I bot a bag from online shopping!

muahaha.. not cheap but nice...

i heart my bag!

yupz... now is reading wk le...
supposed to be mugging hard all day ..
but i'm still running ard.. going to lab la...
playing facebook la...

gotta work harder!!!

LT brot fries n coke for me yesterday to motivate me..
i muz not waste e effort!! gambate!! Thank you!!

anywayz...
juz to update some happenings...

had buffet dinner w LT n his family for his sis de bday celebration at trader's hotel..
bot her an egg tart cushion (yup.. something like tat really exists!) cos her fav food is egg tart.. muahaha...
q an enjoyable dinner cos i got to eat choco cakesss!! haha... *slurps*
was so busy eating din take photo.. muahha..

last fri went to watch madagascar w LT!!
super entertaining!! love e sneaky penguins n e ben ben big eyed creature tat was being chased by e shark.. haha...
highly recommended to watch if u wan some laughter n relaxation..
following tat we walked walked ard n we left for our own activities respectively...

following madagascar was to meet jeremy to watch HSM..(while LT met his frens for dinner...)
wahaha.. i actually watched HSM... omg.. a show tat i told SH i dunwan to watch.. =P
betwn e choices given: coffin n HSM, i chose HSM cos i din wan to be hu si huan xiang-ing when i mug for exams... muahah...
becos e showtime was dinnertime, we smuggled food into e theatre...
2 big packs of LJS into my poor little bag.. muahah... i had to take out all my stuff in e bag to put e food in lo!!
and when we got out of e theatre.. guess who i saw...
*drumrolls..* dr chan!! w his baby!
he waved to me 1st n asked me: "i tot this is ur exam period?"
opps.. haha... told him it was my last outing w my fren to relax before e reading wk starts... haha... amazed he rems my face.. i never even asked him any qn in class before.. he is so good~

den jeremy drove me home... initially wanted to go some nearby cafe.. but he got lost n we got onto e expressway... so we tot mite as well juz go home lo...
e blur guy tot i dun have a facebk acct.. *diaoz..* i added him how many yrs ago lo~~ tsk tsk.. he tooo many frens le la...

yup.. n tat was tat... time to mug furiously!

Can somebody pls remove that woman!
Shut her up! Scotch-tape her! Throw her to e rubbish chute!!!

If i had any interest in research work...
she totally killed it.. totally wiped it out...

arghhh~~ !!!!!

need to tolerate....
need to ignore....
2.5 more months...
hopefully juz 2.5 more months...

If you are going through hell, keep going.
Winston Churchill

If you thought dispensing in year 2 was bad,
try dispensing at year 4.

This module was created to torture us.
More work for less credits.

Rarrr~!!

deepavali is not on tue!
why why why why why~

I'm thankful for choco, LT and zhou jie lun~ =S

Whee!! Weekend!

actually there isn't much to whee about. Weekend is here but the work never stops. *boring*

good thing is i'm back at home, and that feels more relaxing.
Think i've come to associate hall with never-ending work. it's like the cognitive behaviour thingy that i learnt in psychology last sem. Haiz..Everytime I get back to my room, i just feel damn sian cos i'll see all my lect notes and journal articles spread out on my table and i get the feeling that i'll never be able to finish all that i want to achieve.

sometimes i'll ask myself, what issit that i want to accomplish in life? Does whatever that i'm doing now lead me to it? It feels more like i'm just going with the flow. Yup, it sounds depressing... but what else can i do?
Whatever it is, just get the degree and we'll see how things go from there.

i tink by now u shld realise tat yr 4 is awful. haha.. horribly for me lah~
Guess some ppl likes this type of hectic lifestyle, where you can chiong chiong chiong and feel satisfied from work.
*hinthints at workaholic* =P
but i dun tink it's for me. I'm really a slow pace person... oki..in other words a slacker la.. hehe...
anywayz.. i'm just the sort of person who loves to walk slowly and take in every bit of scenery along e way. Kind of not suited to e SG lifestyle hor~
whatever la~~ shall juz try try try to take in whatever that come along my way~ *rens ming* XP

and i realised i really dun like research much. Haha.. *bleahz!*

oct, nov, dec, jan, feb, mar, apr, may...
8 more months to graduation...
2 months of holidays...
then it's prereg time...
heard that it's another of those horrible times...
well wellz...
life's tough~

argh~!!

