie shi hei an de!! =S
hmmm...yuan lai wo kan dao de ye zhi shi biao mian ba le..

okioki.. bac to today.. hahaz.. was actualli bloggin halfway when wj came n we had supper!
muahahaz.. hao chi de kimchi noodles..
yea~!! getting fat le lo.... =P
tat's y i am posting this post now.. hahaz..

now is wednesday liaoz..

zhe ji tian bu hao yi si...
cos gen peng you shuo hua..
suo yi..reply man le.. hope u dun mind!
heez.. walked e short cut route tp lt 20 today...
hahaz.. you yu le yi xia.. cai jue ding gen ni zou.. hahaz.. you xie diu lianz...
always diu lianz in front of u de..feel so ben ben de.. =P
bu yao jie yi! heez..
i'm toking as if this person will read this.. but actualli no la.. e person wont read this de..
juz myself imagining i'm toking to e person ba le.. hahaz.. so stupid rite..
but i am this stupid de.. =P

hmmm... xiang qing chu ba!!!
zhe yang shi dui hai shi cuo??
ke yi zhe yang de ma??
yao de shi shen me??
hao fu za wor...
...

juz tots..

e past week i cant rem much..
n realli nothing exciting happen ba..
juz lectures, lab, lectures, lab..
realli nothing much de lo..

but certain things happen n made me start to have certain tots ba..
hmmm.. realli dunnoe how to start..
it's like there r lotsa things stuck inside..
v difficult to get them all out..

starting to feel more n more like a huai ren..
wo shi huai ren ma??
is my problem rite..
other ppl dun seem to have e difficulty..
hen xiang hen xiang zi bi...
bu xiang nong dao bie ren bu kai xin de..
shi zi ji de ge xing you wen ti ba..
maybe i'm a private person...
alot of times wan e time alone to tink thru things on my own...
alot of times wan e time alone to do my own stuff...
but i guess alot of times... it's not v possible..
so i get frustrated...
n say or do things tat make other ppl unhappi...
after tat i will feel v bad...
like y cant i be more accomodating...
y cant i juz be more da fang...
y cant i be more sociable...
feel like a bad person...

in e past i would have been more onz bout going for those fun fun de activities with many ppl de...
but now.. i'm more anti-social..
maybe cos wo lao le... hahaz..
juz feel tat wo mei shen me hua jiang..
ye pa zi ji shuo cuo hua..
later make ppl sad..
make ppl tink i'm fierce..
etc etc...
so i'm not realli suitable for these type of stuff ba...aiz...

maybe these r all excuses...
maybe i'm juz beginning to get tired of hall life...
maybe i'm juz tired of e complicated ren ji guan xi...
maybe maybe maybe... wo ye bu zhi dao...

despite these...
am still glad tat there r ppl who appear at e rite times... =)
to him..
thx for helping to fix up my computer even thou it din work.. cos it's not e window's prob..
thx for being there to hear my complains n my bu kai xins..
thx for e meiji choco (i realised i haven thank u for tat yet.. =P)..
thx for being a fren n not xian qi-ing me.. =)
n to him
sorry for making u blur.. cos i always never say out e complete situation to ya..
thx for being concerned..
thx for e fei feis.. cheered me up.. (suan tian ku la.. i'll rem de.. heez..)
thx for e an weis.. =)

the past week realli has been emotionally more unstable..
juz hope tat e nxt week will be better ba.. =)
tat's all..

bu hao bu hao...

wo shi ge huai ren ma?
gan jue yue lai yue qiang lie..
everytime i will feel like tat..
aiz...

Thursday...
had supper with wj n gor gor...
bu cuo de yi ge supper... =)
hao hao chi de mian!
thx for askin me along!

friday...
was ke O Bash...
nothing much de la..
v sianz... bei ren xian qi..
many qi guai de ren..
bu zi zai de gan jue...
ke hao xiang bian de qi qi guai guai le..
bu zhi dao.. aiz.. ke neng shi wo de xiang fa bian le?
happi de shi when mi n jh went walk walk n found rings!
hahaz.. mei mei de.. bracelets n necklaces also!
but too bad.. wo men shi qiong xue shen.. =P
hui lai shi.. dian nao huai le..
logged in 10 min jiu dieded liaoz.. sadded..
suo yi jiu qu shui le...

