blogging instead of mugging..

无可救药。。。
yalo.. aiz.. i juz cant focus on mugging~
read abit.. stone v long..
y like tat...
i need to attend some "how to concentrate" courses..

yes.. i am slack..
i dun feel like going for any hall stuff..not at all..
i mean for my activities like choir i will still go.. but den.. i keep coughing how to go~~
super slacker.. stay in my room n zi bi.. like ade say.. phathom in hall~
i got no hall spirit..
my love for ke has dieded..
i dunnoe since when but it has diminished..
or maybe i have never loved ke??
tink i did la.. at least i tink i liked e hall cos of e ppl here..
but this yr so many things changed.. from my view at least it seems like tat.. maybe not so for other ppl..

close frens drift apart..
frens no longer frens..
ppl leaving here n there..
human relationships seem so strained..
politics everywhere...

i noe e hall is improving..
e facilities r going thru upgrading..
our ranking in ihg moving up..
more enthu juniors coming in..
but somehow.. e hall is becoming more n more of a foreign place for me..
maybe it's cos i'm withdrawing myself from all e stuff here..

觉得自己在这里做的最开心的是 xqrj.. 但是。。
8th xqrj 已经散了吧。。
or issit tat everyone is so busy with their own stuff tat no one has time to get tog? or issit no one bothers to get tog?
i admit i din bother to do anything..
not used to being e active one i guess..
tinking bout all these juz makes me have a sudden urge to cry.. or maybe is cos of e sad song tat's playing now? =P

对一些事情不爽。。
但是想想。。 其实也不关我的事吧。。

maybe this is juz my own problem..
tink other ppl still staying happily here..
feel so distant.. like i'm living in another world..
it's depressing..

*me being e emotional me again*