Piles and piles of work~

i never tot year 4 would be so busy...
i guess i can no longer just slack away my semesters the way i used to...
=(
tis the time to really start my cranky engine...

oh wellz...
the fyp stress is really getting to me...
with the majority of my classmates all so engaged in their lab work n research... remaining in sch till late at nite...
it is q hard to remain oblivious to all these no matter how hard i try to...
n the articles all seem like bedtime stories to me... *sighz*
fyp is becoming such an irritating thing...
=S

n i really dun like the 4mc module tat's pretending to be a 2mc module...
it's e most irritating thing ever.. n it'll only get worse...
cos it'll last for 1 whole year too...
boohoo~~ *whiny whiny*

i feel like a mute at times...esp when in big numbers... haha...
but when i'm home... my sis n jiefu can't wait for me to shut up... =X
maybe i have a split personality...
becoming psychotic....
lalala~~

meanwhile... it's e rootbeer float craze at home!
muahaha...!!!
me n my sis had 3-4 mugs of rootbeer float each over e past wkend...
we were overdosing overselves... but it was unbelievably yummy!
it was a junk foody wkend...

=(=(=(
my wkend's over.... ....

random tots~

i like walking along the deserted road from S4 to KE...
i like to look at e swaying trees, the fluffy white clouds, the blue blue sky n the occassional squirrels along e way =)
it's always so peaceful n serene...
as thou time has stopped while i'm walking along it...
free of stress n so therapeutic... =)

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finally finished watching couple or trouble...
(a korean drama showing at channel u)
originally i tot e show would be boring like those shi jiu sui de qing chun tat type...
but i watched 1 episode n loved it... =)
it's e typical korean romantic comedy that i am such a fan of...
e female lead is so ridiculous tat she always manages to make me laugh out loud w her snobbish yet cute behaviour n choice of vocab... hehe...
but being a korean drama... it will encompass not only laughter... but elements of tears as well...
yup.. i cried n laughed at e same time i was watching e final 2 episodes... when she found her memory n was going to leave the village..
also enjoyed cursing at e bitchy ex gf of e male lead... =P hee...
a must watch for those who like romantic comedies!!
e songs r nice too~!!

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one last thing...
i function really badly with stress...
wat's worse is...
i'll be extremely harsh to those ard me...
so... i'm sorry...
i'm such a bad stress management person~

Lazy Monday~

loads of stuff been happening...

like rag day.. which i shall cease to comment on since it's all over...

but it was a fun day~!

KE floating seniors~!

like FYP balloting... which i'm so glad i got e project of my choice but at e same time super worried cos it sounds chim n my supervisors sound so zai n she hasn't reply to my email yet (possibly cos she's still overseas)...

boo... juz hope i get a reply soon.. so tat i at least know roughly wat can be done... =X

like COT chalet... which was tiring cos i din slp well e nite before...

but we really cooked alot of hao liao... which i dun eat.. hahaha~ but thx for the hard work tat hl n zy put in for e bbq! =) felt so anti-social cos i went to slp instead of staying up n chatting w e others.. =P paiseh!!

like YEP last meeting... which takes place just after chalet... so happy to be able to finally get bac our $$ from e project! wahaha.. cos i'm getting poor.. boohoo... bx n yp specially bot us golden pillow for lunch! haha.. so nice wor.. got apple tea also! yummy!! den got our certs for dad 2007.. plus bx gave us each a personalised photo~ so gd~ =)

like my sunflower surprise from louti! we met after e yep meeting n he gave me hua... said there was no particular reason y he wanted to give me hua.. hee... so nice de! thank u loads!!! i heart my hua~ =) =) =)

Us with e hua~

tai yang hua~!

den of cos got olympics...
e li hai de phelps won his 8 medals... woo hoo~! *loves to watch swimming events..*
SG won our first silver in 48 yrs! =) despite being cynical tat it was actually china vs china... but was actually still rooting for SG de.. hee.. juz really really despise e commentator... he was obviously rooting for china n kept making dozens of remarks tat puts the SG team down... irritating n idiotic...
also saw e 100m run by e jamiacan guy.. usain bolt.. super fast wor... n he broke e world record even after he slowed down at e last few meters.. but he looked like those guys tat like to show-off thou.. which can be abit irritating.. haha... but gotta admit.. he's fast...

no more swimming events left.. so now can only watch atheletics events le lo.. hee.. olympics is really nice to watch.. haha.. =)

Lazy blogger

i'm getting lazy to blog le... haha..
tsk tsk.. no good wor... =P
loads of updates coming up!

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watched dark knight w sh, bert, pj, hans n louti!
yup.. for once he finally went out w my frens.. haha..
it was memorable cos we had e front row seats... =P
bert was supposed to check timing n according to his source it was 730pm..
but in actual fact e show was on 7!
so we got there too late n only left w front row.. =S
e confusing thing for me was louti said he sms-ed me saying tat e movie was 7.. but i was blur cos i tot he was e blur one...
anyway... it's juz confusing..
but it was a gd movie.. thou we were all freezing in e theatre..
amk cathay de aircon shi free de...
i really liked e joker's performance..
brings out e psychotic n dark humour of e character really well..
so sad tat the world lost a great actor... =(

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played badminton w e pharm gals...
really really really long never play le!
so my arms were aching like mad after tat session... =S

after tat was kboxing! hee..
now kbox de prices become affordable again!
n e amt of food they gave us was overwhleming...
filled our table until no space le lo..
sang n sang n sang until my voice really stretched to e limit...
kept going off-key n breathless.. haha..
too long never sing le! plus haven recover yet.. =P
by then it was too tiring to go for alvin's gathering..
so we din go lo.. paiseh to alvin~!

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SG flyer w louti!!
after a full day of safety talks...
which was boring n mostly not relevant...
went to meet him to go SG flyer!
it was a free tix from his company as part of national celebration..(i tink)
n so happened his colleague can't make it..
so he last min asked me to go instead...
it was drizzling n i had a lousy headache once i reached...
so really paiseh for spoiling his nite at e flyer.. =( dui bu qi!

so after e dinner provided by his company...
we went up e flyer w abt 2 other families in e same compartment...
he had a slight fear of heights.. sweaty palms n all tat.. hee.. so i had to be his support when on e flyer...
tot e view was alrite... so din tink e ride is worth e amt of $ they usually charge...
but e lucky thing was we got to watch e national day lights rehearsal.. n they fired bits of sparks into e sky.. was pretty! =)

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finally moved into hall!! =P
thx to louti for helping to clean my windows!!
cos there was a lizard on it.. so i din dare to touch my window.. haha...
xie xie ni for being my maid!

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tat's all for now...
time to shower n get some food! =P

病猫。。。

i am sick again~~
-sore throat
-fever
-runny nose
-cough

tsk tsk...
fell sick on mon, self medicated w panadol cold n dorithrycin, hoping my antibodies will be strong even to fight off all e evil bacteria...
but unfortunately, even w e ai xin clarinase louti bot for me...
my antibodies r still far from winning e battle...
sooo.. i gathered it's time for me to find some antibiotics...

i tink i c my family doctor annually...
every yr i will get sick at least once...
n everytime i c him he will ask me abt nus pharm...
haha... i tink he wrote it down in my patient record card tat i'm a yr 4 pharm student yesterday... haha...
his biz is super gd... his clinic was supposed to close at 930pm...
but i waited from 930pm to 1050pm to c him lo...
really 赚大钱。。。 imagine 1 nite see 45 patients... each patient pay $25 on average... tat means he earns $25 x 45 = $1125 per nite! n tat's not counting how much he earns during daytime... wahseh.. really earn alot of $$$...

so he prescribed me
-cephalexin (initially he wanted to give me erythro.. but i requested for a change cos erythro gives me bad SE..)
-codeine syrup
-lysozyme (leftose)
-dexchloramine

i really love antibiotics! (even thou i can't rem them when i study them =P)
they r the best medication lo...
after 1 dose of AB i feel much better alrdy.. =)
3 cheers for antibiotics!! =D

n to louti...
thank u for ur ai xin clarinase n egg tarts!!
thank u for keeping me company via sms while i was waiting for e doc.. =)

i just realised i got my UE for 1003 pts!
really terrible inflation! =P

Been a long time since I slpt at 4am in e morning...

