情人节~

supposed to wake up for class at 830..
but in e end cant get up..
so i woke up at 915.. n rushed down..
den after class they wan go mac eat~
so i went with them..
=) had mac chicken meal even thou i was sick! =P
den was lab time.. n we finished super early!
1 hr jiu done le.. =)
n q fun also! was crapping with adeline n alvin~ n tracy also joined in by throwing ice over!
anyway.. i make ice-kacang n alvin was e offiicial attap chi maker~ (his agar always got lumps one.. hahaz~)
so i decided to go c doc since it was still early..
so i took A1.. n i saw someone with something along e way at e busstop..
some sadness came over me..it wasn't realli those v sad or wat..
anyway.. i c e doc.. den she was like v fu yan..
dunnoe she accurately diagnose my disease not..
but nvm la.. since it onli costs $2.. wat can i expect rite..
went bac.. wanted to slp..
but toked to lp n peter for awhile instead..
den i went bac n tried to nap..
but e cough was so terrible i cant slp..
so i went online..
saw my gor online..n he asked if i wan to go for dinner notz since i was free n my matric card wasn't with me..
*actualli initialli we alrdy made an agreement like if i was still dateless on vday n no need to sell hua..n he is free~ we can go out tog..*
so i was tinking.. instead of staying in my room so ke lianz n being tat abit sad..
y not go out n walk walk eat eat..
so we met at holland v at 8+ i was late cos e 95 was full~
went to eat swenson's! yea~ gave him a card n balloon..
n in return i got a hua~ hahaz..
he entertained me.. n e food was nice!!
den got 1 incident q funnie.. cos e space betwn e tables was q narrow.. onli 1 person can walk thru at 1 time..
so e supervisor was bringing some customers to their seats.. den got 1 waiter he also wan to cross..to put down e dirty plates.. so he managed to block e supervisor n get thru 1st.. den he got "scolded" by her~ she said something like "去吃大便“。。 it juz sounded damn funnie.. hahaz.. n she say until v shun~
this meal my gor treat me..
den he lie n say say i can treat e drink..
in e end we went coffee bean he din wan anything..
so i juz ordered my fav~ e ultimate!!! =)
n as we walked to e busstop.. i realised we missed 2 95 buses.. cos they came 1 after another.. how unlucky can i get~
den i said.. y not take cab.. cos i had to rush bac to do e strawberries.. den no cab came lo!! so angry! i realli shuai ar~
in e end 95 came n we took~ =) walked bac to hall from nuh..
lei~~~ den delivered hua~with my gor helping me to hold e hua..
hahaz.. den me n jh went to do e strawberries.. =)
do until v ugly.. but gd thing is still q oki e taste.. hahaz..
went ard distributing.. din q make it in time for e 12am dateline..
but anything la.. went to jcrc room..
saw dnd ppl there.. so chit chat abit..
den delivered my vday package to bx.. =)
he wear until nice nice lo.. muz be hot date!! hehez..
den he told me bout this super huge spider he saw..
omg.. so scary.. this place is like zoo~~
den went bac to jcrc rm n helped lincoln wrap his 99 stalk daisy bouquet..
den jiu come bac le.. =)
tat's about it..

tots about today:
tink this is e busiest vday i've had so far..
busy n tiring.. =S
n since seeing wat i saw..
i was tinking i shld be like hx..
be more xiao sa~ juz dun allow myself to wan more than a frendship..
even thou i feel e sadness.. but a bigger part of me actualli feels tat if he's happi n xing fu n we can remain as frens.. den i guess i wont dare ask for more..
i am abit surprised by this feeling actualli..
cos i tot i will be super sad if this actualli happens..
so i guess from today onwards i wont go n tink bout this thingy anymore.. i juz wan to shun qi zi ran.. realli truly shun qi zi ran..
but of cos to me he wont be juz a normal fren..
he'll be a special fren.. maybe a fren like my son like tat de lo..
long time no contact but still can tok anytime de~
any festivities i'll still prepare cards.. little gifts..
e ones i prepare for this fren may be alittle more different..
but i'll noe tat this is a different present for a different fren..
i wouldn't be pinning for any hopes tat there'll be reciprocation(got this word?).. i juz hope tat he'll be happi when he gets e gift n i'll be happi~
hope tat we can be gd frens~!!
i shall try hard to build up this frenship! =)
yea! wo hui nu li de...

now it's time for bed..