Free day~

yesterday nite i finally got to noe who my angel is...
haha.. e coordinator of e game was my angel~
it was rather awkward when he handed me e choco..
cos it was so sudden...
i din noe wat to say to him!
haha... he also din noe wat to say.. so.. it was.. super awkward... =P

tonite well...
din bazaar duty from 6 to 12am...
juz to earn pts... haha...
all e pharm ppl in the same slot... desparate for pts alrdy.. =P
din do any work except for e project done tog w yl...
after tat it was hard to conc on my notes...
kept losing focus n wasn't in e mood also..

ylp kept toking...
haha.. e whole nite... she realli v determined to tok...
toked loads of rubbish... like xin xiang shi cheng...n her lousy example... haha.. xiao si le... yuan lai shi kong bu de...
tat's y wan shi ru yi is betta!

somehow we also toked abt nan rens...
yl was condemning nan rens n we were trying to tell her there r still gd guys ard.. haha... noe tat some guys r juz so ben ben n realli cmi.. but there still nice ones ard... those tat dun cheat ur feelings...dun change overnite...n r not stubborn as a mule...

later i dunnoe how it came to be them saying tat he actualli wasn't a hao ren...
but he realli is a hao ren!! i strongly believe tat he is... haha..
it's juz me being ben ben n stupid n maybe misled myself...
so yalo... it's juz no yuan fen...
abit of yi han thinking bac...
some things i could have done more...
some things i could have done less...
and all e wat ifs...
but now it's all over... n i guess it wasn't meant to be..
he's happy n xing fu now n i'm also happy on my own.. haha...
sounds like a pathetic attempt to an wei myself...
oh wellz... =P

den it came to toking abt e sad things...
i was ben ben as usual...
tink too much until so emo la...
haha.. diu lian si le...
but ya... i also dunnoe wat to do..
tok to him abt it n ask y like tat?
but he wont change one lo.. i seriously think so...
n he's so busy... i dunnoe if i'll be bothering him notz...
i dun wan to seem like a kid who's seeking attention all e time...
but i dun wan this frenship to become something like he will onli look for me when he needs my help...
maybe i shld try to ask him out more...?
but will his gf hate me for doing tat? haha... am i tinking too much here? wateva.... ... try hard to find a chance to tok to him 1st n c how...

finalli.. thx to hans for bringing us supper.. it was v nice of u!!!
xie xie!!!

had a nice nite toking...
even thou it was a totally unproductive nite...
but i guess it's nice to not have to do anything once in a while n juz tok n tok n tok abt anything n everything else...
q fun~ thx ylp.. for insisting on toking... haha..
n entertaining us... =)