Yesterday went to louti’s hse to keep him company and have dinner.
Den his frens sms-ed n say there’ll be a supper gathering for his fren who came back to SG for afew days...

So we went down…
Waited from 10 to almost 11 before we reached our destination: geylang dim sum place…
A total of 4 cars + 1 bike carrying 15 ppl turned up…
The 1 bike is all becos of me… =X
So paiseh to guo hui again! All becos they had to make a space for me in jeffrey’s car… (so tat he can send me home later cos he stays opp me~)
Eat until super full cos they ordered 30+ plates of dim sum n each person a tub of sugarcane… *pukes esp since I dun have habit of eating supper*

After all e dim sum, we went to Holland village swensons!
They ate earthquakesss… amazing appetites.. haha.. =P
By e time we got settled at swensons it was nearing 2am alrdy…
They chatted here n there, a rowdy lot… but it was funnie hearing them tok all e nonsense… =P
Thruout e whole nite guohui juz kept making me feel guilty about his convo photo n his having to ride e bike out.. =X

When we finally paid our share n headed to e carpark, it was ard 3am…
Something strange happened…
We saw jeffrey’s car’s hazard lights blinking n his door was slightly ajar…
But nothing was lost n they were all v sure tat they locked e doors before they left de…
No idea y it was like tat but seeing tat nothing was lost…
We juz proceeded home…
Thank u Jeffrey!

By the time I reached… it was alrdy 4am…
Wat a tiring nite~ I zzzZZZ all e way till 11+ today.. =P

Convo and convos and others

last wk was NTU convos!

so i went down for the convocation of 2 very important persons ---
hx and louti~

hx's was on tues morn...

so i met cch n we bot her nice hua~!
*so happy we din get lost in the ntu maze, thx to hx's clear instructions...*

This is the mei nv and the zhu jiao of e day:

we stayed for abt an hour plus,
taking pix here n there...
cos she was v hun luan n needed to take pix w many many other ppl...
n also cos cch needed to get bac to work.
Congrats to hx!!! Glad u liked the hua~! =)

Louti's was on thurs morn...
this time i made my way back to the same place but alone.
i reached just as he came out of the auditorium so my timing was perfect~
haha..became his photographer of the day...
so paiseh tat many of the photos got blur due to my shaky hands n the slow shutter speed of the cam... =S
esp to guohui: i am soooooo sorry!!! shld have helped him take another pic~

it was q funny following louti n guohui ard...
cos louti would get stopped every now n then by ppl he knows when they were trying to get to a destination... den will stop to take photo.. chit chat abit...
but guohui was in a bit of a rush.. so everytime louti stopped, he will give the "look" n pray louti dun take anymore photos.. heez...

another incident was louti forgot my name... -.-"
he was introducing me to his fren n somehow my name was stuck in his throat.. "This is wei, wei , wei... "
den got suan-ed by guohui.. say dunnoe my name...
muahahah.. *xin sui le*

at nite i had dinner w his family...
realised his elder brother is someone who gets bullied easily n is v blur n innocent...
mis-heard "wo hai mei chu shui dou" to "wo mei you chi guo chee jiong fan" ~
n he gave me a v shocked look... haha...
a happy n filling dinner.. *his fam really eats alot!*

misc stuff:
i cutted my hair~
n i tink i need to rebond v soon..
been a yr since i last rebonded alrdy..
it's all starting to qiao in all sorts of directions~

shape run was a mess...
haha.. cos my new shoes gave me a terrible blister...
took a long long time queueing for all e goodie bagz..
n there were sooo many ppl everywhere... *faintz*

dunnoe wan to sign up for stand chart or not now tat i know my exams wont be clash w it...

i'm doing fyp~
which is something tat sounds so scary cos it's individual n i dunnoe wat i wan to do n do under who n i dun tink i'll be able to do a gd job...
i never liked doing projects alone... =(

sch's starting soon..
juz looking forward to getting settled in my hall again..
last year in nus is abt to begin~~~

Back in SG!

actually i have been bac for many days alrdy..
just too nua to blog..

in case u're wondering...
i am bac from bangkok w my fam - all ladies trip... *shopping paradise!*
wat we did in bkk: shopping, eating, massaging...
super shiok!!
buying like nobody's biz...
we even mis-heard 75 baht as 25 baht n got stunned...
if really 25baht den we can buy every design le lo~ =P
i love pratunaam!!! hehe..

we ate a&w there too!
had my rootbeer float n curly fries n waffle icecream!!
i even took photos w the a&w bear.. haha..

we had massages for both e 2 nites we were there...
i had e leg massage cos i din wan to do the full body massage...
cos my legs were aching terribly after a full day of shopping...
e 1st nite i had e leg massage, it was a strong lady...
so strong tat my legs felt like they were breaking... but at certain pts on my feet it was shiok... hee..
e 2nd nite i had e leg massage, it was a young looking guy...
his massage was those comfy types tat u can fall aslp in e process de...
v nice! but e bad thing was at certain crucial pts he din execute sufficient force..

oh.. n e impt thing is we were staying in a suite!
2 persons in an executive suite...
n it only cost $45 per person per nite!!
i tink is really worth it! cos e room is sooo damn spacious... i tink can slp 4 ppl per room lo...
the best thing is tat e hotel is located rite nxt to pratunaam which makes shopping super convenient..

e only not tat great thing was getting "tokked" by e taxi drivers there...
they dun like to go by e meters n tend to charge 150 baht to go to places tat will cost 40baht when charging by meter...
but well.. it's still affordable ba... thou we'll try real hard to find those taxis charging by meters or those tat charge jus 100 baht..

sooo... bkk anyone?
muahah.. i sooo will wan to go again maybe... nxt yr? =)

also to apologise to louti cos our 3rd month i was in bkk..
n so cannot eat tog
but he so sweetly called n smsed me.. =)
thank u!!

lalala.. finally sch is going to start soon...
have like 2-3 more wks to nua only...
hmmm... final yr...

Photo time!

the end of another wk...

hmm... finally met up w pj, sh, hans, bert!
we went for dinner at curry favour for jap curry on fri!
nice place w gd servivce... n the stew curry is yummy! *slurps*

den they told me on sat there is outing to sentosa...
*dengz! and the lightning strikes, thunder roars*
haha.. apparently it was indicated in the excel spreadsheet sent to us all.. but since no one actually confirmed any details.. i tot it was off...
in actual fact.. it was on~ cos they discussed it online...
n i wasn't online.. cos recently dun have the habit to log on to msn... will juz go online to watch youtube n den log off le..

*boohoohoo~!!*
no one inform me ar... make pj guilty but tat hans ar... juz keep suan-ing all e way...
*tsk tsk* - he is evil de!! =P

so in the end we went to ntuc shopping for picnic food for sentosa after dinner... brot chips, ham, hotdogs, cheese, bread, grapes, etc etc..
the picnic feast preparation will be on sat morn (the nxt day)..

n becos i know tat i was going to pang seh louti on sat..
i went to meet him n his frens after ntuc shopping...
they met at the prata place near his place...
they had supper n chit chatted while i drank my ice teh tarik...
*which reminded me of the chai bac in india!!*
got home at 12+... by courtesy of jeffrey who so nicely made sure i got to my lift safely before driving off~ n reminded me to sms louti...
real nice guy even thou we were not shu n everything... (only managed afew awkward conversations w him in e car.. =P)

so on sat morning.. it was picnic making time at pj's place!
we make abit.. eat abit...
so in e end.. even before we set off i was alrdy q full.. haha...

e first thing we did when we reached was to eat our feast.. haha..
gluttons lai de lo...
after tat pj, bert n hans played frisbee while me n sh stone n slack..

when they got tired we all sat down n started to play w sand..
like little kids like tat.. haha..
but we managed to bury hans.. cos he said it was cooling under the sand...