Saturday...
woke up in e morning to do hsework..
xiang auntie le wor.. =P heez
den qu le PS for float de exhibition..
nothing much to c except for KR de train..
damn nice... fascinated... hao li hai de ren ar.. =)
ran hou shi ke perform dance..
looks weird without e float.. hahaz..
den qu chi fan!
had e mos de new rice burger.. hahaz..
mei you mai xiang.. but taste is not bad..
nxt time can eat again! =P
after tat we( lp jh mi!) went kbox..
sang many songs! muahahz..
tat was fun! sing new songs.. old songs.. weird songs.. fast songs.. slow songs..
hahaz.. zhen shi bu cuo..
after tat jiu come home..
got new de t-shirts! hahaz.. yea! got xin yi! thank u!!
cleaned xiaoham de cage.. yea!!
tried to do abit for project.. but aiz.. as usual.. lazy mi.. =P

hmm.. hai man kai xin de.. =)
ren wei ta hui mang.. bu gan qu da rao..
ye ren wei zi ji tai fan ren.. bu gan qu da rao..
bu jue de hui you ke neng liao tian le..
dan shi yuan lai shi hui zhu dong de..
hahaz.. qi shi zhi shi hen wei xiao de xiao shi..
dan qi guai de wo que hai shi hui kai xin..
xi wang zi ji neng zi ran yi dian..
hai yao xia ding jue xin!
yao xiang qing chu!
bu neng mi mi hu hu de!!

Thursday

Actually got nothing much to blog about la..
These few days also nothing happen de..
Hahaz.. juz sian sian de qu shang ke ba le lo..
Den realize tat a lot a lot of e things wo ting bu dong..
Like nothing going into my head..
Aiz.. tink year 2 is not easy lo..
Lotsa project also!

On Monday I took dr seow’s car bac to hall!
Haha.. cos happen to be on e way..
So they gave me a lift.. so gd rite!
Tat’s all I can rem ba le wor.. hahaz..

On tues nite we had a pharm supper for KE!
Hahaz.. mi mindy n lp went to cook wor..
We cooked nuggets, fries, potato salad, hotdogs..
N we also had ice cream bread!! Hahaz..
Cant rem e details but cookin was q fun.. hehez..
But onli 3 freshies came wor.. e others dunnoe go where liaoz..
But all e seniors came! Including bx who moved to pgp le..
Hahaz.. came bac for free food.. =P
I took 1 loaf of bread home.. but I got no spread leh..
Den going to expire liaoz.. how how?? =P

Den yesterday had a long long talk..
Hmmm.. find it q weird..
Cos everytime when I happen to be tinking bout something..
Tat thing will come to me de..
Dunnoe if u get wat I saying also.. but nvm la.. hahaz..
Hmmm.. juz wanted to say tat actually I kind of tot tat you leng dan de xian xiang..
Gan jue bi jiao dan le.. ke neng yi kai shi de shi hou dou mei you hen qiang lie..
Suo yi dan le ye bu qi guai..
Dan shi zuo tian zhi dao le na xie shi..
Jue de zi ji ke neng tai guo yu zhu dong le..
Sui ran wo shi jue de hen pu tong.. hahaz..
Hmmm.. ke neng zi ji bu yao zai qu zhao re ta le ba..
Hen pa hui gao de hen gan ga..
Qi shi wo zhi dao.. xin li ye yi zhi shi qi pan neng zuo hao peng you..
Mei you xiang yao yue guo peng you de jie xian..
At least not now..
dun deny you hao gan.. dan ye jiu zhi shi hao gan…
Bie ren dui ni hao.. dang ran ni hui kai xin bu shi ma?
hmmm... bu zhi dao la..
Ran ta ji xu leng dan xia qu ba…

The bestest float ever! =P

i love KE float! hahaz..
muacks to every floater!!
thanks for the past 2 months! =)
it mite have been tiring..
but it was worth it! =)

Bestest float design!!

Actually I cant rem much also..
Maybe cos too little slp le.. hahaz..

