slow poke...

yup..i tink i'm a slow poke..
mug until v slow..
no gd.. these few days been mugging lsm..
tink tml i muz change liao..
study something else.. if not i tink i cant take it.. =(

msn n google all i cant sign in.. =(
i dunnoe y.. cant even check my mails...
muz be e internet connection prob in my room...
onli my room..
cos other ppl like all can log in with no prob leh...
aiz.. lousy connection..
or maybe is i'm unlucky.. e connection hates me.. =P

actualli q scary.. cos sat is e 1st paper..
n i haven study for tat yet..
maybe start mug abit tml ba..
xin li bu an..
tink this sem is gone for me lo..
no hope.. =S
but still muz study... hahaz..

today eat e chicken rice at pgp..
e rice is nice.. but e chicken like oki onli la..
maybe e shao ji will be nicer.. heez..
nxt time can go earlier to eat..

nowadays e weather is mad..
morning is v v hot..
den evening will rain..
i like e raining part.. cos it's cooling..
but in e morning is v hot.. gd thing my room is cool.. heez..
so not so bad..

den hor..
we always gossip during dinner time..
hahaz.. so fun! ba gua here n there..
but is realli lo.. this yr got alot of senior-junior de lian qings..
all of a sudden like alot of couples pop up..
hahaz.. exams stress is catalyst? =P
dunnoe lo.. hahaz..

i realised tat all my paragraphs not linked one..
v random.. hahaz.. cos my brain now onli has random tots..
not able to link e tots up properly..
hahaz.. paiseh paiseh..

on sat after my 1st paper.. if i not going home..
den i muz go ntuc to stock up!
hahaz.. jue ding liaoz! =P
n connection kuai kuai hao qi lai..
bu yao tao yan wo...
tat's all..
i go for dinner le.. =)

男佣 - 吴克群



a v cute song!
hahaz.. where is my nan yong?

路上车太多
司机老吴来接送
健身健不够
还要懂一点幽默
煮饭烧菜你不懂
洗衣擦地的粗活全部都由我来做
不管你站着坐着趴着我在你左右
如果你累了酸了瘫了
我帮你按摩
我做你的男佣
一天到晚上工
让你越过越轻松~

so nice! hahaz...

Been some time…

Last time I blogged was tues!
So many days ago liaoz…
Lazy to blog.. cos everytime v sianz after mugging den jiu go slp..
But actually also never mug much.. but juz sianz..

Anyway.. wed we had our thai oral test..
N me n lp were partners mar..
Sadly.. we made q a lot of errors in our conversation.. =P
we had to pick a conversation topic..
n ours was A running into B who is an old Thai frend of A at orchard road..
n we had to arrange a gathering for later.. and ask for each other’s contacts..

so we juz toked slowly.. hahaz..
den at 1 pt during e conversation.. lp suggested we meet for lunch at mac for e gathering.. n I xia dao…
err.. I was tinking y meet at mac..
haha.. so I said I like Japanese food instead..
den in e end we arranged to be at jap restaurant instead of mac.. =P

after e oral we were abit demoralized la..
cos say some stuff wrongly.. ming ming noe e rite term de..
but jing zhang den say wrongly..
so we really went to mac n had lunch..
hahaz.. food therapy..

n thurs no lesson..
mugged e stats.. but actually mug stats no v useful..
cos I tink muz do den useful.. aiz..
*demoralized*

Fri had dfd tutorial in e morn n thai writing in e afternoon..
In betwn e lesson I slacked with yingjia n Adeline lo..
Hahaz.. actually is supposed to mug de..
But I so slack la.. keep toking to them.. =P
Den I went home… on a fri again! Hahaz..
Bot pao pao cha home.. n choco too!
Food for mugging.. =P

Den sis came home with William..
n they xian qi me at home! =P
sis showed mi her v ke ai de qi pao tat she wan to wear to peggy’s wedding..
so nice lo! Hahaz.. she asked mi to wear.. den she took photos while I act stupid like ah dai tat type.. cos qi pao mar.. act like those xiang xia de.. hahaz.. =P
den we played with her props for e groom.. n take photos..
cos my sis is one of e jie mei for peggy.. den they wan to make e groom n his xiong di sing a song using those toy guitar n pail as a drum n those shakers n bells as music instruments..they supposed to sing 1 song in both hip hop style n wayang style.. hahaz.. I tink is damn funnie.. n e groom also has to write a love poem for peggy using e words they give him.. hehez..
den she also got those angel n devil de hair bands for during e wedding dinner itself de.. so tat they can be recognized as e helpers.. hahaz.. ke ai de leh..
so juz took photos in those with William n sis.. hahaz..