when it started to rain abit... we headed for the luge ride...
it was so short.. =S would have been more fun if it was longer... juz started to get e hang of it den alrdy reach finishing line le.. =(
i rem e nz one being much longer... n more shiok in tat sense.. haha
but since this is foc luge ride.. i have no complains~! muahaha.. *cheapskate me*

tat marked the end of our sentosa yi ri you~ =)
jiefu say i have a more humanly skin colour after e trip cos of the sun.. =S which i tink is gd news ba.. haha..

but the day did not end yet...
went to his place n showered.. *sooo happy to feel clean again*
it was another dinner n supper w his frens...
rather tired.. haha.. as usual juz kept silent..
sometimes i tink i q bad leh.. juz keep quiet.. not making an effort to talk to them.. maybe sooner or later they will tink i am dao~ haha...
but i dunnoe wat to say leh...den realli not shu... cannot act shu also rite.. will be so qi guai.. haha.. not my style also...
this type of thing need to develop naturally de ba... maybe when i in e mood to luan haa-laa~ den will get better.. =P

now i shall plan wat to do for the remaining of the hols... =)

ME who lazes around

it's the 2nd week of my hols...
and i have been lazing ard at home, lazing ard outside etc etc...
alot of nua-ing...
q unlike some of my frens who r out there actively working...
i tot of getting a job too.. earn me some $$
but after much consideration, i rather stay at home cos this will be my last long sch vacation...

however, i still tink i shld go n pick up something i like to do instead of juz nua-ing ard ba...
which i will go for soon i guess...
haha.. juz need to get my butt off the chair.. =P

watched hancock yesterday...
it's a gd show thou abit short~ =)
had an unexpected twist which brot alot of surprises to e story...
it was entertaining till e end.. hee..
*tot what happened to e bad guy was v funnie... muahahah*

meanwhile...
i'll just continue to watch my forensic heroes (as recommended by ylp)...

今天。

我把他害得好累。
他不让我觉得内疚，
但我还是觉得很对不起。。。

When we were talking, I could sense his tiredness.
i know it was mainly because of me that caused him to feel so strained.
Caused him to miss dinner,
Travel all over e place,
Get caught in the rain,
Wait super long for e bus.

He said it was his own decision,
To keep to his promise.

But that wasn’t really a promise,
And it wasn’t a big deal so why did I have to sound so disappointed that he had to change his plans.

Sometimes I really dislike myself for being e lousy person I am.

I wanted to keep him company while he waited for his food.
But he was so tired that I wondered if I should just put down the phone and let him rest.

He said that it’s fine and he had nothing else to do anyway.
So we chatted.

After hanging up e phone,
I tot it was an awful nite.
Tried to be more cheery, tried to be more chatty.
But I tink I failed q miserably.

I just hope that tml and also in the coming days he wont be that tired.
Cos I wont be causing him to change his plans. *hopefully*

Pictures~!

Tix for admission!

Hot hot hot hot hot day~~

xiaobai and xiaohei on e leaflets...

Zi-pai-ing before e show starts...

duckling and papa duck!!

Ducklings and mama duck!! soooo ke ai~~

Tallest man-made waterfall in asia and us!

cool looking duck to mark e end of out jbp tour~

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Sat met up w 03s23 ppl…
Has been a super long time since we last met…
Had shokudo for lunch…
It was v much mache style except all the food were jap…
Had e omu rice!
V flavour-ful n v nice!!
After class gathering met up w him to walk walk shop shop… =)

Sun met up w pharm gals for k session at katong… =)
We were hysterically laughing at the olden mtvs…
Air-ing armpits la… weird poses la…
Muahaha…
Den at nite din manage to go for cot dinner cos was super tired…
Actually also wan to go visit shen bing de louti…
He got gastric flu… (actually wat is gastric flu ar…)
But he din wan me to ma fan… so oki lo..
I juz go home rest…

Monday juz go n visit him…
Bot him pork porridge from amk market…
Heez… but v sad…
cos his headaches get worse everytime he sees me.. =(
before I went home.. he bot me apple strudel!!
Super yummy!!!

Tuesday tot he recovered…
So we went for a movie…
Only 6 bucks before 6pm!!
Student price!! It’s gd being a student.. haha..
Watched zohan… tot e show was nonsensical…
But oki la… entertaining lo… =)
Den met his frens for abit of shopping for their shirts… den dinner at yishun…
His frens all v funnie one lo…
So I juz sit n listen to them tok tok…
Haha… paiseh tat I tend to be super quiet in a bigger group…
Esp since I dun really noe them… =P
All were my Anderson seniors…
In e end he also headache… =( cos he meet me…

Wed he rest at home lo…
Cos scared his condition gets worsened…
So again I visited him…
But this time w a purpose…
Cos I had to scan my timesheet… n his hse had a scanner! =)
Saved me a trip to the hospital to submit my timesheet.. hee..
In e end it turns out I had dinner w him n his sis at kfc..
Tsk tsk.. sick still wan to eat kfc…
Really dunnoe wat to say…
But since his sis so on for kfc.. so we juz eat lo… haha..
Anywayz.. his sis is really nice too!
Frenly n chatty! Which is gd cos I’m too quiet… haha..

Today we went to JBP!!
Early morning we met n had mac breakfast… =)
Good thing he was feeling better alrdy… =)
It was a Sunny n hot day.. but gd for outing ba..
Haha.. like tourist like tat.. we juz walk thru every single attraction except 1 I tink…
The snow owls r sooo pretty!
Penguins v ke ai wor! yuan lai got black furry penguins de…
He likes e shoebill.. haha.. big greyish bird…
Ooh.. den we saw baby ducklings too (was it a duck??)…
So cute! But e person keep dropping it onto the floor.. so ke lian.. =X
N we keep trying to zi pai… haha…
But his technique q bad lo… muahaha… =P
Had a gd time w him!! =)
Thx for treating me to jbp!!!!! *muacks*
Super tiring after e whole thing…
Den his headaches came bac…
I tink it was q bad… plus e lei-ness…
So it was gd that he decided to go bac n rest… =)

When I got home.. I opened my mailbox…
N found e letter I wrote to myself when I was back in india!
*we were supposed to write a letter to ourselves n will get it 6months later when bx mails it to us*
Q surprised to c e letter cos I forgot all abt it!
Haha… yup.. it was a great yep experience…
N I was juz tinking e other time…
Tat maybe it was my gd karma tat I was able to find louti after all these while…
Haha… ppl shld go for more yep n accumulate more karma!!

*photos another time*
Q a bo liao post cos I abit xin bu zai yen… haha.. =P

counting down...

2 more days before it all ends!!
muahaha!

happy la!!
holiday pls come to me!! =P

past few days had alot of tots...
so i shall random~

dunnoe if i'm really suited to be a farmer...
cos i really have a bad memory...
n there's soooo much to rem...
even in these short 6 wks...
i feel so incompetent...
dunnoe anything like tat...
not to mention the stress level, long working hrs etc...
w only 1 more year to go...
can i really take up this job?

n it's really q sad... wat the papers said is unfortunately true...
we r after all considered as professionals...
but considering e workload we have...
e pay given to farmers currently is definitely below expectations...
it's no wonder there r less n less farmers getting registered n staying on in the field...

depressing but true... =X
just hope someone somewhere will wake up their idea n improve e welfare of farmers ba.. (even thou it's v unlikely) *sigh*

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my neighbour juz bot 2 jack russels...
sooo adorable! they keep wagging their tails when i try to communicate w them.. (outside my neighbour's door of cos)
but they keep them in 2 separate cages all day long...
i wonder y... the puppies look so sad...
can tell that they really wan to come out n play...
*sigh* dun understand y they bother to keep dogs when they seem to jus ignore the doggies...