Monday:
Today we compete to drink vitagen!
Hahaz.. cos e seniors buy a lot of vitagen for us.. yea!
Den got different categories de.. hahaz..
Got 1 is c who can finish fastest using straw..
Den e other one is who can finish fastest drinking from e bottle..
I won e one for drinking from straw! Hahaz.. yea!
Lp won e other one.. =P heez
Got ppl jing ran drink 16 bottles! Muahahaz..
So kong bu! I drink 4 bottles onli alrdy wan to puke..=P
Den got flag briefing.. cos tml is flag day!
So we sit there n waste time.. cos they like inefficient lo.. aiz..
Somemore dun have s size de tshirt le! So we had to take m de..
So huge wor!
Den lp went mad n suddenly throw her tshirt high into e air..
Hahaz.. den zw went to help her catch.. n scolded her shen jing bing!
Hahahz.. so diu lian.. dunnoe y she throw so high also.. hahaaz..
Den after tat we had float debrief.. den we went home to slp ard 1+am..

Tuesday:
Woke up at 5am to go flag day!!
Hahaz.. like zombies like tat.. eat breakfast with everyone in e dining hall
Den we chu fa le..we follow our leader n board e bus.. we went to sembawang!
But becos me lp n Alison had to leave early de.. we got sent off to admiralty instead..
Ailson de business v v gd wor! Hahaz.. many ppl donate to her de..
She v fast e tin full liaoz.. den she also help us to finish e stickers..
We much slower than her lo.. n we do flag using e jie li method..
Hahaz.. meanin I do 1 round of stickers.. den she do 1 round.. den I do again..
Yea! So tat we can get some rest in between.. cos we r so tired!!!
Den jh came n we finished our stickers.. so we use hers..
Den we were so hungry we went for lunch at kfc..
Hahaz.. yea! V nice to eat! =P
Den we went to guardian to buy some stuff.. n we continued to flag..
By tat time we alrdy heard tat got some ppl went bac hall le wor..
So early de.. but we v guai..we continued.. n gd thing we continued!
Cos got ppl donate $10 to me! Hahaz.. yea! So nice!!
Den after tat we went to buy eng seng de cake.. v ke ai de!
I wan e blue colour de car!!
When we reached bac.. alrdy had to start work le..
No rest de! Like almost everyone else had time to slp abit 1st before kai gonging..
=P so we were like zombies.. blur blur de also..
laughin at everything.. mad de.. den keep hearin wrong things..
like “ni you sms wo ar?” become “ni yao qu ce suo ar?”
hahahz.. so ben ben de..
so we juz work n work n work..
cant rem wat else happened le.. =P

Wednesday:
Today rained wor! At nite de shi hou…
Suddenly rain while everything was still outdoors.. xia si ren le!
While we were doin e island.. gor gor calmly turned to us n say xia yu le..
Den we still blur blur sit there n huh? Hahaz.. den he repeat again xia yu le..
This time e other guys got hear den they all rushed outside to move e props in..
Onli den did we realize tat is rainin le! Hahaz.. we r so bu qing xing de..
Den e whole situation v v chaotic.. everyone was rushing..running ard..
E ship came in den everyone look for tissue to wipe e scales dry..
Den e treasure chest came in.. n no more tissues le..
So I went downstairs n steal e cleaner’s toilet paper in e cupboard one..
Hahaz.. ke lian de cleaner.. dui bu qi! =P
Den e li hai de nan rens went to put e canvas sheet to enclose e tent..
So luan! Gd thing there were no big damage to e things.. =)
Den we continued to do island.. do do do.. until thurs morning..
We were working half aslp like tat lo..