sat woke up early to go for breakfast at jalan kayu with hans bert n peijun..
cos hans got his new car le!!
So we met at amk n he drove us there..
Never knew tat jalan kayu is so near.. hahaz..
Long time no eat there liao.. n it’s so nice! =)
We ate in e sun.. cos e sun keep shifting until when we eat halfway liao den shine onto us.. hahaz.. den we lazy to move lo.. so juz sweat.. =P
Den after tat we din noe where else to go…
So they say go my hse cos they never come before.. except hans la..
So they came lo.. hahaz..
N we also did nothing but sit ard n looked at my photos from last time..

We jus toked den they played with xiaoham
N hans kept calling xiaoham “gal gal”
Cos they really look alike! Except tat gal gal is bigger in size la..
Hahaz.. den we huai jiu bout last time Anderson..
So fun lo.. but pj n hans tok bout 2/6.. den mi n bert blur.. hahaz..
Cos he 2/2 n I 2/1.. so far away from 2/6..

Den we concluded tat jc is nothing much.. sec sch more more fun!
E best part of jc for me was joining ps…
Esp 2nd yr in ps..e period when mr chia came..
He was great lo.. =) still rem when he n e others surprised me with e bday cake n everything.. hahaz.. so funnie lo..
N I was juz blur blur when he pretended to scold me for not clearing e non existent mess in darkroom n told mi to go up n c for myself tog with him..
Hahaz.. den jiu saw e cake n everyone.. so gan dong..
Actually come to tink of it.. my 2 bdays during jc times were e best wor..
Hahaz.. cos e 1st one Jrm bot me a small cake n surprised mi in e middle of e nite..
2nd one mr chia n ps surprised mi with a bigger cake.. Hahaz..
Yea.. NJPS rox!! Hmm.. jrm rox too la.. hahaz..

Den at nite I watched a lot of tv..
From 930pm to ard 2am..
I cant believe tat they actually show qian nv you hun 3..
Hahaz.. so I watched for awhile n den jiu slp le..
But e tv on sat nite was v nice! =P

Sunday.. I read dfd..
Not bad la.. at least I read 4 to 5 sets.. hahaz..
Q an achievement..
Had pizza for dinner cos mama wanted to eat tat..
den came bac to hall.. mugged.. n lp came.. n we toked n complained awhile..
hahaz.. den I cont to mug..
until I was so tired I slpt..

nothing much...

just felt like blogging..
hahaz..nothing much has happened also..
yesterday tried to mug.. but progress was super slow..
kept dozing off... =P

den at nite e f blk comm came ard to give out little treats of snacks!
hahaz. they r so nice.. =)
den saw e news tat gst will be increased to 7%..
so sad lo..we r going to get poorer liaoz..
cost of living juz keep rising n rising n rising..
realli dun understand.. =( may dii leey...

today went for lessons n we ben ben de tot our lesson is at 8am..
but it's actualli at 8.15am.. hahaz..
den we still so rush.. =P
cane bac after thai n bot waffles from pgp for lunch..
shun bian bot bread n jam so tat when i'm hungry n lazy..
at least i still have food in my room..hahaz..

juz now at dinner yanjing asked alot of qi guai de qns..
hahaz.. den we ans n cleared her doubts..
she say we r you yong! hahahz..
jie kai le ta xin li de qn marks.. =P

you ren shuo wo bu shang xin..
dan na shi de wo ye shi hen shang xin de..
hai ji de na shi shi xqrj prelims de shi qi..
you na me qiao de.. wo shi head..
zi ji cheng shou bu liao na me duo.. dry run de shi hou hai ku le..
xia huai le josh.. xia huai le alison ta men ba..
rang zi ji qu shang hai le zi ji de hao peng you..
xin li bu xiang.. dan que you bu neng bu shuo..
yin wei bu shuo de hua.. bu shi hen bu gong ping ma?
zhi shao wo shi zhe yang xiang de.. bu xiang pian zi ji.. bu xiang pian ta..
di yi ci bi zi ji na me de jue qing..
qi shi zhen de hao xing ku..
wo bu shi xiang shuo wo you duo mo de wei da hai shi zhen yang..
wo zhi dao wo dui bu qi ta.. wo bu hao.. dan xin li ye bu hao shou..
shui hui xiang yao you zhe yang de jie ju ne..
hmm.. dui bu qi.. xin li zhen de jue de hen dui bu qi ta.. you zhe yi zhong kui jiu ba.. suo yi qing bu yao dui wo hao.. wo hui gen jia de nei jiu de..
dui bu qi...

