entry no. 261

i haven been updating properly..
juz been rather random lately..
=P a quick update den...

sunday:
watched kungfu dunk w bert n sh...
e storyline realli was abit too rushed..
so i find tat it's not tat nice a show lo...
den we has ichican boshi for dinner..
which was super filling! n also super nice wor~!
somewhere during e middle of all e eating..
bert pen1 fan4... haha.. cos of something tat sh said n he tot was funnie..
muahaha... tsk tsk.. realli ni image alrdy lo... =P

monday:
muggerish day w gor at wl nlb..
mugged from 10am to 8pm..
good leh... but of cos there were breaks in betwn...
rather productive i would say...
but i guess i'm abit slow w my reading... so i'm still behind time...
it was gd mugging w him cos at e end of e mugging...
he treated me to waffles w icecream!!
haha.. but it was free de also la...
some voucher tat he has tat entitles him to a free waffle w icecream...
so he generously shared it w me... =) n i got to choose e flavour!
thanx!!!! it was yummy!!

den tat guy finally contacted me to ask me for e book he wanted...
so ya.. met him straight after gor left...
he accompanied me home to let me put down all my stuff n take e book for him too...
i wanted to be fierce to him.. to scold him or something...
but i couldn't la.. there r ppl tat i juz cannot be fierce to ba... haha..
so juz toked n smile n smile.. but i guess i wasn't being my usual self...
so he detected it n asked me y... told him e whole lot of stuff...
stupidly i felt e tears in my eyes... told myself not to cry..
but well... this type of frenship things always make me emo...
esp when he's one fren i realli treasure...
so in order for us to tok things out abit longer...
i sent him home from my hse... n den he sent me bac to my hse again... haha.. abit wu liao.. but ya.. we used to do this type of things in e past too...
like too free like tat rite... dunnoe y we din sit down to tok properly...

anywayz... he's realli gd at cheering ppl up...
dunnoe out of no where juz gave me choco after choco... realli funnie la..
u see.. how to be angry at him~
so i complained to him...
feeling like a spoilt brat...
n he explained his busy busy schedule to me...
ya.. i noe la.. u're always busy...
but i dun expect much also rite... =S
anyway he doesn't know abt this blog so i'm juz rambling to myself...
always noe tat u're an ambitous person...
always working hard.. striving to be e best...
taking on sooo much responsibility...
i noe it's wat u wan.. i noe tat u wan to achieve alot of things...
tat's y i refrain from disturbing u alot...
refrain from asking u out.. etc etc...
dun even dare to disturb u on msn...
but replying a msg dun take much time rite...
n pls.. nxt time if u realli juz calling to ask for my help..
pls dun pretend tat no la.. u juz wan to ask how i'm doing etc..
cos it gives me false hope k... will onli make me disappointed...

after toking for ard an hr...
i guess there was no solution to e prob...
wat i ended up telling him was...
actualli after telling u all this.. i noe nothing will change much de...
cos u r like tat de... since JC time u were alrdy like tat... so ya.. i dun expect u to change... i juz needed to tok to u abt it.. let out some steam... complains will come ur way once in a while... so dun mind k...
n his reply was.. ya.. tat's y i dun make any promises to u...
*he used to make those promises n break them.. ya.. so i guess we've both gotten smarter...

n tat was it..
sorry if i've bore u ppl w e weird story...
even thou it wasn't solved...
but i guess i was happy at e end of e day...
not sure y also.. maybe it's becos being able to tok to him like tat makes me feel juz like old times...
thx for giving me tat hr to tok to u ba.. even thou i guess u had something else to do...

tue:
slacker day...
nua-ed n watched tv...
studying was minimal...
haha...
tml shall work harder!