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i just finished harry potter book 7!
okioki.. i know i am slow.. but i was waiting patiently for the price of the book to drop.. it finally dropped.. so i saved 30 bucks.. haha..
(in actual fact i saved all 50 bucks cos someone bot for me..*smilez*)
it was nothing like children's fiction...
but it was exciting n an intense read...
ending wasn't wat i expected cos of all e rumours..
haha.. but ya.. i love harry potter series..
so now can only wait for the movies to come out lo... =)

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louti will be back soon!
tml's flight back! =) =) =)

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i wan to go buy alot of things!!
i wan to sing k!!
i wan to go birdpark w louti!!
i wan to wake up late!!
i wan to nua!!
haha.. all after the countdown... =)

Been a long long time…

Have been busily doing homework from attachment…
Leaving me w little energy or mood to blog…
Keep dreading having to go to work…
I want my holidays!
Muz hang on for 7 more days!!!!!
=)

What I have done for e last few weeks (besides work n homework):

ktv with him + his frens
meet up with hx + cch
dinner with him + his frens (x2)
meet up w jh + peter
dinner w him (x at least 2-4 times every wk)
movie w him (x2)
dinner w him + his mom

yup.. tat’s all I’ve done..
not a v exciting life…
but I’m happy…=)

e other day jh sms-ed me…
I was wondering if she had sent to e wrong person after reading e 1st two sentences…
But after reading e full sms… I knew it was for me…
I was q touched after reading that msg… =)
Thanx for tat sms… but I tink my reply was kind of lame… =X haha..
I also wan to thank u!!!
Can’t really find e right words to say at the moment…
But hope our frenship will last till e v v end!! =)

Saw chiahong at my workplace e other day…
so long never c alrdy!!!
Cos he never comes to our class gathering…
*tsk tsk*
He’s still as thin as ever… haha..

Anyway…
It’s going to be 2 months tml!!

can't seem to be able to pen down my tots today...
hmmm... shall write more e next time i'm more qing xing!

Photos!

Pharm gals bday celebration for May ppl...

we were at marina sq swensons.. dilys n me snatching adez's work pass... =P

Vesak day bday celebration for pj + me! =)

we were at this "ang mo" restaurant (rolls eyess at the black shirt manager~) in bishan park... food was gd but the manager had a bad attitude~ n the waitress has bad photography skills which accounted for the bright speck of light beside pj's head...
*notice the wolf in sheep's clothing in my hands... (han's newest toy which looks juz like him.. hee hee~)

yup.. the wolf in sheep's clothing is the zhu jiao of the day.. almost all e photos has him.. =P

Next up we went andersen's for desserts at amk hub for present presentation~!

but again we met with lousy service... a ah lian waitress who needs alot of training... n a auntie (senior of the ah lian) who speaks like she is in a kopi tiam...

isn't it basic courtesy to ask someone if they still need the menu before grabbing them away?

wat happened to pls, thank u, sorry, excuse me when they juz ask u "xiaojie, ur how many ppl? can sit 1 table anot?"

n wat's with the "huh, u wan bill ar?" kind of questioning to ur customers when they ask for the bill...

the whole situation was q funnie actually...

even the table beside us were complaining abt the lousy attitudes...

it was basically a bad service day.. haha...

for more info.. can refer to mr ong's blog as he has alrdy written a complain letter to the management n gotten an apology in return...

PJ with her prezzie n her swastika card by bert... haha..

me w my prezzie! n the rotat-ish card with a piece of the paper fallen off n me holding onto it.. haha... =P

it was a happy long wkend last wk!! =)

on tue it was warzone again...
this time was better cos we were more familiarised w the stuff n how to paste... how to write... etc etc.. so the ironlady as elaine calls her... doesn't come round so often... hee...

wed, thurs all met louti for dinner!
yummy dinner at amk s11 and at novena chicken rice respectively! =)
comforting after a tired day at work...

fri nite met him n his big bunch of frens for dinner at ps pasta mania...
hmmm... i remained quiet most of the time..
juz sit down n listen to them tok lo... cos i dunnoe them ma...
haha... but it's oki la.. since i was tired also...
they were nice n frenly to me... but thou i still felt abit strange...
mainly cos i'm not a v sociable person.. haha...
ppl say me dao n cold before de lo... =P
but i'm not k... i juz... dunnoe wat to say.. =X
so hope they dun tink like tat.. hee...

sat was a nua day for me...
even thou they (louti n his frens) jio me to go blading...
*i dunnoe how to blade..
i din go... cos juz wanted a full rest day at home lo...
juz to slack... =)
slpt n slpt n slpt.. so shiok...
haha..nua until i forgot all abt my plan to go jogging...
=P shall go nxt wk den...
cos passion run is coming! omg..
8 jun... ... haha.. die le lah~

Happy bday to me!!

On 17th…

Nua-ed at home n eat mee sua cooked by my mama…
Went out w lou ti later in e day…
Shopped at marina sq trying to look for my sis’s bday prezzie (cos her bday falls on 18th)…
Den I realized I noe wat to give to my sis after a short while…
So we juz walked abt aimlessly instead…
Looking at all e new new gadgets n testing him on his engineering knowledge/perspective…
He is q li hai on all those la.. haha…
After tat we got tired n decided to sit at e merlion area…

Throughout e day he juz refused to tell me where we r having dinner…
Juz say tat we were going for cai fan at republic plaza (where we climbed the 60 storeys)…
So I was still kept in the dark abt where we were going to eat…
As we were walking to the merlion…
We walked past fullerton… n started toking abt the chocolate buffet inside…
He innocently asked me:
if I wanted to eat inside later instead of the cai fan…
the price…
if I noe there’s any other places tat has e choco buffet…

In the end…
He brot me inside fullerton for the choco buffet…

Totally din expect it!
He brot the choco monster to the choco buffet… =)
Totally cheated me.. but in the nicest possible way~ tat I dun mind.. hee~

So we tried the dozen diff types of choco cakes… (some super nice.. some erm.. not my type..)
Fondue… (sour strawberries.. but super sweet pineapples!)
Hot choco drinks… (bitter n sweet at e same time!! oooo~)
Variety wasn’t a lot… but the choco were v yummy!
After awhile can get abit overdose…
so muz eat.. rest.. eat.. rest…

so…
I spent the first min n the last min of my bday w him… =)
I wan to say:
thx for being so sweet..
for planning all this..
for spending so much $$ (which u dun have to..)
for making me feel so happy!

On the 18th…

1st of all…
Happy bday to my dear sis who is now diving w my jiefu somewhere overseas…

So went out again today but w the pharm gals…
It was abit weird cos we met up separately to buy the various presents…
For eg.
Me, Christina n sh went to get wl’s prezzie…
Wl, adez, hl went to get my present…
The rest of us except adez went to get adez present…
Abit messy esp when it came to $$ collection… haha…
Not easy collecting $$ n writing cards in front of the bday person herself!

It was also a v funnie outing lo…
Cos e bimbo club is established once again… muahah!
Me, adez n yj accidentally wore pinkish stuff today…
N we kept walking n sitting tog, plus our (me n adez.. yj more calm on the outside..) gigglish nature, we got labeled as the bimbos club… haha~
Later when dilys joined us, even thou she wasn’t wearing pink n was trying super hard to act like she’s not one of us… muahah~ she still is lo! Cos she’s the most gigglish of us all!
Den sh n wl were crazily taking photos today.. all of a sudden..
I have no idea y..haha..
So ya.. everyone’s abit strange today…
but it was funnie…laughed until I really q tired…

thx gals for the card n the present!
The lovely earrings n necklace I will wear de!! =)
*muacks!*

Last but not least…
Cont to thanx all those who wished me happy bday n happy belated bday!! (msn, sms, facebk, call)
Thanks: peijun, bx, Jeremy, adez, joy, cch, hx (who specially called me from melboune!), Johnson, weiling, Samuel, ricky, wenjun, joel

1st week of work~

My first week at op is definitely tiring de…
Standing all day long…
Stressful packing…
Constant fear of the whoever coming in to ask “who packed this?”…
I tink she dun like us… dunnoe y also… we never offend her leh~
It’s really like a warzone…

Fortunately…
I have a gd pr*c*ptor
And I’m not alone, cos there’s 6 of us tog~
So we can complain to each other… =X
the pharmacists there r all nice ppl…
they r all v willing to let u tag along n learn stuff from them…
even thou they are forever sooo busy n stressed up…
but they r li hai de lo!
one look at the scripts they know wat is going on w the pt… whether there r drug interactions.. which I tink is damn zai~

Happy Bday to me!

