Decision making

This is the crucial week.

Preparations for applications...

Attending recruitment talks...

Submitting applications...

The jittery wait for interview calls...

The scary interviews...

Yet another hopeful wait for offers...

Almost done...

Final step: making a decision.

I have followed my heart and made a decision!
I hope it is the right one.
Tomorrow will be finalising my decision. =)
All the best to me!

I love NBT's lect!!

haha.. super comical guy~
laughing non-stop during his lectures...
never felt sooo awake n not tired in PT class..
he can end at 6.05pm n i still feel v not tired.. haha.. 3 cheers for NBT!!
=D =D =D
he always tend to repeat his sentences at least 3 times..
n the way he says things is super funny..
everything is like a poem to him.. haha..
i will always rem clozapine causes agranulocytosis.. muahaha...
n the $50 note n $100 note doses~
and really muz highlight in red.. n yes red.. he means RED... hehez..

so sad that today is his last lecture w us.. he shld teach everything la! =P

n 1 more thing tat rather cheers me up today:
i decided to smile at yfqq.. n he returned e smile!
i tot he will ignore me de lo.. but ya.. in e end he smiled..
haha.. yeah~!! tiny thing actually but i'm still happy~! =)

nxt wk is the decision making week!!~
=S application, interview, all in e same wk!!
den i will know....
my fate for at least e nxt 9 months~~ *dengz!*
scary leh... let's hope all turns out well~~ =P

Updates...

First of all...

Happy bday to hans~!
we went to sushi tei to eat that day to celebrate... hee.. =)
simple eating n gossiping session lo~
but totally enjoyable except for e fact that i keep closing my eyes when they take photo n looked totally spastic.. =X
we finally saw his special someone (cos they were going to spend e 1st sec of his bday tog~ so sweet rite~ hee) n was rather surprised...
haha.. cos hans totally gave us a different description~ =P

and then it was happy vday!!
i spent vday completing a 2000 pc jigsaw puzzle that is now lying on my floor in hall.. haha..
we did e puzzle until 3.30am.. zzzZZZ..
den in e afternoon we went for benjamin buttons...
a 3hr show... but u wont find it draggy~ juz that there isn't really a "high" point in e story..
but i liked e storyline.. rather sad.. but really q meaningful...
i can't imagine what it would be like to start life backwards for me.. it was ok for brad pitt cos he was damn rich n didn't have to really work for a living... haha..
den we went wandering.. dunnoe where to go...
settles at Hans for a snack before heading home~
yup yup.. a plain n simple vday.. haha..

yesterday was a wedding dinner...
LT's cousin was getting married.. so his parents invited me n i went..
at carlton hotel.. sat w his other cousins n siblings..
they were all q crappy n funny.. even his uncle was also crappy.. haha..
food was q good~~ yumyumz.. =P
but e service was so-so lo.. cos they never re-fill my glass of coke!!
haha.. took a cab back to hall.. so glad i dun have class today cos damn tired le...

=)

i'm getting sooo busy.. (or lazy? =P) to blog...

haven wrote abt louti's bday...

have wrote abt sch starting (busy busy busy)...

haven wrote abt dinners w jrm, sam, ch...

haven wrote abt how hard i find it is to write a fyp report...

haven wrote abt dinner w keviians (tortorous stuffing session)...

haven wrote abt how i spent CNY (eating eating eating n eating)..

haven wrote abt dinners w sh, bert, pj, hans... (explosive gossips!)

haven wrote abt dinner w cot n edwin's super pretty miaomiao~

haha.. tat's a super lot to write...
i'm just going to skip all those... =P

freaking lizard just ran all over my food in my room~ BOOO!!!
*hates lizard!!!*
i need a lizard repeller... booo~

wellz... final fyp lab session tml!!
n it's report report report for e next few days..
hopefully will end 1st draft by 6th feb...
=)

btw... i love holidays n wkends... *super random*
happy ren ri!!!!
mooo~~!

Good start to 2009?

Started off 2009 with my best pals from 4-6!! (PJ was absent though..)

Nua-ed at a place in Holland V called mykii~
*dunnoe what it means also* =P

a nice place to chill but the price is abit steep for poor student like me..
but the munchies oreos drink was yummy! haha...