Thursday:
We ended work in e morning at bout 8+..
Den we were like zombies.. (we meaning daddy, xiaomei, lp n me)
When we entered dining hall for breakfast.. I tot I was bu qing xing..
Cos I saw someone who normally wont be there there..
Hahaz.. bx came for kopi for his breakfast! Muahahaz..
Toked abit while I was washing hands..
Short conversation.. den he left for pharmacy fow le..
After breakfast we went bac to slp..
Hehez.. we woke up at 3.30pm to go bac to work..
Den today went to master’s house for dinner! Hahaz..
V nice wor.. got lotsa gd food! Hahaz.. many cakes n jellies!!
Den his hse v big n nice! Got tall tall de ceiling I like! Hahaz..
We took many many photos there.. yea!
Ooh.. before tat we had a luncheon meat dinner.. hahaz..
4 pieces of luncheon meat per person wor.. li hai ba.. hahaz.. mad de..
den after tat is full dress rehearsal!
Tink e seniors all q like our float! Hahaz.. I like also! Hahaz
But e rehearsal not v gd.. tink everyone v nervous..
Den e side prop ppl spoil my flower!!
I was so sad lo.. =(
Den after tat e wheels of e island drop off! Omg.. xin tong!!
Gd thing not much damage.. e engineers quickly fix bac le.. hahaz..
After tat we continued to touch up.. den got freshies help us..
But den.. aiz.. maybe we expect too much ar.. dunnoe.. =P
Not tat I dun appreciate their help.. but I tink I can actually do betta on my own.. =P
Den we slpt in e comm. hall for ard 2 hrs like tat.. cos e lounge was full of nan rens!
Hahaz.. so no space.. n e hall is v cold lo.. =P wake up liao leg is ma bi..
Den after tat we continued to work..

Friday:
Work work work..
Touch up here n there.. v hun luan wor.. hahaz..
Den at nite we started to prepare e stuff we need to bring to src..
V kong bu! I cant believe we r going there liaoz.. hahaz..
Den master buy us supper again.. but we not free to eat.. so we put like 2 dou huas aside to eat later.. but when we got bac wan to eat liaoz.. we realize er ge is eating our dou hua!!
So bad de.. steal our food… =P =P =P
Hahaz.. den I was supposed to be e vehicle IC for island..
So I went down with e island to SRC at 1.30 like tat..
Gd thing e transport down there din spoil anything.. hahaz.. den dun need touch up much.. =P
Reach there liao den saw other ppl de props coming in one by one..
V jing zhang de wor..
Den theirs like all look v nice like tat.. cos is in e dark.. hahaz..
So actually ours is v nice de!! =P

Saturday The Day:
So we were all at SRC.. den we fell aslp at some pt in time..
Cos v v tired le..
Juz slpt on e track.. hahaz..like pig like tat..
Den we saw e floats coming in.. all like damn nice lo..
So kong bu.. started to wonder if we really will win notz le.. =P
Den it was time to get ready for 1st touch up..
Had to keep all e xian ren out of e display box..
V v sheng qi lo!! All e stupid ppl keep stepping into our box.. arrghh!!
Den when it was 1st touch up.. v v chaotic.. hahaz..
We were like e onli hall tat keep shouting here n there.. scream scream scream..
Den torch light shine here n there.. hahaz.. but q fun la.. hehez..
After tat we had to wait for e judges to come round n c c look look..
We also went to c other ppl de.. hahaz..
When it was our turn rite.. I tink bala was v v gd.. like e most sheng dong de presenter lo..
Hahaz.. v nice!!
But den got accident happen wor..
1 of e judge accidentally fell down into e hole in front of our display box!!
Xia dao everyone wor.. gd thing no one laughed..n gd thing he mei you shi!!
Den e presentation went on smoothly.. n ended nicely! Heez..
After tat was time to take photos!! Take take take..
Den go c other hall de.. walk walk walk..
Den it was time for 2nd touch up.. this time not as chaotic.. cos nothing spoil..
Dun really need to touch up much.. =)
After tat we had to wait for our dynamic presentation…
Had to wait v v long wor.. cos have to wait for all e fac to finish 1st..
Saw e pharmacy one.. no float.. onli backdrop..
At least betta than law de! Hahaz.. =P nvm la.. 1st year participate onli..
There’s always room for improvement! =P
Den erg e asked me to go watch e fac performance with him..
But he walk so fast I couldn’t catch up! Den sooo many ppl..n e road so difficult to walk..
So I gave up when he disappeared from my sight.. hahaz.. =P diu xia wo!!
Den eventually we managed to walk tog to KE supporter stand.. hahaz..
Watch n screamed cheers along lo.. hahaz..
Den when it was our turn.. we chiong to e front to watch.. gd thing got 1st row de view..
Juz kept screaming n screaming.. anything also scream.. hahaz..
Like mad woman like tat… 1st time scream so much in my life..
But really I was v proud.. really v ji dong also!! Den we cheered n cheered.. yea!!
5 minutes over liao.. performance ended.. we were so happi!! It was e best performance ever!! Den we run from e supporter stand to join everyone at e float..
hahaz.. saw ah kok cry.. he really v v ji dong!!
Actually I also v touched.. n feel like crying.. but never cry.. =P
E feelin v hard to describe wor.. but e sense of satisfaction is really v big!
1st time I feel like tat.. v unforgettable.. =) I luv KE float!!
hen high hen kai xin!! Hahaz..
den we took many many photos.. hahaz..v fun!!
Den it was results time…
E nussu ppl really v qian bian..
They read wrongly many many times lo.. make everyone blur..
They 1st announced tat KE won best float presentation.. but they congratulated KR..
Diaoz.. den it turn out tat KE won best flost design but KR won best float presentation..
Luan luan de.. =P hahaz..
So happi!! We won best design!! Even thou e rest of e awards all went to KR la.. hahaz..
But theirs really q gd also de.. got surprise de lo.. hahaz..q zai..
Den we had to move everything bac to hall.. move move move..
V tired liaoz lo.. so all e gals sat on e steps.. n slpt on e steps sitting down…
Hahaz.. shen qi wor.. yuan lai join float can learn this type of skill de..hahaz..
Den finally we got bac hall at 5+pm..
N e moment e lorry went down e slope.. I saw someone..
Hahaz.. but disappeared v fast la.. =P hong hong de..
Den after abit of unloading..
We went bac to bath n slpt like a pig..
Really no zhi jue de lo.. hahaz.. like in a coma like tat..
N I woke up at 5.30am.. realizing tat e master’s supper is over le…