Yup it’s my bday today!!!
I’m officially 22 yo~

Yesterday I received prezzies alrdy!
It was q a funnie scene while I was working…
Cos I was attached to retail yest afternoon…
Den while e pharmacist was toking to the customer…
Bx came down to op n he wanted to leave a small paper bag at e door of the retail room for me… which was along a very busy passage way…
At first I din even know it was for me…
so I blurly go out n asked him: “wat’s it for?”
N den he told me: “it’s ur bday tml mar.”
Me: ”orh~~ thx thx!!”
so i brot it to the pantry to keep..
Haha.. sooo blur!! Paiseh...
But it is a pleasant surprise n thx loads!!
Brightened up my working day~ =)

Den at nite I met lou ti for dinner~!
Dinner was pizzahut decided by me!
Cos he said he alrdy decided the dinner for 17th…
We were reminiscing abt our old days in Anderson…
Even thou we r generations apart…
But whoa~ his class is happening de!!
Kept me entertained throughout dinner…
Super funnie incidents… haha…
Stuff tat guai guai ppl like me can never imagine…
They were so notorious tat even ttp gave up on them…
They were the “legends” in sch staffroom… haha…

After dinner we went walk walk abit den juz settled down at a new playground near my hse n chatted all e way until 0000… =)
*he even set alarm*
Haha.. =P
I dunnoe out of nowhere…
He popped out a muffin cake from his tiny bag~
It was totally unexpected judging by the size of his bag…
Plus he gave me a handmade present too!!

Super sweet super nice I’m super happy!
Thanx n *muacks!*

Also thanks dozens to all who wished me happy bday so far (msn, sms, email, facebk):
Jingkai, hans, kk, dilys, kianwai, chongtak, shufang, Edwin, sh, mindy, Lincoln, jipson, serene, Alvin, zhiwei, shishir, lingchong, constance!!

Tired...

yesterday the last paper ended!!
finally!! haha..
relieved even thou the paper is the worsest of all~

it was bert's bday celebration yesterday...
so we went mof for dinner~
he was terribly late.. so had more than enuff time to deco n write his card..
aiz.. i deco e paper bag until super ugly... so paiseh..
den keep getting suan-ed by hans e whole nite...
post exam writing cmi~ =P

when he came.. we finally can eat!! cos we were starving!
had the delicious tan tan ramen.. v shiok! cos can add alot of chilli powder inside the soup.. haha... pj also like~
den it was dessert time! woohooo~!
super nice de mango ice w soft serve shared w pj n sh!
we realised the mango syrup is free flow! omg...
so juz kept adding like nobody's biz.. haha...
kept eyeing other ppl's mango ice after tat.. heehee...
*yummy!*

den it was packing time back in hall..
cos have to shift bac home on sat~
n i have a lot a lot of stuff lo~!!

shifted house today with the help of lou ti..
thank u!!!
for buying me lunch... for driving me home... for carrying my heavy boxes!!
thanks to his fren also.. haha..
my free labourers...
not forgetting my sis n jiefu too...
for coming downstairs to bring my stuff up..

supposed to have dinner w him n his frens...
but in e end cancelled...
gd also la.. cos i tink i will be so qi guai w his frens.. =P
cos dunno them mar.. even thou met some of them before...
so i had chips for dinner~
n also finished off the awfully choco cake tat he bot for me...
haha.. wat an unhealthy dinner... =P

rest day tml! going to nua all i can before starting work!

*sorry made u so tired...
appreciates everything u've done! muacks!*

An unexpected call...

wah!
my son actually called me!
so unexpected lo...
haha.. full of nonsense as usual~

told him abt my stuff...
*actually i din tell him.. he say it out before i could say! omg.. li hai~*
n the 1st qn he asked was:
how tall is he?
muahaha.. qi guai de wen ti~

den he proceed on to say tat he's taller..
which is total bullshit~ =P
haha..

hoping to meet up w him soon~
even thou will be very hard since i'm going to start work soon..
n he.. forever so busy... haha..

haha.. funny phonecall~

*die alrdy!!
cannot finish mugging for this last paper!!!

我被你宠坏了~ =)

*my fav dessert and my fav drink~
i am spoilt rotten~
haha...
xie xie ni!!!!!

2 papers done~

finally~
now left with the 3 back to back papers..
the most kong bu part is coming!!
aiz...

but~
today i'm happy~!!
cos of the amazing apple sour plum that appeared out of nowhere~
haha.. xie xie ni!!

*even thou the paper was a mess~~
=P

jiayou ba!

怪怪的我

我胡思乱想了。
想多了。

才多久而已，就有这种想法了。
或许也是因为还没多久吧， 所以才会这样想。

呆呆的。
木木的。

如何是好？ 不安全，是危险吗？
走一步，看一步吧。

这样好吗？
不知道。

但是。。。
我会全心全意的投入。

因为。。。
如果不这样还能怎样。

请原谅怪怪的我。

39hrs before the 1st paper...

yup.. there's only 39 hrs left!
still need to minus off the time for slp and etc stuff...
*panics*
cos i'm still way behind schedule...
haha.. but i'm still here blogging... =X
i'll go work hard after this very random entry la... =)

what i want to write is...
thanks to lou ti for keeping me company the past few days!
i really had better progress with u there to stop me using lappie la~
n thanks dozens for the choco which i have sinfully finished!! =X
lou ti left w e last paper only~
ni ke yi de!!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

finally...
i tink i'm really very suited to be blood type B.. haha!

oki.. i tink this is a v bo liao post...
paiseh wasted ur time reading it.. haha! =)

Going crazy!

RAR!!!!
going mad from mugging...
nothing seems to be going in...
=( =( =(

*sighs*

how to study efficiently and retain all the info in my head??

*borrow a word from my jie fu...*

it's a bloody lot of things to remember lah!!!

rar rar rar!!!!!!

My elder brother...

i guess my frens ard me will seldom hear me talk about my elder brother...
most of the time i will only talk about my elder sister...

i guess that's becos i am not close to him...
sometimes i can say i even dun like him...

cos he can be so inconsiderate...
doesn't switch off lights after he use them...
smokes n smokes n smokes such tat we have to endure the cigarette stench...
doesn't care to give my mom rides to places she needs to go to even thou he is just lazing ard at home...
and the list can go on and on...

but it wasn't like this when we were young...
when we were young kids...
he was my playmate...
and we were quite close...
we would play nintendo tog... even play soccer cos he pestered me to...
he will cheat me to go downstairs to buy ice cream from the uncle every afternoon.. and i was willing to go cos he will treat me ice cream...

i can't remember when we drifted apart...
was it when he went to his sec. sch?
when we stopped playing tog?
when he wasn't home when the ice cream uncle came?
when he started to smoke?
really can't rem le...

nowadays we dun talk much to each other...
maybe a line or none when i go home on weekends...
or when he needs help from me...
sad isn't it??

miraculously...
he msn-ed me just now for the 1st time...
i tot he wanted to ask me for some help again...
but he didn't... he just wished me good luck for my exams...
he told me to work hard... told me to jiayou...
i was suddenly overwhelmed by alot of feelings...
i was gan dong-ed even thou it was a simple wishing from him...

but it wasn't simple cos it was from him...
the first time...

how many times have i said something like this to him?
none... guilty to say this.. but true... none...
so i cried...
and cried until my tissue box is empty.. sorry to earth but ya.. i used alot of tissues... tap cant stop flowing...

when he was so emotionally distraught...
i din provide any emotional support to him...
all these years he didn't tok to me... to us...
was it becos he didn't know what to say anymore?
cos we always seem so pre-occupied with our own things...
i just shrug him off whenever he tried to talk abit of those nonsensical stuff with me...
i just saw his bad side...
did i even try to understand why? i didn't...

now i reflect on this...
i tink i am a bad sister...

he wont get to see this..
but i am sorry...
for being an awful younger sister...
i will try to improve...
even thou i know we wont be bac to as close as we were when we were young...
i will try to be a better sister ba...
even thou i'm not sure wat i can do...
just try ba... =)

study makes me bored...

over the weekend, my jiejie n jiefu bot yummlious cake back!!