Mango smoothie n the dessert was good too! Can really taste the chocolate n the mangoness.. =P *slurps*

so we nua-ed n slacked n discussed how bert fan tao hua... haha..

And when the clock struck 00.00,

we all pulled the partypoppers supplied by the restaurant n screamed *happy new year!!* to everyone!

The 3 musketeers?? haha.. sh refused to join the masked side~ =P

*notice the green hat ton bert's head*

After countdown...

we were feeling abit hungry...

so we head down to the happening kopi tiam(opened by a long blond haired male boss who puts on techno music n has a christmas tree deco in the shop.. happening notz~ haha...) nearby to grab a bite...

Hor fan and BBQ Chicken wings! yummy!

After all the food, we decided to take a short at kent ridge park... n so we took han's car up the turns n turns n turns n turns...

Beloved PJ is located somewhere among the lights... slping... zzZZzz...

We decided to visit my room after the short short walk at kr park...

Took a photo of my da shu n da fu!!

Then Hans n bert started to communicate with ylp n yl who lives opposite my block.. muahaha.. eg. communicating w ylp's honey using da shu.. *diaoz..* haha.. tink yl lan de li wo men.. =P

And with a last photo... we ended our new yr's day celebrations... =) happy nite/day~

for the rest of 1st jan.. i just slp...
went home to feed ham ham...
had dinner w LT n his bunch of frens at yishun...
went back hall...
did some work for LT's bday...
slp... haha...

And it was 2nd Jan!!
Happiest 26th birhday to Mr Goh Wei Jun!!!!

*to be continued with more pictures yet to be uploaded...* =)

Happy New Year!!!

hope 2009 is going to be a smashing year for ya!! =)

HohoHo~ Merry Christmas!!




happenings during xmas eve n xmas day are as follows:



The rather messy christmas tree @ Megabites...


Pressie from stephanie~~ hot pinkz~!!! Thank U!!




Unexpected gift from supervisor!! Thank U!!




Another exquisite handmade piece from bert~~Nice de wor even thou abit tough carrying it back.. haha! Thank U!!




Sh's handmade card~~ (she say pressie will arrive on sunday.. imported de wor~haha..) so ke ai de santa claus~! Thank U!!






PJ's 1st ever handmade xmas card to us! must carry on with e trend k! haha... Thank U for xmas lunch treat too!!

Han's vietnam feng wei pressie +card! perfect for a chocoholic like me.. muahaha~ Thank U!!

And finally~~~~

Ke ai de zhussss!!! they were supposed to bring me 5 pressies... but the last pig forgot.. so i have 4 pressies... n they are:

The pair of earrings are on my ears now.. haha.. Thank U!! Thank U!! Thank U!! Thank U!!
all *ang ang*~ just what I like n need for cny~ muahaha.. =) *sweet*

*forgot to take a photo of Pauline's gift n jiefu's gift to me... hee...*

*** ***

when the clock struck twelve on christmas eve, I was at sentosa chalet with them smoking ourselves with e sparklers:

a bunch nan renssss!! (LT's frens~) =)

they played games and drink all the way while I anti-socially tried to slp but failed (cos have appt w sh they all e following day, therefore i have have have to get some rest!!!)...

so instead i went out for a walk w LT who then abandoned his frens cos of me.. *guilty*
after getting bitten by all e mozzies... we decided to join the non-drinking guys downstairs.. n played an intellectual game~ can't rem the name of e game but i wasn't really tinking much during e game cos i really can't activate my brain... =P haha.. but it was an interesting game.. =) n i din not always aim to be magician~ haha..
subsequently eveyone went home or just fell aslp in e chalet room upstairs n we were the last few standing... amazingly i was among the few.. haha...

so the zombie me showered went down to amk to meet the gang for grocery shopping to cook our christmas lunch!! n i was the earliest... *diao*

somebody din even come to grocery shop lo~~ *tsk tsk* eat mac breakfast somemore n din offer to buy for us... *shakes head* =P hee..

cooking was at pj's place cos her parents were overseas n tat makes it more convenient for us to mess up the place.. haha...