Sunday:
Hahaz.. it turned out tat everyone also din go for e supper..
Tot I was e onli one.. hahaz.. =P
Everyone concussed! Hehez..
So I went bac slp n woke at 9am..
Den at 11.30 we went clementi to buy stuff!
Hahaz.. we stole e ntuc trolley.. =p
Push it all e way from ntuc to watsons..
Hahaz.. li hai ba! But v diu lian also.. hahaz.. =P
Den we took a cab to rush bac..
Cos got cleanin up at 2pm!
When we reached.. everyone was gathered at e foyer there..
Hahaz.. so diu lianz.. =P
Den we clean clean clean until v vigorous like tat.. hahaz..
Cos we want to finish fast fast!
But still we took a long time..
From 2 to 6.. still haven finish.. so eat dinner..
Den still continue to clean.. aiz..
Got ppl leave halfway.. den ppl dunnoe do wat..
V tired le.. den c this type of things happen I feel v sian..
Like not fair de lo.. argghh!!!! Y can like tat one..
You qi you hao xiao.. hahaz.. cos dunnoe y like complain complain complain until q shuang.. hahaz.. =P
If I xia dao ppl.. sorry ar.. =P heez..
Den we shou gong at 11 like tat.. den Monday still have to continue de..
Aiz.. lei ahhh!!! =P
Ohoh.. n today we finalli got e cars from eng seng’s cake! Hahaz..
Yea! Ke ai de cars!! =)
den it's bac to sch now.. =(

continue e countdown to float...AHHHHH!!!!

friday:
today is a weird day.. half gd half not gd...
good cos today got doggie called xiaobai come our hall!!
he is from hall de wor.. last time used to stay in KE 10 yrs ago de..
he v v v v guai! even thou he not v pretty or cute tat type.. =)
so kai xin! got famous de doggie come visit us.. hahaz..
den i realised tat juncai realli realli scared of dogs de wor.. hahaz.. hide v v far away from xiaobai..
den at nite got foong seng de nasi lemak for supper!! cos seniors come bac den they buy for us.. hahaz.. v nice wor..esp since i din eat dinner beforehand..
also got e freshman initiation ceremony! den we were involved in cheerin for our blks.. ah kok was v ji dong! hahaz..
but felt weird to cheer for F blk instead of E blk.. =P
den we also saw miauching n her sister tog today! hahaz.. they look alike one lo..
like twins de.. hahaz.. =P den we keep looking at them.. like v mei li mao =P
bad cos today i cried over a small thing..
dunnoe is wat lo.. but i noe i xiao ti da zuo.. xia dao ren..
maybe realli stressed ba.. plus not enuff slp.. aiz..
dui bu qi dui bu qi!!
but sometimes will feel like.. i say in this manner u also tink like tat.. i say in tat manner u also tink like tat.. feel abit shang xin ba.. at tat moment in time.. i noe i felt like wo shi bu shi he he ren xiang chu de..
n thx to LP n WJ!! for cheerin me up.. makin me feel much betta.. =)
n e nite ended beautifully... =)

