about e india trip...

had a super tough time toking to my mama...
aiz.. she still tinks i'm a small kid who cant take hardship at all...

i can understand her concerns..
but to belittle me like tat...
disappoints me...upsets me... =S

i know i'm not exactly a v ga-rang person...
not all tat outdoor n sporty...
but i'm surely not tat "xiao jie"-ish rite...
havent i sort-of proven my "independence" by staying in hall for e past 2 yrs?
*e inverted commas r there cos i noe this is not exactly total independence la..
there is still a difference cos i'm still relative q close to home.. n it's still a sch environment..

i also have my own reservations abt going...
i'm also afraid i cant adapt...
but i feel like going...
i wan to give it a try...
even if it means 17 days away from home...

this mite realli be e last time something like this comes up..
last time nj got e maldives trip.. i alrdy missed tat...
this time.. i hope to go leh...

finally.. she said tat if she win 4D..
she will let me go..
n she also pushed my qns to my papa...

miraculously...
my papa agreed without much tot..
n even more miraculously..
she won 4D tonite...
small amt onli.. but still she won...
muahahahz...
shi tian yi ar~!!

yup.. so now i get to go...
but suddenly.. yingjia mite have some concerns on her side...
so.. tml will be Q n A ba...
hopefully everything can work out..