our menu:

-roast chicken (to replace turkey)

-sushi (that we forgot to eat)

-pasta (both cream n tomato base)

-wedges

-bacon

-cheese sausage

-watermelon juice with loads of watermelon flesh n seed inside cos we made it ourselves..)

full like dunnoe wat.. haha.. but it was yummy de!!

den we nua-ed n watch TV... haha.. cos we can't tink of wat to do n 3.5 out of 5 were v tired~~

n tat was christmas... n we started to plan for new year's eve.. haha... we would go watch fireworks from pj's office n da bao food to eat! muahaha.. tat's e plan for now.. =)

*looking forward to tat*

anyway... tink e photos are on facebook n i'm so lazy to upload them here.. so if wan to c can go facebook.. haha

*Prays that I get results later~*
*prays real real hard*

点点滴滴

Quite afew things have been happening lately, and I wouldn't say that they are happy stuff.
dun really wanna list everything down here.. cos i'll rem it more when i write down n i dun really wanna rem them...

I don't really know what to make of these events, but I guess life is like that.

I remember someone told me before:
It's through the tears of downs that you can appreciate the joy of ups.

Just try to take things as positively as possible ba...
Think of what's really important and focus on the learning points...
Learn how to handle similar situations, learn how to improve and be better, learn where's your weakness, and also learn where's your strength. Find a newer, better direction for yourself.
Then most importantly, forget all about the unhappiness!

Super duper thanx to LT for all the support~
*hugz loads*

on a lighter note,
it's going to be christmas!
i find that i'm loving christmas more and more.
i used to find that my fav festival was cny, cos u get ang paos(cha-ching $$), u get longer holidays, u get loads of cny goodies to eat~ etc.
but as i was watching the re-runs of love actually on tv yesterday, i tot christmas is really quite meaningful and fun even for ppl without religion like me.. =)
(i know christmas is really to celebrate the birth of Christ de... not just giving presents and eating log cakes.. hee..)
and i love all the christmas movies n songs~ haha.. been irritating my sis w all e songs recently.. =P
i haven prepare presents!! omg..
and the radio just said 10 more days to christmas! *whines: no time~~*
but i kind of enjoy the christmas rush.. haha.. *weird me*

~all i wan for christmas is my 2 front teeth, my 2 front teeth, my 2 front teeth~

ramblings...

i rem last time i used to get free coke from ppl who bot coke from e vending machine downstairs...

one is ylp..
another is bx...

becos the machine generously gave out 2 cans of coke at one time..
probably due to some faulty mechanism...
and 1 extra can would be passed to me cos they know i love coke..

unfortunately, i never had the luck...
e machine never gave 2 cans of drinks to me..
hmm.. probably becos they fixed e problem too...

i bot a can of coke to cheer myself up just now..
and it reminded me of those times...

wat's my pt?
nothing.. as i wrote in my title..
just ramblings...

林峰,泳兒 - 明天以後



learning how to sing canto... =)

incoherent post.

everybody is mugging hard

i tink i'm in an emo phase now.
maybe it's e stress ba.

escape by playing games, watching wu liao videos, etc.

i'm just wasting time doing everything n anything else except studying.

terrible rite...

堕落。。。

someone is sad n i can't cheer this person up at all.

feels useless...

dunnoe wat to do.

except maybe to concentrate on my lecture notes damn hard n forget abt everything else ard.

读书吧。。。

I bot a bag from online shopping!

muahaha.. not cheap but nice...

i heart my bag!

yupz... now is reading wk le...
supposed to be mugging hard all day ..
but i'm still running ard.. going to lab la...
playing facebook la...

gotta work harder!!!