Long time no blog....

was refusing to blog recently...
cos juz sian n tired ba...
busy with the usuals...
fyp.. never ending testsssss.... assignmentsss....
saddened~

in non chronological order...

bert recently sent us this collage he made...
includes most of the photos taken earlier this yr when we went sentosa.. celebration of bdays... new year dinner.. etc...
haha.. so nice of him~ thank u!
*notices tat photo of bert n sh is in e middle*
muahaha... so sweet~~

before i forget... i haven got e photos of when we went to mache and b&j's at vivo!! send to me asap! muahah... but abit hard.. cos i always appearing offline... =P best is can send to email! hee hee...


Hee hee.. my latest addition to my watches!
taaadaaa~!! a watch that looks like a clock! muahaha..
super huge watch face tat is wider than my wrist..
but i like~~ haha... *hearts my new watch*

the dog tat holds a flower so real, it attracted a praying mantis...
wasn't able to capture e praying mantis on top of it.. so it's juz a plain old pic of the dog tat kind of looks like a rabbit... =P
i call him "na"~ haha..
*super bad at naming*

Home made muah chee~ woohoo~!!
piping hot n u can add however much amount of peanut u wan!
wahahah... finished 4 packs in 2days time... XP
not going to eat muah chee in a long long time...

watch 10 promises to my dog on hari raya puasa w my sis n jiefu...
super heart warming n touching de show!!!
e golden retreiver is sooooooooooooo ke ai n smart!!
how i wish i have a doggie juz like tat....
e ending was heart warming...
but also v sad... cos e 3 of us cried while watching it~ boohoohoo~
even my jiefu cried... amazingly la...
but i tink he will only cry when he watches such animal shows... hee..
he is a super animal lover... cats, dogs, hamsters, sharks, etc etc.. he loves them all... =)

bot a dress from arts bazaar e other day after e horrible drug quiz...
*tink it's no hope, confirm wont pass de..*
so decided to go bazaar with adez after last lesson w ke ai de dr skl*r ended..
*doubly sad cos skl*r's last lesson w us plus e stupid test*
i will rem e sentence he said during class: "i have a good memory, just that it's short." muahaha.. mine is also like tat lo~ =P he is e bestest lecturer ever lo... deserving of e excellent teaching award he gets every yr... =)
fan club: "wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni!!" *waves banner*

retail therapy is e bestest~ haha...
bot nice hua hua tube dress from bazaar, nice pens from co-op n nice dinner from lerk thai at arts... cheered up much instantly! heehee...
had to buy dinner cos it was formal hall dinner tat nite n din wan to go.. =P
*hall phantom status*

speaking of formal hall dinner... i'm reminded of something:
i tink this yr 1 was looking for a senior date to FHD.. so while i was randomly walking up e stairs one day... he juz asked if i was going to FHD... so i said no lo... den he juz walked away... it got me tinking.. 'i look like a senior ar... crap... i muz look v old...' boohooo~ yi yan jiu kan de chu wo shi senior? =P

finally...
i'm tinking of escaping tml's fire drill...
considers going out to do work at kopi bean...
hmmm....

知足常乐

我真得不能贪心，
一不知足就很容易难过。

“为何不能满意现状？
不是每一件事情都能如你所愿的。”
好久没有这样的想法了。

每次都没有面对面地把话说出口，
是我健忘？还是我刻意不提？

应该是自我检讨的时候了吧。。。

my lecturer goes "bleah" *sticks his tongue out*

haha.. yupyup...
my PT lecturer ke-ai-ly "bleah" after his tongue got tied up by the long sentences and tongue-twisting bacteria names...
so funny!! heehee...