Saturday:
today saw kitten! so ke ai de kitten!! but like v v dan xiao.. den dun dare to come near ppl de.. so cant play with it.. =P
in e afternoon we did e scales.. den do until v stressed! cos we had a dateline till 6pm!
but in e end even thou we tried v v hard.. we still cant finish on time.. =P cos we started late..
den we went for dinner.. n dinner was also v stressed! cos had to rush bac for rehearsal.. den our noodles were cookin v v slowly..we were e last to go up n eat lo.. =P
so had no choice but to lang tun hu yan.. v hot de wor! den juz keep swallowin e noodles ba le.. so stressed!! e nan ren mens eat v fast lo.. in e end we were e last to go.. gd thing got zy accompany us.. heez..
den at nite i diu lianz again! i fell down in comm hall.. aiz.. v slippery wor! plus my slippers not gd liaoz.. so i fell on my butt in e middle of e hall.. pain wor!!den everyone can c.. aiz.. throw face throw face.. xiao dao everyone.. =P bu hao yi si!!
also got qi guai de meetin.. dunnoe wat to say durin e meetin also.. hahaz..but saw ppl unhappi..
bu xi huan kan dao you ren bu kai xin.. you qi shi ni! yin wei ni zai friday shi cai gang gang cheer me up.. suo yi xi wang ni yi zhi dou neng kai xin duo yi dian! =)

Sunday:
today is my unlucky day!!! v sad lo.. =P
highlight of my bad luck is i fell down again today.. i fell down at pgp stairs while carrying er ge's fruit juice.. hahaz..den spill like half e cup..n i knocked my leg against e stairs..=P now got 1 huge blue black.. super pain de wor! more pain than yesterday de!! kong bu de blue black! lp keep askin me to c doc.. cos she c liao also v scared.. hahaz.. actualli i dunnoe how i fell.. dunnoe how many ppl saw.. =P tink i missed a step.. den aiz.. =P
er ge v ke ai.. he say left half a cup not enuff for him to drink so he bought another cup of juice himself again.. hahaz.. dui bu qi!
den got many small things like today keep trippin over wires all over den almost fell..
den tried to order mac for mcflurry.. they say dun have liaoz.. so i changed to hot fudge sundae..
den e person say e icecream machine cleaning.. sian!!!! so got no icecream! aiz.. i am bu ji li today!! still got many small small de problems here n there.. so kong bu!!
gd thing is today daddy treat us to fries! hahaz.. eat many many wor.. fat!

read cch n hx de blog also! hahaz..
congrat to hx! u changed ur skin!! muahahaz.. v nice!
hahaz.. dun worry.. i tink u gals r also my jing shen zhi zhu..
cch.. i also dunnoe wat is e definition of best frens liaoz.. hahaz.. so nvm lo.. i get wat u mean also.. hahaz.. i am goin to need ur help soon.. hope u gals haven forgotten.. n hope u gals r free! =P will ask ur again when e time is nearing.. heez.. thx thx!
sorry if i'm incoherent.. it's like 5.30am n i haven around 4 more hr to slp onli.. so forgive me!!
hahaz.. i go slp le.. wan an!!