ni men yao shuo wo shi hui bian xin de nv ren..
wo cheng ren.. wo que shi shi bian le xin..
wu nian yi lai.. wo di que shi bian le..
wo neng gou chi qing de yi xin yi yi dui zhe yi ge ren yi bei zi ma?
wo bu zhi dao.. dan shi wo jue de..
wo bu hui na me rong yi kai shi xia yi duan ba..
ying wei hui hai ba you shang dao dao ren jia..
zi ji hui xi huan ren.. dan que bu gan xiang xiang he ta zai yi qi..
pa zi ji zuo bu hao..
you dian ben ba.. =P
zhang shi jiu zhe yang le..
wo yao qu mug liaoz.. tata~

the beginning of a new week!

i could say i had a happy weekend..
except for e fact that i again din study much..

on friday nite i went out with sis they all to partyworld..
hahaz.. sing with her frends.. some of them i noe.. some i din noe..
but they were a bunch of fun ppl.. heez..
again i was like e one who knew how to sing almost all e songs..
so any songs that they din realli noe how to start or wat they would juz throw me e mic.. hahaz.. dian chang ji? =P
anyway.. i was singing Get High by fir with huili..
den v funnie.. wheneva got e words "get high" sis will sing out loud..
hahaz..so i will pass e mic to her wheneva got tat part..
den thru out e song she'll juz sing "get high" all e way.. hahaz..

on saturday e highlight was cooking!
me n sis n haixing finally cooked..
we cooked jap curry! hahaz..
i was in charge of e curry..
haixing was in charge of frying e pork cutlet..
sis was cooking e rice n was also our assistant..
hehez.. e curry turned out v nice wor!!
hahaz.. discovered a shortcut method to cook nice nice le.. =P
so happy!! den e rice was juz nice.. 2 n half cups of rice for 6 ppl..
hahaz.. anyhow estimate de wor.. in e end we were so accurate..
we finished all e rice.. all e curry all e pork..
den we had dessert!!! apple strudel bot by sis n william! hehez..
den after tat we rested n watched tv...
while watching jacky wu.. we ate chips bot by william with yummy salsa sauce!
hahaz.. piggy rite..
den after tat we watch cast away..
so sad de ending.. =(
cant imagine me stranded on e island.. hahaz.. i will die maybe within a week ba.. he is jian qiang!
after tat i watched wo cai on tv.. den after tat jing ran got qian nv you hun part 2! hahaz.. but i din watch la.. cos tired le.. jiu slept.. even thou i felt like watching it.. cos i have no memories of watching part 2 before wor..wan to c e story.. but nvm.. nxt time will have chance de ba..

on sunday.. woke up to eat youtiao with kopi "orh"
cos papa n mama went out to buy.. it's gd.. hahaz..
long time no eat like tat le.. last time xiao shi hou i love to eat like this de..
den i went out to cold storage..
cos felt like replenishing e milk in hostel..
n i accidentally found e ice tea tat last time i drank from bx!
hahaz.. last time i always try to find bac e same flavour always dun have..onli got lime n peach..
den now i find bac liaoz! so hapi! can be like last sem drink during exam period le..hahaz.. yea! =) kuai le de!!
den in e afternoon i watch e quan qiu ying yue pai hang pang music awards.. abit e boring lo.. cos they cut here n cut there.. den alot of e china singers tat i dunnoe de.. n also dun have e more famous singers.. =S
at nite i watched meet the parents..
hahaz.. funnie show.. poor guy thou.. so unlucky n get blamed for everything..
got 1 scene i tink realli funnie..
is e bomb on e plane part.. hahaz.. yuan lai u cant say bomb on e plane de..
hahaz.. bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb..
n got e robotic air stewardess.. hahaz.. so qi guai de ren..
den i ate more strudel..
i am going to get realli realli fat! hahaz...

