tots etc...

stayed at home these few days..din feel like going out n no place to go to also.. hahaz..stay at home watch dvds.. slacked.. read books lo..

onli went out on wed with johnson.. went for lunch n movie.. we watched over e hedge! v funnie!! muz go watch k.. hahaz.. make u happi also!anyway.. after tat we toked at coffee bean.. toked bout fren stuff la..here n there.. i dunno how to ans his qn leh.. like v difficult..so i juz say wat i tot lo.. dunno if make sense not also.. hahaz..

hmm...i finished watching 1 litre of tears!! so sadded de.. i got e dvd.. wan can borrow from mi.. but it's sooo sad..keep crying onli... n it's a true story!! motivating n touchin..v nice! e song also v nice~ =)

den yesterday went out with hans bert sh johnson to buy pj's pressie.. hahaz.. dunnoe buy wat lo..so difficult de lo..=P den toked rubbish..hahaz..happie~!

yesterday also got bac results.. i did betta than i did for last sem!! hahaz.. so glad.. was super worried tat i mite get a C or wat lo..lucky dun have.. hahaz..glad tat my mugging paid off! to me.. muggin was somehow less boring this time.. =) late nite suppers.. coke.. lunches.. tea.. napping when supposed to be studying.. yan jiuing e notes tog.. tinkin bac.. it brings a smile to my face..(suddenly recalled wat u said in e card..was wat i tot too..) thx! noe tat in future..bu hui zai you zhe yang de ji hui le ba..suo yi hui te bie zhen xi..hahaz..hope ya did as well as u expect or even betta!! i noe u will do betta de.. cos u r smart!!

today i was awful..agreed to go with jrm to his church..in e end.. i reached expo..but din wan to go in for his service..cant realli say i had a sudden change of mind.. but rather..i felt tat i din have e mood to go in..shldn't go in..din have e mood to go face his church frens..i wasted his time.. said stupid things..in e end chased him bac to his service cos i dun wan him to skip service becos of mi..cos i noe he is committed towards his church service..so i walked around expo..n left before their service ended..

when he said wanted to meet mi this week..at 1st i tot it was going to be going out for lunch or dinner or something like tat..not go his church..i asked y he wanted me to go his church..he din reply.. but i felt like c-ing n toking to him.. so i tot y not..juz go his church lo..den today i realised i cant juz go his church cos i wan to meet him..it din seem e rite reason to go..i dun wan to do tat..nan dao yi jin bu neng zhi shi wei le jian mian er chu men le ma? bu neng chu lai chi ge fan kan xi ma?
zhen de bu yi yang le ba..he seemed so busy.. even on e train ride..he was smsing..callin ppl.. even my bday card he wrote on e spot when i was beside him..
i noe this has been there since forever..but today it juz felt awkward..wo mei shen qi.. zhi shi bu liao jie..yin wei bu liao jie.. er you dian shang xin..

last few meetings we had..were either too short or u kept "criticising" e things i'm doing or like today i was being awful..none were particularly successful..
noe u wont be reading this..but well..
i juz felt like writing this down..
u wrote..always here to listen.. i believe it.. =)
i'm sorry for saying those stupid things..
i was awful.. hope tat v soon we can have a real meeting up!
=)