my 3rd entry!

i always take a long long time to start writing..
e start is always e hardest.. =)

getting into nus.. getting into KE..getting into xin qing rong ji..now float..
my life suddenly seems so occupied.. heez..
compared to JC times.. sch---home---sch---home---sch again..
it's gd..
cos i got to know a bunch of fun, interesting, wonderful, talented ppl..
they r abit weird at times too but tat's wat makes them interesting..hahaz
during mealtimes they like to tok bout er xin stuff.. hahaz..
they always have endless amount of animes to watch..
they have nice nice stories to tell..
they like to have suppers..=) =) =)
they make me smile..
they make me feel warm n fuzzy inside..
they add colours to my life.. =)
bu zhi bu jue.. hui kai shi yi lai ta men le.. =)

it's not so gd..
cos i'm starting to feel abit detached from my other frens..
JC n sec frens.. long time frens..
e guys r in NS.. some of e gals in NUS some in NTU..
sometimes i feel e gap.. like drifting away from them..
everytime they have outings.. i'm always e first to say i'm not free..
tied down by previously xqrj.. now got hall n float n my own tiredness, laziness..
it sounds like an excuse.. but i'm realli tired.. n all i wan to do during weekends is to slack at home n rot n watch jie da huan xi..hahaz.. be at home all day cos bi jing i'm onli home once a week..
sometimes feel like wo dui bu qi them.. aiz..
sometimes dunnoe wat to tok to them about.. like dun realli have a common topic..
tat's q sad ba.. known for 8 to 6 yrs liaoz.. run out of stuff to tok bout le??
hope it's not like tat lo.. =P hope it's temporary onli.. heez..
it's difficult to balance ba.. between new n old frens n work + activities vs outings with frens..
or maybe it's cos i have lousy management skills?? hahaz..

maybe i'm tinking too much again?? hahaz..
trying hard to look at the positive side..
i dunnoe wat i can do to improve things thou.. in e past i used to complain bout a fren who has alot of frens n alot of activities.. hahaz.. now i noe how hard he tries to give us time n manage all his stuff.. i pei fu him lo.. heez..dun tink he will c this thou..hahaz.. but u realli quite shen!
i have to learn from him.. hahaz.. but i tink it's q diff.. cos i'm q lazy..=P another excuse..
i will try to improve de! but i need time.. so hopefully.. nothing too drastic will happen.. heez..
i tink nothing drastic will happen la.. hahaz.. late le.. dunnoe wat i toking le..
getting more n more incoherent.. okies.. shall end here for e day..

to prevent myself from becoming xiong mao ping.. today i shall slp earlier!
hope everyone gets enough slp! wan an! *muacks!*