n now i am bac in hall.. but tml got no sch!!
hahaz.. so muz study harder..
for thai.. for everything else...
=) i will nu li with e ice tea to accompany mi de!
想到茶我就开心！
因为最近回去看了以前的entries..
读了觉得好好笑。。
又这么巧地看到了爱喝的茶。。
那时真的有幸福的感觉哦。。
怀念。。

=) test is over!

hehez.. e most hated test is now finally over!
hahaz.. lsm test is gone finished!
this time e test is easier.. n i got 3 qn wrong for e mcq..
but i tink i oki le la.. but some ppl wrong 1 qn still unhappi..
hmmm... expectations different ba..
i tink if i can manage a B for lsm i shld be contented le..
hahaz.. hope a B is not too difficult..

anyway.. i spent my wed mugging for e test..
e whole wed! so guai lo..
read n read n read.. until when i lie on my bed.. i fell aslp immediately.. slpt until i was oblivous to everything.. like fainted liaoz..
hahaz.. tink this is mental exhaustion..
so hapi it's over! at least i dun have to c lsm.. for a while..
yup.. n e module got no more lessons! ended with e test liaoz.. hahaz.. =P


started off my day early.. so tat can do some more last min mugging n also eat breakfast!
long time no eat breakfast nicely liao.. so today ate with wj zy they all.. q nice.. hahaz.. den went for test...
after e test we went for thai lesson..
n den after e lesson ?aacaan sirimas treated us to thai food!!
it's like her tradition.. to treat her students after every sem..
becos of us.. she postponed her meeting with titima (dept head) hahaz..
cos everyone always like not free not free like tat.. den today was e best day..
so we waited for her to tell titima.. den met her at carpark..
it was raining v v heavily.. so we went there sitting in ?aacaan's car (BMW wor.. v high tech de lo.. ?aacaan is rich tai tai!) n also khun khun kray de car..

it's a small restaurant at sixth avenue there de..
e food was q authentic.. n it's gd.. eat n eat n eat.. like pig like tat..
hahaz.. n we had dessert too! yummy wor!
so nice rite.. khccpkhun maak ?aacaan!! heez..
cost her bout $194 for all 13 of us..

ohoh.. n we realised tat khun jeremiah participated in some singing competition also.. (dunnoe if it's jue dui superstar notz..) hahaz..
kan bu chu lai he's e type! hahaz..
hehez.. dunnoe if he got in notz.. =P
asked him to sing for us.. but he also never sing.. paiseh la.. hahaz..

hahaz.. den there was e funny incident bout e feen thingy..
cos khun piang cay was asking y i wear so nice..
den e khun maa lay say i phop feen..
so i say may mii feen how to phop feen lo.. =P
hahaz.. den khun monrudii n khun yin dii started to join in to tok nonsense also..feng le.. hahaz..

den came bac.. n had to do stats project..
no printer leh.. cant print..
dun wan ma fan ppl also..
nvm lo.. tml bring lappie go class.. den can do project using lappie..
easier to make changes also...cos i tink i write until v lousy..so dun waste resource ba.. =P

like tat lo.. a sanuuk(fun) day! =)

看到了想看到的。。
开心！
好容易满足啊。。 =P
之前还以为看错了。。眼花。。
读太多lsm了吗？ hahaz..
去睡了吧！

mmmm~

heez..
these few days been in q a gd mood ba..
during e weekend i slacked like dunnoe wat..
watched all e wu zhong xian programmes on tv.. n i watch e qian nv you hun..
hahaz.. dunnoe how many years de movie liaoz..but it's v funny! hahaz..
when e ghosts fly.. there will be a "jiun" de sound effect.. muahahaz..
den i tried to make jelly... n ate alot alot.. hahaz..
den sat nite we went to yishun to eat dinner at some hawker centre.. muahahz..
e food was so nice!! yummy!! esp e bbq chicken wings.. ooooo...
den we went pet shop.. saw many rabbits.. hahaz.. so ke ai..
they were sayanging each other.. den got many xiaoham de frens also..
n got ke ai de puppies!! n a huge huge saint bernard!!! wah.. 1st time i c saint bernard.. realli super big.. tink if he stand up is much taller than me..but he is q smart.. noe how to open door n come out by itself.. n climb out of e fence also.. hahaz.. lotsa saliva thou.. but still ke ai.. =P
tink i onli really seriously studied on sunday nite...
cos monday morning got test!
last min work again.. =P