LT brot fries n coke for me yesterday to motivate me..
i muz not waste e effort!! gambate!! Thank you!!

anywayz...
juz to update some happenings...

had buffet dinner w LT n his family for his sis de bday celebration at trader's hotel..
bot her an egg tart cushion (yup.. something like tat really exists!) cos her fav food is egg tart.. muahaha...
q an enjoyable dinner cos i got to eat choco cakesss!! haha... *slurps*
was so busy eating din take photo.. muahha..

last fri went to watch madagascar w LT!!
super entertaining!! love e sneaky penguins n e ben ben big eyed creature tat was being chased by e shark.. haha...
highly recommended to watch if u wan some laughter n relaxation..
following tat we walked walked ard n we left for our own activities respectively...

following madagascar was to meet jeremy to watch HSM..(while LT met his frens for dinner...)
wahaha.. i actually watched HSM... omg.. a show tat i told SH i dunwan to watch.. =P
betwn e choices given: coffin n HSM, i chose HSM cos i din wan to be hu si huan xiang-ing when i mug for exams... muahah...
becos e showtime was dinnertime, we smuggled food into e theatre...
2 big packs of LJS into my poor little bag.. muahah... i had to take out all my stuff in e bag to put e food in lo!!
and when we got out of e theatre.. guess who i saw...
*drumrolls..* dr chan!! w his baby!
he waved to me 1st n asked me: "i tot this is ur exam period?"
opps.. haha... told him it was my last outing w my fren to relax before e reading wk starts... haha... amazed he rems my face.. i never even asked him any qn in class before.. he is so good~

den jeremy drove me home... initially wanted to go some nearby cafe.. but he got lost n we got onto e expressway... so we tot mite as well juz go home lo...
e blur guy tot i dun have a facebk acct.. *diaoz..* i added him how many yrs ago lo~~ tsk tsk.. he tooo many frens le la...

yup.. n tat was tat... time to mug furiously!

Can somebody pls remove that woman!
Shut her up! Scotch-tape her! Throw her to e rubbish chute!!!

If i had any interest in research work...
she totally killed it.. totally wiped it out...

arghhh~~ !!!!!

need to tolerate....
need to ignore....
2.5 more months...
hopefully juz 2.5 more months...

If you are going through hell, keep going.
Winston Churchill

If you thought dispensing in year 2 was bad,
try dispensing at year 4.

This module was created to torture us.
More work for less credits.

Rarrr~!!

deepavali is not on tue!
why why why why why~

I'm thankful for choco, LT and zhou jie lun~ =S

Whee!! Weekend!

actually there isn't much to whee about. Weekend is here but the work never stops. *boring*

good thing is i'm back at home, and that feels more relaxing.
Think i've come to associate hall with never-ending work. it's like the cognitive behaviour thingy that i learnt in psychology last sem. Haiz..Everytime I get back to my room, i just feel damn sian cos i'll see all my lect notes and journal articles spread out on my table and i get the feeling that i'll never be able to finish all that i want to achieve.

sometimes i'll ask myself, what issit that i want to accomplish in life? Does whatever that i'm doing now lead me to it? It feels more like i'm just going with the flow. Yup, it sounds depressing... but what else can i do?
Whatever it is, just get the degree and we'll see how things go from there.

i tink by now u shld realise tat yr 4 is awful. haha.. horribly for me lah~
Guess some ppl likes this type of hectic lifestyle, where you can chiong chiong chiong and feel satisfied from work.
*hinthints at workaholic* =P
but i dun tink it's for me. I'm really a slow pace person... oki..in other words a slacker la.. hehe...
anywayz.. i'm just the sort of person who loves to walk slowly and take in every bit of scenery along e way. Kind of not suited to e SG lifestyle hor~
whatever la~~ shall juz try try try to take in whatever that come along my way~ *rens ming* XP

and i realised i really dun like research much. Haha.. *bleahz!*

oct, nov, dec, jan, feb, mar, apr, may...
8 more months to graduation...
2 months of holidays...
then it's prereg time...
heard that it's another of those horrible times...
well wellz...
life's tough~

argh~!!

Long time no blog....

was refusing to blog recently...
cos juz sian n tired ba...
busy with the usuals...
fyp.. never ending testsssss.... assignmentsss....
saddened~

in non chronological order...

bert recently sent us this collage he made...
includes most of the photos taken earlier this yr when we went sentosa.. celebration of bdays... new year dinner.. etc...
haha.. so nice of him~ thank u!
*notices tat photo of bert n sh is in e middle*
muahaha... so sweet~~

before i forget... i haven got e photos of when we went to mache and b&j's at vivo!! send to me asap! muahah... but abit hard.. cos i always appearing offline... =P best is can send to email! hee hee...