Awfully chocolate chocolate cake!!!

The most sinful thing ever... but it's soooooo delicious!!
chocolatey without being over~

the cake is moist n soft n simpy~~~ ooohh~~

irresistable! !

the sian look~ =X

wo bu yao du shu~~~

i am lagging alrdy!

muz buck up..motivation on fri!

*ten days alrdy ooo~*

Went for interview on monday with adeZ..

dun tink we will get the job..

cos timing cannot match la...

main thing was..

i wore my new shoes...

and i got my feet blistered all over!!

they are the hugest blisters i have ever seen and i have no idea when they are going to heal... boohoo!

dun tink i can go jogging with them? *excuse to not jog* =X

nxt time i wear this pair of heels.. i'm going to paste plasters all over my feet! =X

ohoh.. to all those examing at the moment...

all the bestest of luck!!

"A"s are waiting for u!

this is so true...

Missing someone gets easier everyday.

Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other,

it is one day closer to the next time you will…

Future...

Today was the last lecture for pk...
and there were 2 guest lecturers toking abt their jobs today instead of just the regular lectures that we have...

I wasn't really paying any attention to them even thou it was said that this lecture would be tested in exam as well...*dunnoe real or fake* =P

anyway... the thing is...
i am starting to get worried for my future...
it looks really bleak lo...
cos i have no idea what i wan to do!

hmmm...
i can say i enjoyed my preceptorship last year...
cos i felt that i could apply what i learnt in class....
and the satisfaction i get from being able to help ppl feels good...
but becoming a retail pharmacist?
hmmm.. i have my reservations...
wat if they juz throw me to some ulu outlet tat nobody comes for the pharmacist? den i do nothing? i will be sooooo sian...
work environment wise also not my ideal type...
another practical consideration is the pay of cos...

i can't say anything abt working in a hospital yet cos have to wait until after this coming hols ba... after attachment...

i know i'm not interested in research...
cos i dun like reading journal research articles...
i dun like to look at the graphs and all the complicated data...
*super bad at those stuff*
which also rules out anything associated with pk.. like clinical trials etc...

sales is really not my cup of tea...
cos i cannot talk! haha..
i mean i'm not good at selling stuff to ppl...
lousy conversational skills...

industry to me is a very vague term...
i'm still not really sure about the various paths in pharm industry...
like wat exactly are they doing?
maybe can find out from yj they all after they complete their attachment...

something totally not related to pharm?
hmmm... it is a possibility but the odds are super low...
not making use of my degree... hmmm...
i dun really see that happening..
unless it's something like starting your own biz which i have no idea and skill for...
i tink it's really quite tough plus u need the capital to begin with...

so... yalo...
quite worried suddenly...
alrdy a year 3 student...
only 1 more year to graduation!
... ... ...

I told adez n yj abt it during pk class on mon…
Haha.. adez reaction so funnie…
Yj also lo.. she shake hand w me to congratulate me.. haha…
They wanted photos… haha… which I din have!
Cos we din take any…=X

went out for dinner after his interview on tue…
As usual… he made me decide on e place to eat… =P
Initially we tot we will only be able to meet 1 month later de…
Cos both busy with exams lo… =S
But yeah! It was happy to meet up again~!!

During dinner I was thinking of wat yj, ade n me were toking abt during our break…
They were saying that one of their frens will hold hand with the bf while eating throughout e whole meal… which makes them both handicap…how to eat properly like tat… it’s so funnie imagining tat scene…haha…

Then, due to popular demand…
we decided to take photos using hp…
Muahaha.. but it was ugly~ =X
Nxt time muz take better ones!

He seemed to keep reminding me tat he will treat me badly in e future…
N kept toking abt his bad pts…
ohoh! N his gay partner… =X
Hmmm… haha… yalo…
我上了贼船了。。。

*tink I really wasted ur day away leh… =(
Hope it wont affect ur schedule much k…
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
Nxt up: 25th~ =)

**after exams…
9th : bert bday + packing
10th: pharms gals bday + moving??
11th: Mom’s day + moving??
12th: start work
=X

有一个男人，
严格来说我认识了他有八年了。

以前我觉得他是一个怪怪的学长，
因为我们认识的方法也怪怪的。=P

从来没想过会有这样的开始。

楼梯和我。。。
一起咯!
=）

Have been lazy to update… =P

On sat went out w e girls to celebrate hx’s bday early as requested cos her bday v near to her papers…
We went to this jap restaurant at central which serves delicious ramen!
Yummy! But v v v salty, so had to keep drinking water after tat…
Heard it was recommended by 933… really not bad… =)
Food aside, we also tried to kai dao cch abt her work probs…
She is really a v responsible worker!!
So 尽责 until so felt so miserable abt it…
I tink it shld be resolved by now? Hope it was a happy ending!
So to distract her from her work stuff…
we kept crapping… making up nicknames for ppl…Gossiping… haha… =P
I tink we succeeded alittle? =)

*ohoh! We saw cao guo hui w his pretty gf! He is shuai de lo…
Tsk tsk… so match match n loving~ ^^

Den it was mugging mugging mugging…
So boring…
All the pk concepts that I still cannot fully grasp despite reading dunnoe how many times…
It juz refuse to go into my head la…
Dunnoe for exams how… =(
Awful module!!

Today after e quiz me n adez juz were so demoralized la…
To comfort ourselves, we juz walk out of the lt to buy drinks..
Actually we were carving for icecream…
But sci dun sell icecream!!
So I bot coke instead… n she bot vitasoy… (needed e sugar~ even thou it’s unhealthy.. =P)

Went bac into lt n nua while e presentation started…
N we suddenly realize we were surrounded by ppl who started to copy notes for e nxt quiz on fri! *faintz* while we were still nua-ing~ omg~
i tink we r aliens.. haha… just dun feel like doing any work!
den dunnoe when she started calling e others in our class “stupid smart ppl”...
which sounded weird.. but haha.. we juz continue using e term…

den we were told by sh tat our grp ppl calls us A&W~
muahahah!! So funnie!
Den we even came up w actions for it.. *too bored alrdy* hahah.. damn lame la…
her icon is curly fries… my icon is root beer float… (the 2 types of a&w food tat we missed e most~)
So we spent the day performing the actions for various ppl…
I tink we r crazy ppl lo…
But it kept us entertained.. hehe…

Whole day was full of rubbishes la…
like the 绯闻男女in class…
Dressing of other ppl…
Lecturers…
We r evil de… haha…
If there were a module on crapping…
We will ace it… confirm…
Haha…

*thx for entertaining my whinings n complains e whole morning! =)

Sweet-ness

Yea! Today we ended another test… =)
But there r still 2 more to go…
So muz cont to gambate! =)

Wed was a happy mugging day~
Cos got ppl pei… haha…
谢谢你特地跑来 nus…
Helped me q a lot cos I wasn’t allowed to use e comp…
If I had possession of lappie..
Den I wouldn’t have been as efficient w my mugging…

Mr bad guy…
Stop ur evil tots… =P
Be more careful ba…
(say I clumsy.. u also clumsy lo..)

对不起。。。
再等多一下下，好吗？
我是很慢的。

April's fool~

april's fool day was a test day for me...
1 test down.. 2 more to go... =X

sh sent me a april's fool sms yesterday...
she said she initially wanted to trick me.. but didn't..
haha... tink i mite have fallen for e trick as well..
so lucky she din wan to trick me.. =P

so i sent it to 3 ppl..
1st person fell for e trick n called me...
i tink partly cos it was cos of some factors tat caused him to be so jing zhang abt e sms.. =X (shldn't have sent it to him actualli.. sorry...)
when he realised he had been tricked...
he tricked me bac.. haha..
i tink i'm too ben ben to trick ppl lo...