countdown to rag day... XP

tuesday...
hmm..cant realli rem wat happened today le.. hahaz..
even thou it's been 2 days onli.. hahaz.. memory failin me le..
er ge treated us to mac today!! hahaz.. so nice rite..
got apple pie n fries wor.. yum yum.. =)
actualli today is v yao suan bei tong lo..
cos sit on e floor den bend e backs e whole day.. hahaz.. realli lao le!!
den 1st time hear gor gor say he lei le.. hahaz..
yuan lai gor gor ye shi hui lei de!! =P
den we abit regret y e KE jacket we din buy bigger size.. cos bigger size one realli more comfy!!
tink now cant change le ba.. hahaz.. nvm lo.. =P

wednesday...
hahaz.. juz got bac from float..=P
hao lei wor..
today we fa feng! we sing songs in e morning n at nite until v zou ying tat type.. hahaz..
cos lp say she is huai diao de dian chang ji.. hehez.. keep askin ppl to dian ge..
den sing alot of zhou jie lun songs.. =P keep singing anhao.. hahaz..
got diu lian thing happen in e mornin.. hahaz..
e yuan fang qin qi lo.. lp n i were doin e work.. den he eatin cake n he came over to ask if we wanted.. den at tat time.. e orientation ppl were havin a talk by AIA.. so everyone like quiet quiet de..den he asked v loudly to us: ni hai yao ma?
hahaz.. v diu lianz!! cos alot of e ppl turn their heads n look at us.. including e person givin e talk..
hahaz.. he walk away v fast lo.. den we lower our heads n continue to do.. hahaz..
so throw face de.. but nvm la.. muz forgive him.. cos he is from xiang xia de.. hahaz.. xiang xia ppl tok more loudly de ba.. =P
yi tian jiu yang guo le again.. hahaz.. so fast de... rag day onli 10 days away..
still got many things to do wor.. argghh!!.. den this weekend cant go home.. muz pia le..
bu hao yi si.. hai dao da jia bu neng yi qi chu men.. =P

Thursday:
bu zhi bu jue jiu thursday le.. so fast de.. die lo... xP
today morning had nasi lemak for breakfast.. was soo full lo.. =P
den lp was v hungry ba maybe..
hahaz..cos she ate 7 slices of toasted peanut buttered bread!! it's alot lo.. mad de.. hahaz.. shen qi de nv ren.. =P
so we started work lo.. during lunch break we checked out e modules with peter..
aiz.. sian lo.. everything clash.. aiz.. e stupid lsm lo.. make me cant take computing.. =(
27 to 30 nov r my exam dates.. sooo packed! kong bu leh...
den i dui bu qi jeremy!! cos he sms me to ask if wan meet up cos he in nus.. den i din c e sms till 2hrs later.. =P dui bu qi!! i am this blur de.. yuan liang wo!! hahaz...
den v fast it was dinner time le.. v sad lo.. my pack of rice was all like uncooked de.. hard hard one.. den not nice! how to eat.. aiz.. sian diaoz..=P so i onli eat abit.. hehez..
den we went lounge to nap for awhile.. shui zhi dao.. when we woke up.. got 1 big bunch of prcs sittin around tokin here n there.. so kong bu! hahaz.. xia dao wor..
hmm after tat we got supper from master!! hahaz.. li hai de gor gor alrdy knew tat we got supper.. muahahahz.. cos he can smell it!! so li hai.. hahaz.. den gor gor de camera also v shen qi! hahaz.. he is cong ming de!!
n when we were packin up to go home.. lp whacked mi on my stomach!! pain wor!! hahaz.. cos she din noe i was behind her.. den she swing her hands backwards n hit mi.. =P den she juz sit on e floor n started laughin laughin laughin.. make mi laugh also.. even thou it was painful.. hahaz.. her hands v hard one lo.. =P
den they celebrated anthony's bday.. aiyo.. he v poor thing.. e shirt like enlarged after they play like tat.. hahaz..
yea! today is gd cos we got off early! hahaz.. yea yea yea!! now go slp le lo.. =P wan an!

bu hao de yi tian...

hmm.. today not nice de..
somehow maybe is my own problem ba..
aiz.. maybe it has always been my own problem..
wo shi zui qi guai de..
ai zi bi.. shi ge guai ren...

you shi xiang zi ji an an jing jing de yi ge ren..
you shi hui xiang yao you ren de pei ban..
dan shi you shi xiang yi ge ren de shi hou que you hen duo ren..
you shi xiang you ren pei shi que zhi you zi ji yi ge..

shi zi ji hen nan ci hou ba..
tao yan zhe yang de wo..
ke neng zhe yang de wo shi bu neng he bie ren yi qi sheng huo de..
bu he qun de wo..
xiang nian hui jia..
neng gou bao rong wo yi qie de jia..

xian zai zhen de xiang bian tou ming..