work work work

i like to tell myself this: life is not all about work!!!

but nowadays it seems like my life just revolves ard work!
and it's just too bad tat i am not a workaholic... so i dun enjoy this lifestyle at all! boohooo~

6 day work week is killing me~
plus all e fri sessions n sat sessions n daily qns to research on...
yes.. i am whining!! =(

i know i shldn't be complaining...
i know my 6day work wk is peanuts compared to some workaholics who work almost 24/7...
i know i shld train myself to become super efficient n do something abt this schedule instead of whining away pathetically...

but seriously...
i have no idea how to change this situation i'm in now...
everyday is now a routine....
morning shift: wake up - work - home - rest for dinner - study and do qns - slp - next day repeats
afternoon shift: wake up - do qns - work - home - rest and shower - slp - next day repeats

i dun even have the energy to do anything else...
on my off days i juz wanna rot at home.. i dun even wanna do anything but i can't!
gotta catch up on mugging n doing all e countless no of qns...

i dun like having to mug n work at e same time...
it's er xin!!
wat happened to e work life balance thingy~~?
now it has become work balance only...
tsk tsk~

at least 8 more months of this routine life...
i need a break!
how i miss student life~ aizz~