2nd person sms me bac..
apparant he din get tricked...
n said i shldn't trick kind ppl..
muahahah...

3rd person ignored me.. bleah!

haha.. yup..
happy april's fool!

wed n thurs r free dayss for me!!
so happy!! =) but muz use the days to mug thou..
gambate!

Ta-da!!

On Thursday I went out for lunch with Hans...
We went to some apparently famous yu pian mi fen at some west coast kopitiam…
It was really not bad…but I wasn’t hungry…
So he had most of the huge bowl of mi fen… =P
And we toked over lunch about some stuff that I got to know of…
Which is q a headache n a difficult thing to settle…
Basically the conclusion to the conversation was no conclusion…
Yup… so mr hans… u go n fan xing fan xing.. hehe.. =P
Thx for driving me to class after tat… =)
N stop blaming me for ur lack of the sense of direction!
Haha… u urself is the blur one…

Friday was e ‘ta-da!’ day…
Essentially the ta-da part was at nite la…
Hmmm… I was still surprised even thou I kind of expected it…
Nothing’s confirmed yet…
Loads of tot processes…
I’m sorry if my reaction was bad/weird/inappropriate…
There were too many things going on in my head…
To be truthful I was q blank at a pt of time…
Tat could explain for my sian-ness tat u tot I was feeling…
In fact, I was happy last nite… *smilez**smilez**smilez*
The most impt part is: Thx for being understanding… =)

Anyhow... Randomly...

There’s 5 more weeks to exams..
4 more days to my testsss…
So I shld start to focus!

Of cos there shld be time for breaks…
So I’m going to try to work hard for the times tat i’m not meeting anybody..
Den when I do go out… I can really enjoy myself…

Shld start to get over my nua self…
Had a bad dream yesterday…
I went online to check my results…
N I realise I got all Ds for my final exams…
super horror…
N the online system had some screw up which deteriorated my lousy results further…
Until I had some Fs…
Horror-est of horror…
N then my alarm rang… fortunately… =)
I tink it’s a sign to tell me to work harder… haha..

On Tuesday I received choco from my angel!
Haha.. even thou e game is over he still give me choco..
=) he said he got chocos for ppl who r nice to him…
He’s e nice one la.. thx!

I tested my hba1c on tue practical..
I am normal de! =) saved myself $30.. haha…
n becos e bld glucose meter dunnoe had wat prob w me, I had to prick n reprick my finger twice before I could get an error-free results.. which show tat I’m normal too.. =) healthy!!

i dropped my phone on e floor yesterday…
*heartpain*
1st time my precious phone fell…
Hai hao ta mei shi! =S

N I juz knocked my knee onto e metal bar of my chair…
Super pain de…
I foresee a huge blue black… =(

Long Vacation - What will i do

nice song i heard from radio today... =)

This long weekend...

蛮多事情发生了。
所以感想也跟着多了。

有好多好多的方面要考虑。
事情原来并不是那么简单的。
人与人之间好复杂。
不想去理。
能单纯多好。

可能是我想得太多了。
顾虑得太多。
但是我不能不去理那一切的一切。

其实我蛮害怕的。
突然觉得好恐怖。
=P

复杂。
混乱。

我不会解决的事，
我只会让它顺其自然。

Photos!!

pix from amplitude, present shopping n gd fri~

My Good Friday…

My good Friday was spent with my 2 different grps of frens…
The purpose was the same : to celebrate their belated bdays… =)

In e morn met w my gd jie meis… cch n hx…
Long time no meet them le!
I tink I really ai them…
Cos they r really nice n funnie n understanding ppl.. =)
Going out w them I can say wat I wan n juz spill out everything that I wan to…
They always give gd advice also.. haha.. =)
Thx for listening to my stories!!
I enjoyed listening to their updates too… =)
I feel like our lives r now so different…
Cch alrdy working v hard…
Hx alrdy in her final yr.. looking for job opportunities n stuff…
Me.. still a clueless yr 3 pharm student w no ambitions.. haha..

N we kept going to e electronics shop today..
cch bot a mini hifi… hx bot a digicam.. ( I tink both r gd deals!)
n in total we went to e same shop for 3-4 times…
until e uncle c us from afar will alrdy smile at us..
even gave us each a photo of us tat was developed from his photo printer n also his name card…haha.. I tink he is a nice uncle.. =)

kopi club has kopi tat’s too sweet.. =X
but e environment is v nice thou.. =)
gd for nua-ing n chatting..
I love e chair!! So comfy! Wan to bring it bac to hall! Haha..

In e evening met up w sh, pj, bert, hans for dinner at a place called friends…
=) q like e atmosphere there…
Food may be abit exp thou… =)

I tink today…
A lot of tot processes went on in my tiny head…
Abit overwhelmed…
Confusion… sadness… it’s juz all mixed tog now…
N I’m feeling a state of blankness?
Maybe I’m juz blocking out all e emotions…
Abit chim.. but I guess it’s e way my system works…

I tink I can quite get selfish at times…
During e times when I’m happy… someone else may be troubled?
When I dun even know wat I’m tinking at times… being so undecided n blur n whatever… am I hurting some ppl?
I guess I also can be a v bad person…
Always complaining abt ppl like jrm…
But I never jian tao myself…
It can be so difficult sometimes…

Like wat I told ylp…
Zibi is good sometimes… =)

But not too zibi.. cos actually…
I tink I need support a lot of times…

*photos another time...
i'm q tired...*

Long weekend!

Yesterday nite I went jogging w hans…
Haha.. amazingly la..
So stress lo…
Cos I am super slow tat type… den ppl is e duan pao jian jiang can…
Hahah… I tink he run damn slow to pei he wo…
So xing ku him…
We ran for like ½ hr… by tat time I’m panting like dunnoe wat alrdy…
Q long time since I ran for this long alrdy…
*lao ren jia*

Today was q a fa feng day…
Cos we had to do e urine expt.. which was real stinko…
Cannot take it.. e ammonia smell from e chemicals is super er xin… =X
N I tink adez is rather high today…
So we were sprouting nonsense e whole day la.. like stuff abt e south park episode.. abt e umbrella song.. muahahaha…
N she xian qi me watch Alvin n e chipmunks.. =P
N me n yj were trying to find her a suitable guy in pharm..
Trying to recommend Alvin to her.. but apparently..dotz.. haha..
Yup.. we were really nonsenseful today~~
Tink she is really q a fun person to be with.. haha.. full of nonsense n high also.. =P

Today I also met gor for dinner at engine fac..
Had my yummy hotplate as always!!
Haha.. something v funnie happen..
Cos gor din noe wat to eat.. n he finally decided to have hot plate but wanted to change e teriyaki chicken to cutlet.. but dunnoe can or not.. so he ask me to ask e uncle…
So I juz ask uncle: uncle, can change teriyaki chicken to cutlet?
Uncle: cooking alrdy… nxt time den change can?
Me: nono.. uncle.. I wan to add 1 more order..
Uncle: oorh…. Can can… *shouts order to kitchen* so u pay together or separate?
Me: *looks at gor, looks at uncle*
pay tog…
*hands ten dollar note to uncle*
Uncle: wah.. *looks at gor* u v lucky arh… she order for u… pay for u also.. this type of gal where to find..
Gor: haha.. find in nus pharmacy lo…
Uncle: hahaha. *v happy* wah.. ur reaction v fast arh~
*2 guys queuing in front of us try v hard not to laugh*

Muahaha.. I tink it’s super funnie de…
Tink e uncle like my gor alrdy.. heheh…
After dinner gor’s fren’s lao gong drive us bac to hall.. haha…
E guan xi like spread to v far~~
But ya.. thx for e comfy ride bac! =)

So we proceeded as planned.. watched e chipmunks on his lappie…
Finally watched it.. loves thedore!
He is sooooo sweet.. n soooo ke ai.. haha..