and i finally got to eat my ramly burger! muahah...
like wat adez say... i'll always say 'aiyah, i shld have bot ramly burger for lunch' whenever i see the store at e bazaar at sci..
finally fufilled my wish... hee =)

did role play as pharmacist for pp3...
omg.. so ben ben de... =X
i keep forgetting things n had to rely on alvin to help prompt me..
tat's y e lecturers say i not forward enuff in giving info..
haha.. in a way also cos of our script design la.. =P
*shifts responsibility* muahaha.. evilz...

happily eats pizza n drumlets da bao-ed by louti to hall..
=) yum yum! hee... 5th month le lo... dunnoe is fast or not.. haha...

anywayz... happy mid autumn festival!!
*while i mug for my pt test... boo~

I'm Yours

The same time my sis intro me to this song, i saw it on bert's blog...
hee... lovely song~!!

*i tink my sis, my bro n me have the same genes...
cos when we like a song... we juz loop it several hundred times until we get bored of it.. which will simply irritate ppl ard us... hehe... =P

Piles and piles of work~

i never tot year 4 would be so busy...
i guess i can no longer just slack away my semesters the way i used to...
=(
tis the time to really start my cranky engine...

oh wellz...
the fyp stress is really getting to me...
with the majority of my classmates all so engaged in their lab work n research... remaining in sch till late at nite...
it is q hard to remain oblivious to all these no matter how hard i try to...
n the articles all seem like bedtime stories to me... *sighz*
fyp is becoming such an irritating thing...
=S

n i really dun like the 4mc module tat's pretending to be a 2mc module...
it's e most irritating thing ever.. n it'll only get worse...
cos it'll last for 1 whole year too...
boohoo~~ *whiny whiny*

i feel like a mute at times...esp when in big numbers... haha...
but when i'm home... my sis n jiefu can't wait for me to shut up... =X
maybe i have a split personality...
becoming psychotic....
lalala~~

meanwhile... it's e rootbeer float craze at home!
muahaha...!!!
me n my sis had 3-4 mugs of rootbeer float each over e past wkend...
we were overdosing overselves... but it was unbelievably yummy!
it was a junk foody wkend...

=(=(=(
my wkend's over.... ....

random tots~

i like walking along the deserted road from S4 to KE...
i like to look at e swaying trees, the fluffy white clouds, the blue blue sky n the occassional squirrels along e way =)
it's always so peaceful n serene...
as thou time has stopped while i'm walking along it...
free of stress n so therapeutic... =)

***

finally finished watching couple or trouble...
(a korean drama showing at channel u)
originally i tot e show would be boring like those shi jiu sui de qing chun tat type...
but i watched 1 episode n loved it... =)
it's e typical korean romantic comedy that i am such a fan of...
e female lead is so ridiculous tat she always manages to make me laugh out loud w her snobbish yet cute behaviour n choice of vocab... hehe...
but being a korean drama... it will encompass not only laughter... but elements of tears as well...
yup.. i cried n laughed at e same time i was watching e final 2 episodes... when she found her memory n was going to leave the village..
also enjoyed cursing at e bitchy ex gf of e male lead... =P hee...
a must watch for those who like romantic comedies!!
e songs r nice too~!!

***

one last thing...
i function really badly with stress...
wat's worse is...
i'll be extremely harsh to those ard me...
so... i'm sorry...
i'm such a bad stress management person~

Lazy Monday~

loads of stuff been happening...

like rag day.. which i shall cease to comment on since it's all over...

but it was a fun day~!