monday e test aiz..
hahaz.. dun tink i did gd for tat..
alot of ans all diff from yingjia..
dunnoe is i din read properly or was e test juz bad..
nvm lo.. but was happi cos stats finally ended!!! muahahz..
no more stats lect.. no more waking up early on mon n thurs.. =P
but still need to do stats project.. =(
by friday muz do finish!! (hopefully)

so proud of myself cos i finished studying lipids in 1 nite..
hahaz.. but actualli is cheat de cos read before liaoz..
today muz read nucleotides.. hopefully can finish?

juz now received wanqi de sms..
say tat yingjia told her i did rag before..
so she ask mi to join pharm rag..
aiz.. but v tiring leh do rag..
need to commit alot.. n e hols.. will be gone again if i do..
somemore this 3 month vacation got attachment...
den got ipsf...which i am q interested to go...cos can go taiwan..
mmmm..but abit bu hao yi si reject her.. ahhh!!
how how how... yingjia~~~!!

juz had a satisfying lunch.. yumyum..
now it's time to start work le..
jiayou jiayou jiayou ba!!

may ruucak...

不明白。。。
是我做了什么。。
还是我没做什么？

没有查觉得我做错了什么。。
一大清早气氛就不对。。。
也不懂为了什么。。
头很痛。。 就没想理。。
之后， 就一直这样。。
累

是为了昨晚的事吗？
还是是自己太敏感？
昨晚也不觉得我错了什么。。

拿这些事没办法。。
没精力去想这些。。
所以我不会是个好姐姐。。
耐性有限。。=p

he say i sounded like a grown-up..
hahaz.. maybe wo lao le..
no longer start with 1 le.. start with 2 le mar.. =)
to a certain extent.. wo shi hen xing fu de.. =)
there r frens who tok to me when i'm down..
frens who make mi feel betta..
love u guys! *muacks!*

items on my agenda nxt week:
1) dosage form pract test
2) LSM test
3) thai writing quiz

item 2 is a killer... so nxt week i tink i mite juz die..
=P heez..pls save me if u can ba..

Thai song~

this is e thai song tat we sang during thai class on tuesday..
hahaz.. it's q a cute song..
title is taa deem deem ( ตาแดงแดง)
meaning eye red red..hahaz..
enjoy~

lotsa of stuff to do...

hmmm..
guess it's time to start doing all e stuff that has been piling up all these while..
it's q alot actualli..
n all v sianz stuff...
aiz...

nothing much has been happening these few days..
tat's y i haven't been bloggin...
onli thing worth mentioning was yesterday de blk supper..
there were lotsa lotsa food!
n they were v nice..
hahaz.. yummy!
we took a grp photo of f blkers..
but dun tink can c lo.. cos alot of ppl..=P

today i nua.. even thou noe tat got alot to do..
aiz.. weather was too nice le lo..
tooooo nice le... =(
zzzZZZzzZZzzzz

tink it is q tong ku when u noe u muz do work but juz too lazy to do any..
cos there will be a constant nagging at u to do work..
力不从心。。。
让我真正的逃离这些功课吧！！
aiz...

读了。。伤透了心。。生气了。。
是写给我们读的吗？
是不是都好。。。
你有这样的想法。。这样残忍的话。。。
真的是你的心里话吗？
我真的不了解。。
或许从来没了解过你。。。

"区区的友情算什么"
什么来的啦。。。
友谊就这么的没价值吗。。

暧昧是。。。


暧昧是，每天大家互传手机短讯至凌晨，甚至比情人的还要多。

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，比情人再远一些。

暧昧是，有一点儿兄妹的情谊，但却不敢以兄妹相称。大家都暗暗的明白，这段关系不可能简单得如两兄妹。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以让你们切切实实的发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，却又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，却似乎比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，他会送一份心思细密的礼物给你，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，你有事时有一个会在晚上打电话来，想你嘘寒问暖，关心你，叫你盖好被早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是，见到他时，你会觉得还好； 见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜度： 他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。 你会很小心流露自己的感情，你忍不住不去着紧他，但又怕他会知道你着紧。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么，但虽如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧是，一扇门，你可以留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然而，你不可以停留在门下面。 门，永远不是终点站！