After e movie.. I got convinced by gor to go home tonite…
Haha… so I dragged all my heavy stuff home by myself…
So ke lianly la.. =P
But ya.. shall not complain abt it again.. q boring stuff…
=) happy holidays ppl!!
Have a gd rest n also be productive k!
Esp for ppl who have to hand in reports v v soon~~ =P

Blurrrr~

Yup... i have been v blur lately... =X
first of all...
i left my clothes at ucc after my amplitude performance..
n i din even realise it long after i reach my room n did alot of other stuff...
had to trouble ppl to help me bring bac... =X
thx loads to those involved! haha..

the performance turned out q oki i guess..
after singing e pasigin song over n over n over again before our our performance.. we finally rem most of e lyrics.. n managed to catch e rite key.. even thou there was a minor prob at e v beginning.. but luckily we had a perfect pitch in our choir.. he is li hai!!
=P anyway... so happy it is all over!!!
ohoh.. n i realised tat i am not as fu qian as i tot.. haha.. =P

nxt blur was mon...
i forgot to bring my qian bao to sch...
cos i changed bag.. so i forgot to transfer over..
aiz.. how forgetful can i get...
but luckily i stuffed $$ everywhere..
so i realised i still have $5 in my hp pouch..
so i was saved... =)

e final blur was also mon..
when i juz scalded my right hand...
ya.. all my fingers...
while i was trying to prepare my ovaltine drink..
cos e dinner was v nan chi...
e boiling hot water juz spill all over my hand.. =(
so very very painful...
soaked my hand in dunnoe how many cups of cold water...
den finally realised i have e wan neng mopiko which can be applied for burns too!! =) so i applied tat n e pain subsided after tat...
leaving e slight swelling which has by now disappeared..
so my poor hand is now bac to normal.. =)

ya.. i am tat blur n clumsy~~ =X

My horrible week is finalli ending soon…
Yea~~!!

Yest went out w cot for dinner..
At some Indian restaurant to hui wei e ying du feng qing?
Haha.. food wasn’t tat gd thou… choices were v limited also..
After tat was dessert!!! Woohoo…
Desserts were e highlite la… definitely yummy…
But q sad cos I was alrdy q full when we had e dessert.. so abit ying ying sai de gan jue…
Den can’t really appreciate it… but I could sense e choco overload..
Muahaha.. I wan to go there again nxt time!!!
Eat e one tat Edwin had.. *yummilious!*

To be honest…
I was quite surpised yesterday when I learnt abt some stuff…
Even thou I pretended to be normal like I expected it..
Haha.. =X

It is really quite tu ran…
But I guess love is not something we can explain using logic…
It comes when u least expect it…
The most difficult part maybe learning to accept it ba…
But well.. wat matters is u r happy n xing fu! =)

Well.. today was tiring day…
i fell aslp when I lie down on e bed for awhile juz now.. instantaneous…
n it was e unconscious type of nap..
oblivious to everything de lo.. din even hear my alarm…

went sdc…
came bac str to choir…
din even manage to do much work… =(
nxt wk will be time to slow down n start working academically ba..
catching up time!

白色情人节快乐！

今天我知道了。。
原来笨笨是可以聪明的。。。
自以为聪明时，也可以是笨笨的。。。

i can still rem how i got to know about this jie ri...
all happened 2 yrs ago...
haha.. ya.. cos i got choco on that day!
can still rem the exact moment n scene when i know abt this..
hahaha...so ben ben de.. =P
but i think it's a precious memory.. *smilez*

well.. tink some ppl still dunnoe wat this festival is all abt.. =P
go find out! haha.. =)

yup...
so.. happy white v day everybody!
*muacks!*

ps...
y did someone wan to scold someone leh...
really got nothing to do w me?
if not y e someone dun wan to tell me y the other somone wan to scold him?
i'm all messed up~
watever.. since someone dun wan to tell me why..
i guess i can never find out why...
*dun care.. lalala!!
=)

生病了。。。

Yup.. I am sick again!
Fever lo… =(
Luckily it’s a mild one…
In recovery stage 90% alrdy I tink…
But I tink e sore throat part is just beginning.. =(

Actually I tink quite “sway”…
Cos this week is my busy wk..
N I have to get sick on in e middle of this wk…
On my 1 and only free day… so I can’t play happily.. =X

But overall I guess I am xing fu de la…
Cos got ppl offering to buy food for me here n there…
Thx loads!!! *muacks!* =)

Just now felt abit guilty…
Cos zy was asking ppl to join float…
I din sign up la..
Cos I dun tink I can commit to 2 whole months of hard work…
N there’ll be no one I noe to pei me… =S
Den I’ll be so sian… yalo…
I guess if possible… I’ll try to come bac to help ba…

其实我觉得我有很多东西要写。。
但就是下不了笔。。
或许。。我是不敢写下来吧。。
但是这是我的blog。。 我不需要去顾虑那么多吧？

但是我就是顾虑很多。。
所以打了一推的字。。
但却publish 不了。。
或许我的顾虑是多余的。。
因为毕竟
到头来。。好像只是自己笨笨的。。

Lalala~

i tink recently i'm getting more irritable, demanding and it's v bad...
i need to revert back to my old cheerful self! 改变自己！
*smilez!*
我要自由自在的！
i wan zero worries.. zero stress.. zero confusion...
juz like the stylo new zero sugar coke! =P
lalala~

Slowness~

haha.. i am such a ben ben n slow person~
i guess the facebook quiz i took sometime ago is quite accurate after all.. =P
cos tonite i discovered something after toking to someone whom i haven toked to in a long time...
haha... gong xi ni attached le!!! =)
not onli him.. sam also attached le!!
wahaha.. everyone also getting attached...
wo jiu gu du zhong lao ba! =P

asked a difficult qn to ppl juz now..
i juz got vague ans..
haha.. but i expected it.. cos i also would give such ans.. =P
thx for entertaining me.. hehe..

sorry for this short, random, messy post.. =P
btw.. happy Bday to fei koon n kk who r born on 8 mar! =)
happy bday to dennis born on 9 mar! =)

Mayday...

i happen to see these few videos of their concert...
super touching n sweet!!!
*sweet dao~~* (^ ^)

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Multiple Pix

these are all e pix from mid sem until this wk...

Dark and Gloomy day

2 days of tests r finally over…
Mostly ti-kaming…
So I dun carry much hope for them…

Arggh~~
today = No mood…
=X

Black dots everywhere~

today is e day...
nvm 2008...
60 stories at republic plaza...
it took ard 20min?? (not sure.. too tired to check time =P)

yes.. it's tiring de lo...
intensively tired for 20min..
cmi... haha.. i tink i'm so lousy la...
i started to get dizzy at ard 15th floor..
tink cos we keep turning n turing.. e amt of black dots were getting more n more.. (guess i shld have slpt earlier yesterday nite...)
haha.. tot i was going to faintz.. =P
but lucky din.. cos i stopped to rest...
in e end.. slowly slowly climb...
den managed to climb up to level 60... XP

n cch was zai! haha.. she also climb q fast lo.. =P
li hai!! n e other gals also zai! fit!
i got cheated la.. who say they not fit...
or maybe it's cos i am too unfit.. hehe.. =P

actualli q paiseh also la..
cos i tink i tuo lei gor lo...
he realli juz pei me all e way.. haha...
even thou i asked him to go 1st.. he refused..
he shld have run up all e way la..
*cos he is e fittest rite~* hehez.. failed to let him show off his shi li~ =P
dun have to 陪我这个身体虚弱的人... *paiseh*
but realli..
THANK U!!!!! =)
for e support..
for e push..
for e company along e way...
for e choco to help me jiayou for mugging..
for vogaris pte ltd...
u realli v nice~ e best-est! haha..
*gan dong-ed* =)
谢谢你！

yup... n to update on e other stuff...
me n hx bot cch bday present alrdy!!
yes.. we r efficient de!!
haha.. it was tough buying her e present thou...
dunnoe killed how many brain cells in e process.. =P
hope she will find it useful!

tonite.. tml nite...
i will be busily mugging for 2 tests...
hope it's not too tough a test...
chiong arh!!!!