KE floating seniors~!

like FYP balloting... which i'm so glad i got e project of my choice but at e same time super worried cos it sounds chim n my supervisors sound so zai n she hasn't reply to my email yet (possibly cos she's still overseas)...

boo... juz hope i get a reply soon.. so tat i at least know roughly wat can be done... =X

like COT chalet... which was tiring cos i din slp well e nite before...

but we really cooked alot of hao liao... which i dun eat.. hahaha~ but thx for the hard work tat hl n zy put in for e bbq! =) felt so anti-social cos i went to slp instead of staying up n chatting w e others.. =P paiseh!!

like YEP last meeting... which takes place just after chalet... so happy to be able to finally get bac our $$ from e project! wahaha.. cos i'm getting poor.. boohoo... bx n yp specially bot us golden pillow for lunch! haha.. so nice wor.. got apple tea also! yummy!! den got our certs for dad 2007.. plus bx gave us each a personalised photo~ so gd~ =)

like my sunflower surprise from louti! we met after e yep meeting n he gave me hua... said there was no particular reason y he wanted to give me hua.. hee... so nice de! thank u loads!!! i heart my hua~ =) =) =)

Us with e hua~

tai yang hua~!

den of cos got olympics...
e li hai de phelps won his 8 medals... woo hoo~! *loves to watch swimming events..*
SG won our first silver in 48 yrs! =) despite being cynical tat it was actually china vs china... but was actually still rooting for SG de.. hee.. juz really really despise e commentator... he was obviously rooting for china n kept making dozens of remarks tat puts the SG team down... irritating n idiotic...
also saw e 100m run by e jamiacan guy.. usain bolt.. super fast wor... n he broke e world record even after he slowed down at e last few meters.. but he looked like those guys tat like to show-off thou.. which can be abit irritating.. haha... but gotta admit.. he's fast...

no more swimming events left.. so now can only watch atheletics events le lo.. hee.. olympics is really nice to watch.. haha.. =)

Lazy blogger

i'm getting lazy to blog le... haha..
tsk tsk.. no good wor... =P
loads of updates coming up!

***

watched dark knight w sh, bert, pj, hans n louti!
yup.. for once he finally went out w my frens.. haha..
it was memorable cos we had e front row seats... =P
bert was supposed to check timing n according to his source it was 730pm..
but in actual fact e show was on 7!
so we got there too late n only left w front row.. =S
e confusing thing for me was louti said he sms-ed me saying tat e movie was 7.. but i was blur cos i tot he was e blur one...
anyway... it's juz confusing..
but it was a gd movie.. thou we were all freezing in e theatre..
amk cathay de aircon shi free de...
i really liked e joker's performance..
brings out e psychotic n dark humour of e character really well..
so sad tat the world lost a great actor... =(

***

played badminton w e pharm gals...
really really really long never play le!
so my arms were aching like mad after tat session... =S

after tat was kboxing! hee..
now kbox de prices become affordable again!
n e amt of food they gave us was overwhleming...
filled our table until no space le lo..
sang n sang n sang until my voice really stretched to e limit...
kept going off-key n breathless.. haha..
too long never sing le! plus haven recover yet.. =P
by then it was too tiring to go for alvin's gathering..
so we din go lo.. paiseh to alvin~!

***

SG flyer w louti!!
after a full day of safety talks...
which was boring n mostly not relevant...
went to meet him to go SG flyer!
it was a free tix from his company as part of national celebration..(i tink)
n so happened his colleague can't make it..
so he last min asked me to go instead...
it was drizzling n i had a lousy headache once i reached...
so really paiseh for spoiling his nite at e flyer.. =( dui bu qi!

so after e dinner provided by his company...
we went up e flyer w abt 2 other families in e same compartment...
he had a slight fear of heights.. sweaty palms n all tat.. hee.. so i had to be his support when on e flyer...
tot e view was alrite... so din tink e ride is worth e amt of $ they usually charge...
but e lucky thing was we got to watch e national day lights rehearsal.. n they fired bits of sparks into e sky.. was pretty! =)

***

finally moved into hall!! =P
thx to louti for helping to clean my windows!!
cos there was a lizard on it.. so i din dare to touch my window.. haha...
xie xie ni for being my maid!