有趣的一段。。。
从朋友那里偷来的。。hahaz..
希望不了解暧昧的人。。
读了会了解多一点。。=）

“暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据。。。”

After the bad day…

Thurs had thai quiz..
Den was movie watching..
But most ppl din wan to watch.. (including us..)
So we escaped.. =P

Fri din have choir..
But had keoke.. so went down to have a look
But in e end.. all those ppl we dunnoe de..
So we onli went down for e donuts..
Hahaz.. v nice de donut wor..
Even thou I was sick.. I still eat.. hahaz..
After tat v fast jiu slp le..
Cos felt like was going to have fever liaoz..
So have to rest more..

Slept at 11am.. woke up at 9am..
Guess I felt betta..
But still abit feverish feeling..
So I couldn’t go for e roadshow le..
Den went home at 11am..
Saw a strange person on e train.. hmmm.. hahahz..
Came home n slpt somemore..
Now I tink I am much betta le.. =)
Even though is still abit unwell de feeling..

谈了一谈。。
感觉好像就没那么糟了。。
是自己的想法不够成熟吧。。

也不知道会怎样。。
改变吗？
可能潜意识里自己会吧。。

谢谢你。。。
我这个人遭透了吧。。
差。。
但是。。谢谢..
除了谢谢我也不知道要说什么了。。

explanations for my previous entry? kind of ba..

as u can c from my previous post...
today wasn't exactly a gd day for mi...
i was upset.. yup.. not happi... bu shuang...

now tat i am more calmed.. i can ans this qn...
bu shuang with wat?
ren ji guan xi lo..

guess this particular topic has always been troubling me..
i guess it wont be solved..
cos i tink maybe i am unwilling to solve it..
i am juz tao bi-ing...
juz hoping tat soon.. this wont bother me anymore...

went out to nearby de holland v coffee bean for a coffee..
it was comforting..
but there was still a pang of disappointment...
disappointed at y this can happen...
tot this person was a gd fren.. but maybe... i was wrong??
smsed my son... he was still e best la...
replied n offered to meet me..
i din wan him to have to come all e way initially..
cos it's so out of e way...
but in e end we agreed we can meet somewhere central .. orchard..
he suggested watching the prestige..(some show i never heard bout before)
i agreed.. was juz glad for e company.. so it doesn't matter la.. n i trust his taste..=P
so we had dinner.. walked walked... ling yu abit here n there cos no umbrella..
n watched e movie.. it was nice..
but was a sad show... about 2 obessed magicians...
sad ending... but good story..
show ended at 1140..
i missed e last train by 1 min..
so in e end i took a bus bac..
was afraid would lose my way.. but so proud of myself tat i found e right route!
=)

now i'm sitting here tinking...
my son is a great guy... hahaz..
thx for being there when i needed a fren..

GRRRRrrrrrrr...

irritating ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
stupid internet keeps screwing up on me...
say this cant load tat cant load...
useless ahh!

i shall be evil!!!!
so stupid...

everything dou shi my fault issit??
everything is i zi zhao de issit???
everything is cos of my stupidity issit??

i hate this..
i hate ren ji guan xi...
i hate e complicity of things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not going to do anywork...
i'm juz going to slack n do nothing...
i dun care..
dun care dun care dun care!!
heck care ah~~~

maybe i shld juz move away...
escape from everything...
no one would care anyway...
getting e feeling tat i mite go mad if i continue staying here...
tink i may be getting split personality le...
or i'm juz acting stupid...
heck la...

闷得发慌。。。

虽然是假日。。
但是一整天躲在房间里。。。
好闷啊！

hmmm..
这样的日子会让我觉得自己no life..
哈哈。。
会觉得自己怎么那么少朋友啊。。。
其实是有人问要不要见面啦。。
但是可能是自己懒惰吧。。
也知道他也是在忙啦。。

自找的。。
这么无聊的一天。。。
就这样过了。。
明天不能再这样了！！

那么。。。
明天要做什么呢？？
aiz...

为什么我的朋友们都那么忙？
maybe it's time for me to plan outings?
hahaz.. but..可以做什么呢？？
最想看的戏也看了。。
aiz... sad life...
自找的。。。
星期五快快来啊！！
这样的话。。 可能就能看到hx n ch le ba..

