Saturday, March 22, 2008

My Good Friday…

My good Friday was spent with my 2 different grps of frens…
The purpose was the same : to celebrate their belated bdays… =)

In e morn met w my gd jie meis… cch n hx…
Long time no meet them le!
I tink I really ai them…
Cos they r really nice n funnie n understanding ppl.. =)
Going out w them I can say wat I wan n juz spill out everything that I wan to…
They always give gd advice also.. haha.. =)
Thx for listening to my stories!!
I enjoyed listening to their updates too… =)
I feel like our lives r now so different…
Cch alrdy working v hard…
Hx alrdy in her final yr.. looking for job opportunities n stuff…
Me.. still a clueless yr 3 pharm student w no ambitions.. haha..

N we kept going to e electronics shop today..
cch bot a mini hifi… hx bot a digicam.. ( I tink both r gd deals!)
n in total we went to e same shop for 3-4 times…
until e uncle c us from afar will alrdy smile at us..
even gave us each a photo of us tat was developed from his photo printer n also his name card…haha.. I tink he is a nice uncle.. =)

kopi club has kopi tat’s too sweet.. =X
but e environment is v nice thou.. =)
gd for nua-ing n chatting..
I love e chair!! So comfy! Wan to bring it bac to hall! Haha..

In e evening met up w sh, pj, bert, hans for dinner at a place called friends…
=) q like e atmosphere there…
Food may be abit exp thou… =)

I tink today…
A lot of tot processes went on in my tiny head…
Abit overwhelmed…
Confusion… sadness… it’s juz all mixed tog now…
N I’m feeling a state of blankness?
Maybe I’m juz blocking out all e emotions…
Abit chim.. but I guess it’s e way my system works…

I tink I can quite get selfish at times…
During e times when I’m happy… someone else may be troubled?
When I dun even know wat I’m tinking at times… being so undecided n blur n whatever… am I hurting some ppl?
I guess I also can be a v bad person…
Always complaining abt ppl like jrm…
But I never jian tao myself…
It can be so difficult sometimes…

Like wat I told ylp…
Zibi is good sometimes… =)

But not too zibi.. cos actually…
I tink I need support a lot of times…


*photos another time...
i'm q tired...*

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