***

tat's all for now...
time to shower n get some food! =P

病猫。。。

i am sick again~~
-sore throat
-fever
-runny nose
-cough

tsk tsk...
fell sick on mon, self medicated w panadol cold n dorithrycin, hoping my antibodies will be strong even to fight off all e evil bacteria...
but unfortunately, even w e ai xin clarinase louti bot for me...
my antibodies r still far from winning e battle...
sooo.. i gathered it's time for me to find some antibiotics...

i tink i c my family doctor annually...
every yr i will get sick at least once...
n everytime i c him he will ask me abt nus pharm...
haha... i tink he wrote it down in my patient record card tat i'm a yr 4 pharm student yesterday... haha...
his biz is super gd... his clinic was supposed to close at 930pm...
but i waited from 930pm to 1050pm to c him lo...
really 赚大钱。。。 imagine 1 nite see 45 patients... each patient pay $25 on average... tat means he earns $25 x 45 = $1125 per nite! n tat's not counting how much he earns during daytime... wahseh.. really earn alot of $$$...

so he prescribed me
-cephalexin (initially he wanted to give me erythro.. but i requested for a change cos erythro gives me bad SE..)
-codeine syrup
-lysozyme (leftose)
-dexchloramine

i really love antibiotics! (even thou i can't rem them when i study them =P)
they r the best medication lo...
after 1 dose of AB i feel much better alrdy.. =)
3 cheers for antibiotics!! =D

n to louti...
thank u for ur ai xin clarinase n egg tarts!!
thank u for keeping me company via sms while i was waiting for e doc.. =)

i just realised i got my UE for 1003 pts!
really terrible inflation! =P

Been a long time since I slpt at 4am in e morning...

Yesterday went to louti’s hse to keep him company and have dinner.
Den his frens sms-ed n say there’ll be a supper gathering for his fren who came back to SG for afew days...

So we went down…
Waited from 10 to almost 11 before we reached our destination: geylang dim sum place…
A total of 4 cars + 1 bike carrying 15 ppl turned up…
The 1 bike is all becos of me… =X
So paiseh to guo hui again! All becos they had to make a space for me in jeffrey’s car… (so tat he can send me home later cos he stays opp me~)
Eat until super full cos they ordered 30+ plates of dim sum n each person a tub of sugarcane… *pukes esp since I dun have habit of eating supper*

After all e dim sum, we went to Holland village swensons!
They ate earthquakesss… amazing appetites.. haha.. =P
By e time we got settled at swensons it was nearing 2am alrdy…
They chatted here n there, a rowdy lot… but it was funnie hearing them tok all e nonsense… =P
Thruout e whole nite guohui juz kept making me feel guilty about his convo photo n his having to ride e bike out.. =X

When we finally paid our share n headed to e carpark, it was ard 3am…
Something strange happened…
We saw jeffrey’s car’s hazard lights blinking n his door was slightly ajar…
But nothing was lost n they were all v sure tat they locked e doors before they left de…
No idea y it was like tat but seeing tat nothing was lost…
We juz proceeded home…
Thank u Jeffrey!

By the time I reached… it was alrdy 4am…
Wat a tiring nite~ I zzzZZZ all e way till 11+ today.. =P

Convo and convos and others

last wk was NTU convos!

so i went down for the convocation of 2 very important persons ---
hx and louti~

hx's was on tues morn...

so i met cch n we bot her nice hua~!
*so happy we din get lost in the ntu maze, thx to hx's clear instructions...*

This is the mei nv and the zhu jiao of e day:

we stayed for abt an hour plus,
taking pix here n there...
cos she was v hun luan n needed to take pix w many many other ppl...
n also cos cch needed to get bac to work.
Congrats to hx!!! Glad u liked the hua~! =)

Louti's was on thurs morn...
this time i made my way back to the same place but alone.
i reached just as he came out of the auditorium so my timing was perfect~
haha..became his photographer of the day...
so paiseh tat many of the photos got blur due to my shaky hands n the slow shutter speed of the cam... =S
esp to guohui: i am soooooo sorry!!! shld have helped him take another pic~

it was q funny following louti n guohui ard...
cos louti would get stopped every now n then by ppl he knows when they were trying to get to a destination... den will stop to take photo.. chit chat abit...
but guohui was in a bit of a rush.. so everytime louti stopped, he will give the "look" n pray louti dun take anymore photos.. heez...