请不要介意我的碎碎念。。
at most 我自己出门去！
独立吧。。。 hahaz.. 可能吗？
再说吧。。。
明天。。。 。。。 。。。 。。。
aiz... is sad life or is no life??
不知道啦。。

weekends at home = slack

saturday..
i nua-ed at home..
den sis was trying to prepare e DIY hair dye for mama..
n i hand itchy.. wan to help sqeeuze 1 of e tube into e developer..
so i showed her e tube before i squeeze it in for confirmation..
she nodded n so i squeezed e tube..
i try v hard to squeeze out all e contents of e tube..
den after tat i went to throw away e empty tube.. i heard a scream...
so i ran out.. n my sis told me tat i squeeze e conditioner into e developer instead of e colourant.. ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahz.. we were so stupid..
wasted $$$ lo.. hahahz..
n so when we went out at nite.. we bot her another bottle of hair dye.. =P

at nite we went to watch death note!!
nice wor.. i like L!!!!
hahahz.. L is so cool... =)
e ryuk also q ke ai.. hahahz.. =P
e show is nice.. many twists n turns..
they r all so smart!!
cant believe got ppl actualli fell aslp!!
but e ending is unfinished...
muz watch part 2!!!

Sunday..
woke up at 6am to go to Suntec for e pharmacy week thingy..
tot i was late but i was actualli q early..
hahaz.. so we went there n packed goodie bags..
den played with e bmi n body fat analysis machines..
n took our own bp..
q fun!.. hahaz.. n i was in e healthy range!
except for e bmi.. saying i'm at risk of nutritional deficiency n osteoporosis.. diao..
hahaz.. overall is gd!
den we started to do our respective job..
i went ard giving out balloons to little kids n leaflets to ppl..
abit e boring but tink giving out balloons is q nice.. heez..
den after tat halfway liao.. we switched jobs..
n i got to do e registration for e health screening..
i was e $$$ keeper..
gotta write ppl receipts n collect $$
den v fast our shift jiu ended..
n we went to take our lunchbox n ate tog..
v filling de lunch! but it was nice also.. or maybe cos i was too hungry?
hahaz.. den we played arcade for a while jiu went bac home le lo..
cos we were too tired to shop.. hahaz..
reached home n sis gave me alot of her old clothes which she tink she wont wear anymore de.. hahaz.. yea! i got "new" clothes to wear liaoz..
we took pictures of e necklaces tat she was going to sell online..
den we had dinner..
n i came bac hall.. watched tv... =P
basically not much work was done la..

Monday..
lessons lo..
dunnoe y i felt soooo slpy e whole day..
juz couldn't concentrate..
aiz... den jiu keep slping lo..
but e best thing was... i did my stats project!!
i tot i did finish le.. aiz.. but sh asked mi to do somemore..
soo sad.. tot i free from e sianz job liaoz.. =P
den jiu nothing much happen la.. jrm din come today cos he wan to go out with sam they all..
den like tat lo..
sian sian sian...
.........
going to fall sick le ba..
sore throat.. coughing abit...
fever?? hope not... aiz...
=(

The 100th entry!!!

wah.. my 100th entry wor..
muz write nicely.. hahaz..
cannot sui sui bian bian leh.. =P

yesterday was jrm’s bday!
N I wished him happi bday..
N he replied funnie things.. hahaz..
Thx for praising me to e skies.. =P
U r e amazing one lo…

Yesterday had ICN (internal cultural nite)..
so i rushed back from the thai writing lesson..which fortunately ended early..=)
den quickly changed n all.. den jiu rushed down le..
gd thing made it in time for e warm up..
if not surely cmi.. hahaz..
waited for q awhile before we went up..
cos as always.. there was delay..=P
den jiu like v fast jiu finish singing le..
hahaz..overall tink it was q oki de performance ba.. i also dunnoe how to gauge nice or not.. hahaz..

den after tat jiu continued to watch performances by clnd.. band.. xinyao..
den jiu rushed bac to shower n re-read for e test on today..
read until like q rushed.. n stress.. hahaz..
cos noe tat cant finish reading all le..
so in e end jiu nvm lo.. go n slp..
cos slp is more impt!!