Hee hee.. my latest addition to my watches!
taaadaaa~!! a watch that looks like a clock! muahaha..
super huge watch face tat is wider than my wrist..
but i like~~ haha... *hearts my new watch*

the dog tat holds a flower so real, it attracted a praying mantis...
wasn't able to capture e praying mantis on top of it.. so it's juz a plain old pic of the dog tat kind of looks like a rabbit... =P
i call him "na"~ haha..
*super bad at naming*

Home made muah chee~ woohoo~!!
piping hot n u can add however much amount of peanut u wan!
wahahah... finished 4 packs in 2days time... XP
not going to eat muah chee in a long long time...

watch 10 promises to my dog on hari raya puasa w my sis n jiefu...
super heart warming n touching de show!!!
e golden retreiver is sooooooooooooo ke ai n smart!!
how i wish i have a doggie juz like tat....
e ending was heart warming...
but also v sad... cos e 3 of us cried while watching it~ boohoohoo~
even my jiefu cried... amazingly la...
but i tink he will only cry when he watches such animal shows... hee..
he is a super animal lover... cats, dogs, hamsters, sharks, etc etc.. he loves them all... =)

bot a dress from arts bazaar e other day after e horrible drug quiz...
*tink it's no hope, confirm wont pass de..*
so decided to go bazaar with adez after last lesson w ke ai de dr skl*r ended..
*doubly sad cos skl*r's last lesson w us plus e stupid test*
i will rem e sentence he said during class: "i have a good memory, just that it's short." muahaha.. mine is also like tat lo~ =P he is e bestest lecturer ever lo... deserving of e excellent teaching award he gets every yr... =)
fan club: "wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni!!" *waves banner*

retail therapy is e bestest~ haha...
bot nice hua hua tube dress from bazaar, nice pens from co-op n nice dinner from lerk thai at arts... cheered up much instantly! heehee...
had to buy dinner cos it was formal hall dinner tat nite n din wan to go.. =P
*hall phantom status*

speaking of formal hall dinner... i'm reminded of something:
i tink this yr 1 was looking for a senior date to FHD.. so while i was randomly walking up e stairs one day... he juz asked if i was going to FHD... so i said no lo... den he juz walked away... it got me tinking.. 'i look like a senior ar... crap... i muz look v old...' boohooo~ yi yan jiu kan de chu wo shi senior? =P

finally...
i'm tinking of escaping tml's fire drill...
considers going out to do work at kopi bean...
hmmm....

知足常乐

我真得不能贪心，
一不知足就很容易难过。

“为何不能满意现状？
不是每一件事情都能如你所愿的。”
好久没有这样的想法了。

每次都没有面对面地把话说出口，
是我健忘？还是我刻意不提？

应该是自我检讨的时候了吧。。。

my lecturer goes "bleah" *sticks his tongue out*

haha.. yupyup...
my PT lecturer ke-ai-ly "bleah" after his tongue got tied up by the long sentences and tongue-twisting bacteria names...
so funny!! heehee...

and i finally got to eat my ramly burger! muahah...
like wat adez say... i'll always say 'aiyah, i shld have bot ramly burger for lunch' whenever i see the store at e bazaar at sci..
finally fufilled my wish... hee =)

did role play as pharmacist for pp3...
omg.. so ben ben de... =X
i keep forgetting things n had to rely on alvin to help prompt me..
tat's y e lecturers say i not forward enuff in giving info..
haha.. in a way also cos of our script design la.. =P
*shifts responsibility* muahaha.. evilz...

happily eats pizza n drumlets da bao-ed by louti to hall..
=) yum yum! hee... 5th month le lo... dunnoe is fast or not.. haha...

anywayz... happy mid autumn festival!!
*while i mug for my pt test... boo~

I'm Yours

The same time my sis intro me to this song, i saw it on bert's blog...
hee... lovely song~!!

*i tink my sis, my bro n me have the same genes...
cos when we like a song... we juz loop it several hundred times until we get bored of it.. which will simply irritate ppl ard us... hehe... =P