another incident was louti forgot my name... -.-"
he was introducing me to his fren n somehow my name was stuck in his throat.. "This is wei, wei , wei... "
den got suan-ed by guohui.. say dunnoe my name...
muahahah.. *xin sui le*

at nite i had dinner w his family...
realised his elder brother is someone who gets bullied easily n is v blur n innocent...
mis-heard "wo hai mei chu shui dou" to "wo mei you chi guo chee jiong fan" ~
n he gave me a v shocked look... haha...
a happy n filling dinner.. *his fam really eats alot!*

misc stuff:
i cutted my hair~
n i tink i need to rebond v soon..
been a yr since i last rebonded alrdy..
it's all starting to qiao in all sorts of directions~

shape run was a mess...
haha.. cos my new shoes gave me a terrible blister...
took a long long time queueing for all e goodie bagz..
n there were sooo many ppl everywhere... *faintz*

dunnoe wan to sign up for stand chart or not now tat i know my exams wont be clash w it...

i'm doing fyp~
which is something tat sounds so scary cos it's individual n i dunnoe wat i wan to do n do under who n i dun tink i'll be able to do a gd job...
i never liked doing projects alone... =(

sch's starting soon..
juz looking forward to getting settled in my hall again..
last year in nus is abt to begin~~~

Back in SG!

actually i have been bac for many days alrdy..
just too nua to blog..

in case u're wondering...
i am bac from bangkok w my fam - all ladies trip... *shopping paradise!*
wat we did in bkk: shopping, eating, massaging...
super shiok!!
buying like nobody's biz...
we even mis-heard 75 baht as 25 baht n got stunned...
if really 25baht den we can buy every design le lo~ =P
i love pratunaam!!! hehe..

we ate a&w there too!
had my rootbeer float n curly fries n waffle icecream!!
i even took photos w the a&w bear.. haha..

we had massages for both e 2 nites we were there...
i had e leg massage cos i din wan to do the full body massage...
cos my legs were aching terribly after a full day of shopping...
e 1st nite i had e leg massage, it was a strong lady...
so strong tat my legs felt like they were breaking... but at certain pts on my feet it was shiok... hee..
e 2nd nite i had e leg massage, it was a young looking guy...
his massage was those comfy types tat u can fall aslp in e process de...
v nice! but e bad thing was at certain crucial pts he din execute sufficient force..

oh.. n e impt thing is we were staying in a suite!
2 persons in an executive suite...
n it only cost $45 per person per nite!!
i tink is really worth it! cos e room is sooo damn spacious... i tink can slp 4 ppl per room lo...
the best thing is tat e hotel is located rite nxt to pratunaam which makes shopping super convenient..

e only not tat great thing was getting "tokked" by e taxi drivers there...
they dun like to go by e meters n tend to charge 150 baht to go to places tat will cost 40baht when charging by meter...
but well.. it's still affordable ba... thou we'll try real hard to find those taxis charging by meters or those tat charge jus 100 baht..

sooo... bkk anyone?
muahah.. i sooo will wan to go again maybe... nxt yr? =)

also to apologise to louti cos our 3rd month i was in bkk..
n so cannot eat tog
but he so sweetly called n smsed me.. =)
thank u!!

lalala.. finally sch is going to start soon...
have like 2-3 more wks to nua only...
hmmm... final yr...

Photo time!

the end of another wk...

hmm... finally met up w pj, sh, hans, bert!
we went for dinner at curry favour for jap curry on fri!
nice place w gd servivce... n the stew curry is yummy! *slurps*

den they told me on sat there is outing to sentosa...
*dengz! and the lightning strikes, thunder roars*
haha.. apparently it was indicated in the excel spreadsheet sent to us all.. but since no one actually confirmed any details.. i tot it was off...
in actual fact.. it was on~ cos they discussed it online...
n i wasn't online.. cos recently dun have the habit to log on to msn... will juz go online to watch youtube n den log off le..