today went for the dfd de test..
got some qn all i juz tikam tikam..
dunnoe rite or wrong also..
overall is q okies de la..heez..=)
felt so tired during e test i felt like slping..
maybe tat's y e lecturer say we all look so tired..den decide not to give tutorial anymore.. =P
den after e test mi n lp went to clementi!
we went to ntuc as usual.. den buy food!!!
den we went mac n had pao pao cha.. hahahz...
she also bot fries n apple pie la..
den we toked n gossiped.. hehez.. v fun wor.. =P
n she asked mi alot of qns.. v imaginative! got alot of.. 如果有一天 ..... 你会怎么样?? hahaz..
den i give all normal normal de ans..
so she v 失望 n 嫌弃.. muahahaz..
but realli is juz like tat de mar..
dun wan to let myself have more 希望 than i shld.. =P
so i tend to have e "不要想太多" idea in my head..
i guess it's cos希望越高。。失望越大。。
maybe she's rite in e sense tat this is白费力气..
但是就还是会这样的咯。。
可能有一天会改变想法。。
但是现在就还是这样吧。。

Hmmm…
想了想。。知道自己是个被动的人。。
很少会采取主动。。
很多时候。。就算心里已经有了某种想法。。自己可能也不会说出来。。
有时可能是因为不想麻烦别人。。
有时可能是怕被拒绝。。
有时可能是怕会失望。。
有时可能是不想面对。。
有时可能是觉得就算说了出来也没有用。。
有时可能只是纯粹的懒惰。。
很多借口吧。。
hahaz.. dunnoe leh.. =p

hmmm.. but recently is abit like I zhu dong more..
hmmm.. maybe cos of busyness ba..
hmmm..hope it doesn’t last! Hahaz…ohoh.. n fen xi-ed tat if after 6 months.. a gal n a guy after becomin frens den still dun have any sparks de hua.. den tat means they will be juz frens liaoz.. hahaz.. true notz ar??
i also dunnoe.. but it's interesting.. maybe can go do survey.. hahahaz.. feng le..
n i was telling her bout sec 2 shi huo de stuff.. hahaz.. feel tat it's bit like unreal ba.. 乱七八糟的我。。 =P
回想起来也蛮有意思的。。
以后都不会再有那样的事了吧。。
Even thou now I also q 乱七八糟.. hahaz..
*confused person*

Den jiu came bac hall.. dilly dally..
Went for pharm law lessons..
Went lib to do stats proj.. realize still got lots more to go!
Sianz diao.. going to camp at e lib on wed le..
Since they dun open on tues.. =P
Den after tat jiu keep watching youtube..
So slack.. so lazy..
No sense of urgency at all..
No feel even thou it’s like going to exam le.. die ahhhh!!!! XP

Once again I have proven my inadequacy at dealing with ppl’s unhappiness..
说来说去都是那几句。。好差。。 没创意。。
其实你走了之后我才想到有些小事其实我应该做。。
但是我并没有。。对不起。。
Now I can only hope tat u get happy real soon!

Oki.. e end of my 100th entry..
Super long I tink..
Super naggy..
Tata for now.. heez..
Have a great weekend!! =)

1 litre of tears

最近在自己的itunes里听到了这首歌。。
想起了这部戏。。
好想在重看多一次。。
再被感动地流泪。。

好喜欢这部戏。。。
好佩服他。。
他的坚强和努力。。
我想我是做不到的。。。

这首歌好好听。。
谢谢你介绍这部戏给我。。
谢谢你send这首歌给我。。 =）

My name is Maa Lii~~

hahaz.. today our thai teacher gave us each a thai name..
so funnie de..
my name is maa lii = a type of flower..
hahaz.. v fun!! yea..

juz now we went for e xqrj de music sharing session..
(skipped choir to go de =p)
hehez.. nice wor!!
den when e bang qi was singing..
lp turned to mi n say not nice..
den hooylit heard n turned ard to beat mi!!
wo shi wu gu de!! =P
den after tat pui yi also xian hai wo!!
hahaz.. bu hao lo.. bei yuan wang! =P

hmmm.. juz some tots ba...
feel tat sometimes i am a v confused person..
how to say leh...
most of e time i dunnoe wat i am tinking n feeling..
weird rite..
sometimes actualli plan like tat like tat de..
den in e end will last min change my mind..
maybe this is called shan bian ba.. hahaz..

我以为我是这样想的。。。
结果到底是不是真的是这样。。。
我也不清楚了。。。
到底我想的是怎样？？
谁能告诉我？
hmmm...