nowadays i dun update my blog anymore...

too busy...
too tired...
nothing exciting happening...
or juz plain lazy...

abit of everything i guess...

y e sudden urge to blog?

maybe it is just me being emo~
being the weirdo me again as usual...

but i cannot be e weirdo whenever i like anymore...
things are different when more ppl are involved...
cos everyone will have their own stand.. own thoughts... own feelings...
it will not be just all abt u anymore...

*sigh*
It's complicated u know~

Maybe i'm selfish by nature la...
Not suitable to live w other ppl...
shld just zibi one corner that kind...
and watch the world go by...

How i wish i'm really a sponge now like wat e U ppl say i am...
no brain... no feelings... no tots... no emo-ing...

I know i am whining...
but whatever lah!
it's my blog n i say what i wan n wat i like...
in here.. it's all abt me me me...
(maybe not.. but dun care la... nobody will probably read this anyway...)

totally randomsss n totally incoherent but who cares...

i've told him stuff about 18 months ago but i dun tink he remembers...

or maybe ppl juz expect u to change urself after a while...

or they juz forget...

wellz...
i dun really know...
*sigh*

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on a lighter n less emo note...
received mr teo's email...
doing well in bkk...
prob having his exams now but i'm sure he'll ace everything as usual...
says sam n ch going to visit him end of e yr... asked me along...
but nahh... i can't make it... confirm have to work la...
plus i dun tink it'll be acceptable...
thanks for e invitation thou...
happy tat he bothered to email mei liang xin de wo...
n wellz... seems like he got some good news... not sure wat it is exactly.. but good for him lah!
hope he continues to keep in touch... all e bestest!

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n finally...
happy mid autumn festival to all~
let's hope my day will improve as it goes along...