*boohoohoo~!!*
no one inform me ar... make pj guilty but tat hans ar... juz keep suan-ing all e way...
*tsk tsk* - he is evil de!! =P

so in the end we went to ntuc shopping for picnic food for sentosa after dinner... brot chips, ham, hotdogs, cheese, bread, grapes, etc etc..
the picnic feast preparation will be on sat morn (the nxt day)..

n becos i know tat i was going to pang seh louti on sat..
i went to meet him n his frens after ntuc shopping...
they met at the prata place near his place...
they had supper n chit chatted while i drank my ice teh tarik...
*which reminded me of the chai bac in india!!*
got home at 12+... by courtesy of jeffrey who so nicely made sure i got to my lift safely before driving off~ n reminded me to sms louti...
real nice guy even thou we were not shu n everything... (only managed afew awkward conversations w him in e car.. =P)

so on sat morning.. it was picnic making time at pj's place!
we make abit.. eat abit...
so in e end.. even before we set off i was alrdy q full.. haha...

e first thing we did when we reached was to eat our feast.. haha..
gluttons lai de lo...
after tat pj, bert n hans played frisbee while me n sh stone n slack..

when they got tired we all sat down n started to play w sand..
like little kids like tat.. haha..
but we managed to bury hans.. cos he said it was cooling under the sand...

when it started to rain abit... we headed for the luge ride...
it was so short.. =S would have been more fun if it was longer... juz started to get e hang of it den alrdy reach finishing line le.. =(
i rem e nz one being much longer... n more shiok in tat sense.. haha
but since this is foc luge ride.. i have no complains~! muahaha.. *cheapskate me*

tat marked the end of our sentosa yi ri you~ =)
jiefu say i have a more humanly skin colour after e trip cos of the sun.. =S which i tink is gd news ba.. haha..

but the day did not end yet...
went to his place n showered.. *sooo happy to feel clean again*
it was another dinner n supper w his frens...
rather tired.. haha.. as usual juz kept silent..
sometimes i tink i q bad leh.. juz keep quiet.. not making an effort to talk to them.. maybe sooner or later they will tink i am dao~ haha...
but i dunnoe wat to say leh...den realli not shu... cannot act shu also rite.. will be so qi guai.. haha.. not my style also...
this type of thing need to develop naturally de ba... maybe when i in e mood to luan haa-laa~ den will get better.. =P

now i shall plan wat to do for the remaining of the hols... =)

ME who lazes around

it's the 2nd week of my hols...
and i have been lazing ard at home, lazing ard outside etc etc...
alot of nua-ing...
q unlike some of my frens who r out there actively working...
i tot of getting a job too.. earn me some $$
but after much consideration, i rather stay at home cos this will be my last long sch vacation...

however, i still tink i shld go n pick up something i like to do instead of juz nua-ing ard ba...
which i will go for soon i guess...
haha.. juz need to get my butt off the chair.. =P

watched hancock yesterday...
it's a gd show thou abit short~ =)
had an unexpected twist which brot alot of surprises to e story...
it was entertaining till e end.. hee..
*tot what happened to e bad guy was v funnie... muahahah*

meanwhile...
i'll just continue to watch my forensic heroes (as recommended by ylp)...

今天。

我把他害得好累。
他不让我觉得内疚，
但我还是觉得很对不起。。。

When we were talking, I could sense his tiredness.
i know it was mainly because of me that caused him to feel so strained.
Caused him to miss dinner,
Travel all over e place,
Get caught in the rain,
Wait super long for e bus.

He said it was his own decision,
To keep to his promise.

But that wasn’t really a promise,
And it wasn’t a big deal so why did I have to sound so disappointed that he had to change his plans.

Sometimes I really dislike myself for being e lousy person I am.

I wanted to keep him company while he waited for his food.
But he was so tired that I wondered if I should just put down the phone and let him rest.

He said that it’s fine and he had nothing else to do anyway.
So we chatted.

After hanging up e phone,
I tot it was an awful nite.
Tried to be more cheery, tried to be more chatty.
But I tink I failed q miserably.

I just hope that tml and also in the coming days he wont be that tired.
Cos I wont be causing him to change his plans. *hopefully*